Sunday, November 30, 2008

Gaming Frenzy

Now started on Brave Story : New Traveler on my PSP, sorta giving up on Riviera. So fun~ lolx

My bro's comp sorta of gone bonkers today. oh well~ he's gonna get a new one soon. my lappy is older den his comp -.- n his desktop lasted a shorter time den my lappy.

apparently my cousin is 2 yrs younger but he's 180 tall. sianx. sadded.

n damit my torrent downloads dun hav seeders =( cant watch my anime!!!

Friday, November 28, 2008

Cleared~

Kanon

it's a nice short fmws side story(FMWS= full moon wo sagashite)

quite a old manga/anime, but still very nice. listening to the 3rd anime ending song "Changin' My Life - Eternal Snow" while reading the manga is very touching ._.

Kanon has literally nth to do with fmws though, but it's short and if your interested u can get it from megaupload(I uploaded it but whether it can be downloaded or not is another thing, heh)

Most of the '1st wave' manga series I've cleared already. Time for the next hehe.
But seems like Monday I have to go ask for job vacancy at NTUC or sth haix.

Another quite warm-hearted anime series that's still on-going(I think) is Candy Boy. You might wanna check it out at wiki or sth.

5cmps<3~

ok slacking time. abit bored sometimes though =X. this is wad happens when i rush to finish everything asap and leave nth to do next time ><.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

5cmps

A freaking nice animation movie: 5 centimeters per second.

Touching.

Today helped ernest's sister's acc to pass the audition license...

I can't believe I nearly failed a lvl 13 license.

I becoming noober and noober haix.

5cmps is <3ed.


Akari(Girl): 5 centimeters per second.
Tono(Boy): huh?
Akari: The speed of falling sakura petals is 5 centimeters per second.


somehow, I really felt like crying.

Cant believe it's only been 2 weeks since the last 'O' paper. It kinda felt like an eternity. or not.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Manga

YESH MANGA MADNESS~<3

btw for those who are interested in nice manga recommended by me,(I think no one) i'll just list the recent manga I had been chionging(and felt was nice):

Ai Hime
Ai Baby
Girls Saurus [DX]
Parallel(the story is actually similar to Pastel sia...)
Charisma Doll(one very nice technique in life is taught here LOL)
Love Monster(Ending sorta sucked though.I hate 'happy until ridiculous' kind of endings,but story-wise not bad)
Bitter Virgin

and of cos the more famous ones, famous until dunnoe like wad sia...:

Katekyoshi Hitman Reborn(lol my nick is inside -.-)
D.Gray Man(Getting sorta sucky...)
Claymore(Still nice after quite awhile)
Eyeshield 21(actually still quite gd even after so long, but the matches a little fked up, 1sec score a goal -.-)

somewhere dere~ oh well.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Slacking

I DUN WAN FIND JOB T_T

haix.

completed alot of new mangas. eyeshield,vampire knight and katekyo is getting interesting. Starting on Ai Baby soon.

Today's screwedx ._.

Friday, November 21, 2008

Manga

Spamming manga. and just started on a new manga Bitter Virgin. Very sad. The 'sad effect' was almost as great as 1 litre of tears for some reason.

And the story is written partially based off the author, Kusunoki Kei's experience. Well she had a stillborn before when she was working on the manuscript for 'More Than Her'.

*Currently in semi-emo mood, recovering slowly*

Repair.

Damage has to be repaired. Just like mistakes has to be atoned for in some way.

Phone banking o.0 kinda useful stuff.

Now spamming Sweetbox's Killing Me DJ. massive slacking. soon, job time. sianx.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Koizora

Just watched finish Koizora. I think my bro watched before cos I heard the ending song before, probably from him, but he never intro me, cos he probably also think this so-so nia. A little too predictable, and Hiro shld've died earlier den it'd be nicer lolx. Someone is sure to say I'm heartless because of this.

Btw, Koizora is not as tear-jerking as 1 litre of tears in my opinion. But I suppose it was a nice story. Well both 1 litre of tears and Koizora are supposed to be nonfiction, but 1 litre of tears has the upper hand IMO in a sad story ranking.

Gotta find more stuff to do~

Naive

To me, the 8th Cardinal Sin: Naive

Regret should not have a place in our hearts, but I regret stepping out of house today.

