I know my words & attitude is plainly making everyone dislike me...
screw that...
I hate myself.
*Pessimism*
33rd post this month...nvm.
"It's easier to wear a pair of slippers than cover the whole of earth with carpet"
but sometimes wearing those pair of slippers is not easy.
In fact it normally isn't.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Damned!
no i'm not cursing anyone. it's just that Kok How's been damned by me. so I get 1 insanite =D
Q:Wtf is insanite?
There's something called Insanine, a place where Insanity rules beyond god. You gotta be insane to go there =D and u become insane after you consume an insanite,more insanites=more insanity lvl. You get insanites by damning an insane person.
Damn List:
Kok How - 1(Yay I damned him!)
Welon - 5(by ernest,mnesthes and kok)
Insane/Insanite List
Kok How - 3(Naturally Insane, now leading but 2 xtra insanity lvl lolx)
Welon - 1(Naturally Insane, now boosted with one Insanite =D)
See Kok How! I told u I'd blog about damn-ing u. =D Insanity rules woot!
Hey wtf-ness wad ur prob I create Insanine&Insanite game cannot isit. =O
*waiting for insanity craze to run out*
Today quite recovered =D but wtf I shldn't hav gone to sch. Almost waste of time. Playing+doing hw at home betta =O
Nvm. Gotta chiong hw now. Target: Finish 1 Maths + 1 chem paper today.
which is rather impossible LOL.
Insanity rules I noe.
btw hey wtf my team won ernest's team. I tot we'd lose. Guess my team ain't so pathetic after all. I didn't play though.
My sch canteen food is WTF!!! god damit. gonna avoid canteen food now. *Finding safer alternatives*
And dear's comp's virus appears to be removed. Happy for her, but lolx my comp still got prob. still usable though, but reformatting soon.
And I now noe why ppl pon sch @ sec 4 when 'O's nearing. I might be doing that too. Practicing my work at home betta den a lot of crap at sch.
=D Insanity! =D
Q:Wtf is insanite?
There's something called Insanine, a place where Insanity rules beyond god. You gotta be insane to go there =D and u become insane after you consume an insanite,more insanites=more insanity lvl. You get insanites by damning an insane person.
Damn List:
Kok How - 1(Yay I damned him!)
Welon - 5(by ernest,mnesthes and kok)
Insane/Insanite List
Kok How - 3(Naturally Insane, now leading but 2 xtra insanity lvl lolx)
Welon - 1(Naturally Insane, now boosted with one Insanite =D)
See Kok How! I told u I'd blog about damn-ing u. =D Insanity rules woot!
Hey wtf-ness wad ur prob I create Insanine&Insanite game cannot isit. =O
*waiting for insanity craze to run out*
Today quite recovered =D but wtf I shldn't hav gone to sch. Almost waste of time. Playing+doing hw at home betta =O
Nvm. Gotta chiong hw now. Target: Finish 1 Maths + 1 chem paper today.
which is rather impossible LOL.
Insanity rules I noe.
btw hey wtf my team won ernest's team. I tot we'd lose. Guess my team ain't so pathetic after all. I didn't play though.
My sch canteen food is WTF!!! god damit. gonna avoid canteen food now. *Finding safer alternatives*
And dear's comp's virus appears to be removed. Happy for her, but lolx my comp still got prob. still usable though, but reformatting soon.
And I now noe why ppl pon sch @ sec 4 when 'O's nearing. I might be doing that too. Practicing my work at home betta den a lot of crap at sch.
=D Insanity! =D
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Recovering
Well, today morning went to see doctor, lucky visit early, so my fever+flu+cough still not so bad, den I take one dose of medicine already feel a lot better le. Now have to continue taking my medicine, but maybe can go school tomorrow.
See how my condition is 2moro 1st.
Current severely addicted to The Way. Damn fun sia. I think this is one RPG game I'll be willing to play the whole thing by myself. And maybe use my bro's saves for certain difficult mini-games that I can't do myself.
Still didn't do much homework today even though I could! Damit I need to focus more on working instead of gaming.
Probably gonna reformat my comp next week. It seems like my bro can't fix my lappy, so best way is to reformat the god-damn-ed thing. Time to find and transfer all my stuff into an external hard disk!
More and more work. Btw kok told me we had another set of Maths paper today. Damit what's wrong man! Flooding of papers???
See how my condition is 2moro 1st.
Current severely addicted to The Way. Damn fun sia. I think this is one RPG game I'll be willing to play the whole thing by myself. And maybe use my bro's saves for certain difficult mini-games that I can't do myself.
