Class Discussions

Well today was my GCE 'O' Level CL oral examinations and I FORGOT TO BRING MY ENTRY PROOF+ IC OMFG. dam nvm wasted $1 for a photocopy(Dam I really wasted cos din nid the photocopy) and can use EZ-link card for IC....AHHHHHHH damit gotta make sure I NEVER EVER make this stupid mistake ever again.(den again, it's only made during 1 year)

ok now for the more serious stuff:
Class Outing: Probably we'll need a class outing sometime, or else our class really pathetic liao. So in order to make it abit more interesting, and I don't like field trips, Kok How and I decided on maybe a Class CIP, but it'll probably end in failure. So guess we'll see how first, and we'll need more suggestions and help from experienced organisers.(If we were rich I'd suggest an overseas trip...but I'm crazy to think of that lolx.)

Class Online Study Aid Group: Kok How thinks that an Group 'Work' in msn chatting is quite fun, so he has suggested an Online Study Group for everyone to help one another, mostly for 4E5 students only. For others reading this maybe can suggest this idea to the class? Hopefully this idea becomes abit fruitful.

Probably for the class stuff, we'll need Kenneth(welfare Head of class?), Jonathan(Monitor no doubt), Cai Lin who has put in alot of effort for this class, Yee Jeng who can help out alot, and is good with alot of stuff(people for one).

Just singling out very useful people who seem, to me, to be quite talented,and vital, with helping out in Class Event Facilitation. However, all this means more work... oh well.

And as an extra, -ZEN-MiMi dear got promoted to 2nd Guild Leader of -ZEN- guild, an Audition in-game and friendly guild thats planning to be a group of people who can also socialise with others(also helping others in the process). so Good Luck and Grats to her =). Probably gonna join -ZEN- when I can officially pass their license with testers.

The Silent Requiem, under the Frosted blue sky.

Flaming Past - Can we leave it behind?

After dropping by Cai Lin's blog linked by Kok How, I realized, Cai Lin deserves the title of Techno Savvy. She's good with computer stuff too, alot better than me for one. In the first place, I was chosen(forced onto rather) for this title cos ernest and yunfeng 'voted' for me so everyone else followed. and the reason ernest gave was kinda crap to me: cos I played and know alot of online games. Still, I don't think I shld've been the one to take this title. haix what's done is done I guess.

Swiss Cottage Maths God:Kok How did 3 qns properly,1 qns anyhow wack and 1 qns dunnoe how to do for maths olympiad round 2. There are 5 qns that needs to be completed with clear solution in 3h, Maths Olympiad Round 2 for students who get a Gold(Silver not sure) for Maths Olympiad, and round 2 definitely won't be easy...so we can see how pro Kok How is =) Hope his 3 qns all get correct. Btw Maths Olympiad was held today somewhere is SG(LOL obviously!).

Anyway GCE 'O' Level CL oral is on Monday 30/6. Time to die...I just know that I'll be nervous on the day itself ._. ah oh well. For one, due to the rising pile of work from school, I have to spent less time in audi, and I'm missing her. Can only hope things don't worsen any more than now...

Currently favoring some songs more than others.
My Chemical Romance-The Sharpest Lives
High&Mighty Colour-Dreams
Miyazaki Ui-Fates
I WiSH-Asu e no Tobira
Minami Kuribayashi-Anata ga...Inai(Remix Version)
BoA-Konoyo no Shirushi
Madonna-4 minutes
梁山伯与茱丽叶

some of them I can keep replaying in mind, even sing out part of it...oh well.

Dracula's Riddle-Stuck at lvl 9, Town of Alba. Probably giving up on Dracula's riddle already, since I have to juggle so many things. Gotta focus more on school work now. Still having some trouble dealing with geography and biology questions, need to work more on them, or else I'm in alot of trouble for 'O's.

Sometimes I wonder, can people actually leave the past behind them for real?

Frostified yet again.

Dracula's Riddle

Dracula's riddle


A rather difficult riddle that requires alot of brainwork to solve. For those ppl who wanna test their intelligence can try it out =) can ask for hints at cbox(will try to help but not spoil the fun)

but today there was PE, and normally it wouldn't have been so exhausting cos we're just getting a health checkup. However after sch some of us actually played around cos we're bored so in the end I ran quite abit and got quite tired >< not to mention we waited for our CL teacher to help with the upcoming GCE 'O' lvl CL oral but she nvr came -.- make us wait in vain. haix but I managed to do some work and enjoy most of the day, even though the work done in sch was close to negligible ><.