Kei got 4 A's,Distinction for Higher CL and T-score of 249? Damn sianx. I got 1 A* and 3 A's(No HCL) but T-score lost to her zzz(241) SIANX!

Watching Koizora. Looks abit dumb, but I suppose that's how life is in Japan.

Today, I'd rather have lost both my handphone and PSP.

Damn. If only I never left house.

Watched Beverly Hills Chihuahua though, which is surprisingly, rather nice. The production of the movie involved tons of Chihuahua's at an Aztec ruin. Chihuahuas: Tiny but mighty. Intriguing.

Victor was sad that he couldn't make it in time to join his juniors though.

Reading up some new manga. Some are nice, some ain't really. oh well.

and I guess the Chaos Head manga was just a rough draft of the plots to be used in the anime, from the way I see it. Katekyoshi Hitman Reborn and Eyeshield 21 are starting to be interesting, though getting a little irritating. I don't really like mangas that stretch infinitely long like Inuyasha. Normally about 100+ chapter would the limit I suppose. But though, the content also affects.

Nevermind. What's past is past. The only thing I can do, is to try to repair whatever I can.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Hectic

Today was supposed to go CMPB to extend passport...
but my passport had to be recreated because it was longer den 10 years -.- ...
which CMPB dere cannot make, they only extend...

but I found out something interesting.
you cant bring in handphones to CMPB, but PSPs are perfectly fine.
the difference with GCE.

so it's a wasted trip....

den went to eat Sakura at 12noon. I love playing mix&match drinks dere, especially with the sarsi,grape and lemon tea mix xD den also quite nice cos the strong taste of sarsi was reduced.

But everytime I go Sakura, it's almost the norm for me to spam the entire meal with shark's fin's soup, dory with white cream, breaded prawn and the chicken wings.
But I suppose the brownies were nice too. Alot of nice stuff that I don't really like too. I'm picky =) but normally food that I say is good is good. well normally to most ppl I suppose.

but after CMPB trip and Sakura, went home and slacked. helped Ernest's sister to own the nub lic.(my warm up with the same song garnered 100k more den the score in the actual license, same song...)

Might have to go ICA sometime to make new passport, haix.

and tomorrow going to a Career and Future Education Guidance Fair or something, at the SP Convention Hall at 12noon. kinda sianx, but must go according to the imperial decree of my parents. But I guess the info there will help.

Life- and pain

Life is a journey to seek something worth living for.



Reminded of Ef - a tale of the two.

Because of her nick.

Irritating.

This is something that's beyond me already...

I'm too tired...

A notion just popped into my mind...

Perhaps cold is not the absence of heat...

Perhaps both of them exist.

Humans are such weak beings who survive on others.

They make use of their 'intelligence'...

A double-edged sword.

Experiments to seek what should not have ever been tampered with.

Experiments that ended up with false truth.

Our greed is leading us in circles in the labyrinth.

And now, our exhaustion is nearing.

But we've brought along the End of the Earth.

To the end, we are afraid to be alone.

When our actions...

do not make us any less lonely.



My trail of thought wandered. But I remain hurt.
Shindou Kei, Miyamura Miyako, Hirono Hiro, Himura Yuu, Amamiya Yuuko, Kuze Shuuichi, Shindou Chihiro, Reiji.

Kei...huh?

Monday, November 17, 2008

It's Over

You who treat me as nothing,
like I am transparent,
my existence is now void,
yet nothing will never change.


Late post. The General Certificate of Examination Ordinary Levels are now officially over. Can't believe that we had Graduation dinner at the evening of the day of the last 'O' lvl paper. But it's over. Everything up till now...is now void once again. Subete...

Weird, but I think I miss her. Maybe, maybe not. maybe just in audition. who knows? For some reason, it still hurts. No idea what I am doing.

And why do I still play audition at all?

btw, I've got a PSP now and some new stuff to play. Can kill the boredom over the hols. but I need to find a job...gotta renew my passport tomorrow. Well. nvm.

I wonder, if being transparent is truly bad. Perhaps, it might be a good thing. Temporary forgotten some things during the period I spammed gaming and anime at home. But they still remain. Like I said, something temporary. Life is like that, huh? To search for something worth living for, be it a person, a hobby, a job, whatever.

I think I'm chasing after a memory.