Still didn't do much homework today even though I could! Damit I need to focus more on working instead of gaming.
Probably gonna reformat my comp next week. It seems like my bro can't fix my lappy, so best way is to reformat the god-damn-ed thing. Time to find and transfer all my stuff into an external hard disk!
More and more work. Btw kok told me we had another set of Maths paper today. Damit what's wrong man! Flooding of papers???
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Sick...
Lol...I can't believe I fell sick. Fck this... Damn tired. If only I can just stay home and rest...the school is killing me. outright.
Maybe I should've came home earlier today...nvr do hw. dam. I need my rest. Freezing at the skin surface and sweating like fck on the inside. Screw this. My bro fell sick first, now followed by my flu.
And it's not running nose. It's plain flu...
The kind that can kill if your immune system is not strong enough.
Apparently mine is good enough to survive, but not fight off.
Right end of story. Gotta rest earlier. Hope the medicine are working. I guess I'm a drug addict man...
Maybe I should've came home earlier today...nvr do hw. dam. I need my rest. Freezing at the skin surface and sweating like fck on the inside. Screw this. My bro fell sick first, now followed by my flu.
And it's not running nose. It's plain flu...
The kind that can kill if your immune system is not strong enough.
Apparently mine is good enough to survive, but not fight off.
Right end of story. Gotta rest earlier. Hope the medicine are working. I guess I'm a drug addict man...
Monday, July 28, 2008
Wow
I love chemistry so much. It brightened my life so much. thx to chemistry, my list of homework became so colourful.
List of HW:
-6 sets of Chem mock papers
-Geog(suppose to hand in today ._.)
-Physics(1 ws, 2 mock)
-Maths(Victoria mock, supposed to be finished)
you noe, i love the 6 mock so much. and 1 mock per day. it really makes my day.
btw did my daily blog hopping again and saw that qz's blog keep tio flooded -.-
have a feeling that I can totally screw wadeva 'frenship' i hav with qz,jw&ric if I try to be funny. lolx.
Feel like backing out of the Class Vid. It's making me have a chance to screw myself over. Probably no one understands wad i mean. since I can't truly get the right word, or maybe I jus unwilling to get the right word, for the feeling.
Today got a little self-induced alcoholism, or wadeva u call that.
Now, life really sucks. everything time is running out. heh, if i could, i wan my subject dropout form, or just die and end everything. yet everything doesnt seem so simple. screw life, screw everything. want to work harder, but nth is right for me anymore.
my bro is very sick. hell, he's struggling with army life. I wonder how am I gonna be better off than him next time.
maybe dying here&now would be so much better...
but things aint ever so simple.
i'm like, running away, yet not running away...
wtf am i saying man...?
over dose of playing The Way.
phantom slasher rox.
Orange from Alter A.I.L.A looks cool too.
ok i'm nearly snapping. jus a thin line between surviving and crumbling under this feeling.
hey is this stress...?
I doubt I've ever for real felt this be4.
If you guys couldn't sense the sarcasm at the chem part, then I've got nth to say.
I'm nearly giving way.
And I tot my engine was starting...
or maybe, it's just time is so cruel. or rather, life is the one who's cruel.
I wanna get this over with and fast.
List of HW:
-6 sets of Chem mock papers
-Geog(suppose to hand in today ._.)
-Physics(1 ws, 2 mock)
-Maths(Victoria mock, supposed to be finished)
you noe, i love the 6 mock so much. and 1 mock per day. it really makes my day.
btw did my daily blog hopping again and saw that qz's blog keep tio flooded -.-
have a feeling that I can totally screw wadeva 'frenship' i hav with qz,jw&ric if I try to be funny. lolx.
Feel like backing out of the Class Vid. It's making me have a chance to screw myself over. Probably no one understands wad i mean. since I can't truly get the right word, or maybe I jus unwilling to get the right word, for the feeling.
Today got a little self-induced alcoholism, or wadeva u call that.
Now, life really sucks. everything time is running out. heh, if i could, i wan my subject dropout form, or just die and end everything. yet everything doesnt seem so simple. screw life, screw everything. want to work harder, but nth is right for me anymore.
my bro is very sick. hell, he's struggling with army life. I wonder how am I gonna be better off than him next time.
maybe dying here&now would be so much better...
but things aint ever so simple.
i'm like, running away, yet not running away...
wtf am i saying man...?
over dose of playing The Way.
phantom slasher rox.
