Like the title, this is a lot of pessimistic views.
I am short, around the height of the median girl's height in class, and lighter than close to everyone in class, and physically freaking weak, close to failing NAPFA outright. And it's not like I'm good-looking or anywhere near that to society's standards...
So...who in the world deserves a guy like me? In fact, do I even deserve to even like anyone? Am I continuously stepping back into the lands of Abyss, the place I keep going to when I can choose not to? Why am I making myself keep falling back into this painful situation...?
Forgotten what I had planned to say previously, know that there is more, yet am I wondering if I am wasting her time and making her eventually sad semi-knowingly...
Sometimes...perhaps it will be better if I could only cry out all my pain and thoughts...
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