Wow

I love chemistry so much. It brightened my life so much. thx to chemistry, my list of homework became so colourful.

List of HW:
-6 sets of Chem mock papers
-Geog(suppose to hand in today ._.)
-Physics(1 ws, 2 mock)
-Maths(Victoria mock, supposed to be finished)

you noe, i love the 6 mock so much. and 1 mock per day. it really makes my day.

btw did my daily blog hopping again and saw that qz's blog keep tio flooded -.-
have a feeling that I can totally screw wadeva 'frenship' i hav with qz,jw&ric if I try to be funny. lolx.
Feel like backing out of the Class Vid. It's making me have a chance to screw myself over. Probably no one understands wad i mean. since I can't truly get the right word, or maybe I jus unwilling to get the right word, for the feeling.

Today got a little self-induced alcoholism, or wadeva u call that.
Now, life really sucks. everything time is running out. heh, if i could, i wan my subject dropout form, or just die and end everything. yet everything doesnt seem so simple. screw life, screw everything. want to work harder, but nth is right for me anymore.

my bro is very sick. hell, he's struggling with army life. I wonder how am I gonna be better off than him next time.

maybe dying here&now would be so much better...

but things aint ever so simple.

i'm like, running away, yet not running away...

wtf am i saying man...?

over dose of playing The Way.

phantom slasher rox.

Orange from Alter A.I.L.A looks cool too.

ok i'm nearly snapping. jus a thin line between surviving and crumbling under this feeling.

hey is this stress...?

I doubt I've ever for real felt this be4.

If you guys couldn't sense the sarcasm at the chem part, then I've got nth to say.

I'm nearly giving way.

And I tot my engine was starting...

or maybe, it's just time is so cruel. or rather, life is the one who's cruel.

I wanna get this over with and fast.