Orange from Alter A.I.L.A looks cool too.
ok i'm nearly snapping. jus a thin line between surviving and crumbling under this feeling.
hey is this stress...?
I doubt I've ever for real felt this be4.
If you guys couldn't sense the sarcasm at the chem part, then I've got nth to say.
I'm nearly giving way.
And I tot my engine was starting...
or maybe, it's just time is so cruel. or rather, life is the one who's cruel.
I wanna get this over with and fast.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Crap!
Forgot to blog yest!!! still trying to keep my total blog posts/month=no. of days/month though. Anyway found and linked qiaozhen,jingwen and ric's blogs. Could've found their blog earlier, but tat time i nvr go ric's blog lolx. den today go qz's blog den hop ard until i got all their blogs. wonder if they noe my 'soranokira' nick. or maybe they've forgotten me(hope not!) lolx.
Yesterday played too much, today gotta focus more! But at least yesterday worked a little and finished chem mock paper! Hope the geography discussion on thurs will be fun again, like how ernest crapped about the 'tsunami' attack destroy the seawall tat's being constructed halfway xD. A lot of us laughed until we cannot take it liao haha.
Then my brother reached home on friday night, but he was sick. Apparently after a visit to the doctor's yesterday, he had a high fever of 39.5 degree Celsius, and above 40 it's highly possible to die. Lolx nth much to say abt his condition, other than that he's happily slping almost the entire day yesterday and today, and happily coughing. To think he still didn't want to take the cough mixture medicine.
Maybe 2nite blog again, if got anything interesting happen later on.
-end of post-
Yesterday played too much, today gotta focus more! But at least yesterday worked a little and finished chem mock paper! Hope the geography discussion on thurs will be fun again, like how ernest crapped about the 'tsunami' attack destroy the seawall tat's being constructed halfway xD. A lot of us laughed until we cannot take it liao haha.
Then my brother reached home on friday night, but he was sick. Apparently after a visit to the doctor's yesterday, he had a high fever of 39.5 degree Celsius, and above 40 it's highly possible to die. Lolx nth much to say abt his condition, other than that he's happily slping almost the entire day yesterday and today, and happily coughing. To think he still didn't want to take the cough mixture medicine.
Maybe 2nite blog again, if got anything interesting happen later on.
-end of post-
Friday, July 25, 2008
Class Video
Now a bunch of us are plotting the 4E5 Class video plot. So I've decided to blog at the same time. Doing a draft script to get the rough plot out first. But let's talk about today 1st...
Today chiong-ed some homework in school, and managed to finish some of the homework I owe for that day, as in must hand in that day. However, the homework is stacking up lolx.
List of homework:
-2 Physics(Commonwealth and Nan Hua) mock paper
-1 physics w/s
-1 Chem mock paper(nearly completed)
-1 Victoria maths mock paper
-Geog SEQ Green Revolution
(Study for Blue&Green Revolution)
Then I errr....got a treat from Mrs Wong at Swensens which was supposed to be for those who helped Yee Jeng & Kasturi prepare for the Public Speaking, which I do not deserve...lolx nvm will try to help more next time.
Anyway recently our class video discussions were full of random chatting and not very fruitful...haix. Hope it works out well. I guess I really got attitude problems, which I already know, yet find it hard to change. But, I'll try. At least, try to stop being so irritating at times. A little joking to me, but irritating to others. lolx that's how it appears at least. Even I know that myself.
Anyway now roughly did out the plans for the script. Maybe it's accurately listed out the main points that we've done up till now. Hopefully, it's of use.
Producer:Kok How
Co-producer:Ernest
Today chiong-ed some homework in school, and managed to finish some of the homework I owe for that day, as in must hand in that day. However, the homework is stacking up lolx.
List of homework:
-2 Physics(Commonwealth and Nan Hua) mock paper
-1 physics w/s
-1 Chem mock paper(nearly completed)
-1 Victoria maths mock paper
-Geog SEQ Green Revolution
(Study for Blue&Green Revolution)
Then I errr....got a treat from Mrs Wong at Swensens which was supposed to be for those who helped Yee Jeng & Kasturi prepare for the Public Speaking, which I do not deserve...lolx nvm will try to help more next time.
Anyway recently our class video discussions were full of random chatting and not very fruitful...haix. Hope it works out well. I guess I really got attitude problems, which I already know, yet find it hard to change. But, I'll try. At least, try to stop being so irritating at times. A little joking to me, but irritating to others. lolx that's how it appears at least. Even I know that myself.