Shadows of Darkness

I'm quite amazed by how fast I can cool down after being angry. However, I know one thing for sure; the event today is one of the parts of many stepping stones that will eventually lead to murderers who kill without remorse, people who will do anything to achieve their aims, or even terrorists. For I am one person who know, to do anything we must have power. In this world, no power no talk. One fact I believe, and I will probably stand by it to the end.

I didn't get into the CCA picture taken this year, due to some problems between 2 groups of photographers. No matter, it doesn't really matter to me now. What boiled down to a water fight between me and Eugene Teo, who better watch out, was when I got back to class after the photo taking session I somehow felt that they were going to spray water at me. For one, I hate it. Not being wet, but rather being sprayed full of water. I don't mind being wet, but either way I just escaped outside of the classroom. Following which, Ernest tried to drag me back to classroom. I was no match(isn't this a show of how lacking in power I am?) and in the end I got sprayed at the door by Eugene Teo, aka the Fucking alien of the class(I'm not in a very good mood, so screw it) because I attempted to hide behind the front door and stop myself from being dragged in. Following which I saw a black bottle appear by the front door(Eugene's hand held the bottle and squeezed it, even though he was outside of sight). Then went a streak of water on my shirt, instantly screwing my mood. I then walked in and shouted a lot of vulgar, as I truly was in no mood to peacefully talk it out. Then I called Eugene over and we basically 'finished' off the water fight, ending up both of us being extremely wet, following which Eugene dropped the water bottle. I wasn't happy for sure, and I took the bottle cap and dumped it inside the nearby dustbin(originally planning to dump the whole bottle to the ground floor) after knowing it was an innocent bystander's water bottle. So I left the bottle on top of the dustbin and walked off, going to a toilet to dry off a little.

I was already wasn't in such a good mood when the boys in my class, including some of the girls, planned to carry me and make me some sort of a god damn mascot of the class, calling me 'Hardo Gay' and all the unkind titles that I apparently wasn't taking very kindly. They said if I cooperated they would stop calling me 'Gay' which I would've been a true idiot to listen to them for their plan on the candid shot.Freaking mascot?No way was I ever one, and screw Ernest for coming up with this plan. No doubt now, I hate this class.

After this event, I realized a few more things: I am a Pessimist, looking from more negative views often. I can tolerate them making fun of me, but spraying water at me? To me, that was going overboard. They made me snap, and I don't really snap so easily. Maybe to many people, "It's just spraying water, no big. Why u make a fuss out of something so simple? It's just for fun mah." However, I don't like it, and it's apparent they're just bullying me around. Why? Cos I'm small, weak, easy to bully and lack power. How simple, the world revolves round one logic: without power, you can do nothing. Think about it, isn't it the same for those poor victims of the recent strain of natural disasters? Don't they wish they had the power to save their friends and families? Even for well-off countries, the people all experience similarities.

Now I realized that during the struggle with Ernest I got scratched, but it's not that great a wound so nvm. I know I am better off than some people, but also worse off than others. I tend to view the more pessimistic side of things, and I am weak and without power. My personality, perhaps if driven far enough, can turn to that of a cold-blooded murderer.

My father has often said, u always think u're right, u nid to stop thinking this way, which is good advice. This I know very well, but I still stick to my views. As it is, I am arrogant, have attitude problems, don't listen to good advice(like many do). I know myself quite well, but I believe in one truth now: In this world, to accomplish anything and to get respect, respect others and attain power. Without power, people will only look down on you, and everything you do will not be supported or acknowledged.

At least, I've cooled off now. But I still hate my class. The only friends I have are in the cyber world, and they can hardly be called as true friends, maybe also because of my antisocial personality. I might one day be driven to the point of no return, but for now, I'll tolerate, because even going to the extreme of committing murder will only lead to tragedy and sadness that should not be...Still, I hope people can stop disturbing me, I cant even be alone even if I wanted to! But I still seem to be able to cool off no matter what when I travel from school to home, and close to lose all anger when I reach home. Strange...but I know I'm not in the mood for poems, so I'll end off here.

Frost

The last blog.

Previously I've had 2 blogs before, but have been removed due to several reasons. This time, this will be the last blog for me and will allow everyone,including real life and online friends, to read, although I know some people will find reading my posts to be long(quite often, in fact).

and perhaps, this may well be the place where I will be inspired to create and post some poems =).
however, many things will be of a very low quality due to the fact that I am only a student and is very inexperienced and unskilled.

Frostified