Anyway now roughly did out the plans for the script. Maybe it's accurately listed out the main points that we've done up till now. Hopefully, it's of use.
Producer:Kok How
Co-producer:Ernest
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Sad
Today couldn't focus alot of work, cos abit sick. haix nvm. anyway *someone* dun let me link her sad.ah oh well.
Update Hw List:
-Physics W/s
-Chem W/s(left 2 qns)
-Cheng Chung High MYE EMP2
-Geog SEQ(new)
haix gotta buck up abit more. My A1 Maths will not be easy to obtain too...
anyway saw melissa mok on the MRT today, but guess she didn't noe me. lolx kinda expected.
Then PE was sorta crap. Our team got thrashed pretty bad@Captain's Ball(I didn't play though lolx), one-sided game...lolx expected, our opponents were just too tough...bleh oh well. At least our score was less pathetic then one of the other groups...
The rest of the day was quite as usual I guess. haha and I forgot to photocopy the list that was supposed to submit to the referee which in the end was not needed at all, and I forgot to add money into my wallet, so didn't have money for dinner at all... pathetic ><. In the end cooked instant noodles at home for my dinner.
time to sleep!~
Update Hw List:
-Physics W/s
-Chem W/s(left 2 qns)
-Cheng Chung High MYE EMP2
-Geog SEQ(new)
haix gotta buck up abit more. My A1 Maths will not be easy to obtain too...
anyway saw melissa mok on the MRT today, but guess she didn't noe me. lolx kinda expected.
Then PE was sorta crap. Our team got thrashed pretty bad@Captain's Ball(I didn't play though lolx), one-sided game...lolx expected, our opponents were just too tough...bleh oh well. At least our score was less pathetic then one of the other groups...
The rest of the day was quite as usual I guess. haha and I forgot to photocopy the list that was supposed to submit to the referee which in the end was not needed at all, and I forgot to add money into my wallet, so didn't have money for dinner at all... pathetic ><. In the end cooked instant noodles at home for my dinner.
time to sleep!~
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Somehow.
I'm getting myself to focus a bit more work. Just a bit, but it's a start. For once, I managed to rush finish 2 AM MYE papers from Chung Cheng High in one day, which I had to cos they were like way overdue and I sorta promised my teacher to hand it in tomorrow, and it wouldn't do to break the trust and also get forced to stay back in school to do now, would it?
Finished geography SEQ too, but my answer seems so weird!!!Severely not used to doing Geography SEQ...I think I followed the guidelines, but still not sure if it's correct or not. Can only hope for the best ._.
Let's list my remaining homework out:
-Physics worksheet
-EL Summary Corrections
-Chung Cheng EM1&2 MYE
-Chem Nov 01 'O' paper
This should be all...Hmm...still got several work haven't finish, but enough for today. Mr Ang 'sorta' kp us for not doing Physics hw he gave just yesterday, but at least he's not such a bad teacher, in the sense he don't really scold us alot and our lessons with him are mostly quite fun, though it's a little less enriching then the lessons our other teachers can give I guess.(Though for one, his lessons are way better than Miss Chew's Bio lessons, sad to say. Doesn't matter if a teacher from my school drops by. It's a fact to me, and probably to many in my class.)
Today my dad went to Australia for business stuff, so I gotta wake up earlier to take the MRT myself again. haix taxing on me ><. Worse still, I played basketball today until 7pm after AM mock paper which was until 6.10pm. Returned home at 7.35pm or so and tio kp by parents. Haha expected la, but I guess this time I got off it a little easier cos they know I was quite tired, which I indeed was.
Watching anime soon, so with basketball today and sleeping at 12mn tonight, my day tomorrow is gonna be just amazing. I better have my drug protection ready, since I'm addicted to drugs, xD.
and Quote for the day(QFT): Those who believe are fools, and all of us are one.
this lasts until the next hour, lolx.
Finished geography SEQ too, but my answer seems so weird!!!Severely not used to doing Geography SEQ...I think I followed the guidelines, but still not sure if it's correct or not. Can only hope for the best ._.
Let's list my remaining homework out:
-Physics worksheet
-EL Summary Corrections
-Chung Cheng EM1&2 MYE
-Chem Nov 01 'O' paper
This should be all...Hmm...still got several work haven't finish, but enough for today. Mr Ang 'sorta' kp us for not doing Physics hw he gave just yesterday, but at least he's not such a bad teacher, in the sense he don't really scold us alot and our lessons with him are mostly quite fun, though it's a little less enriching then the lessons our other teachers can give I guess.(Though for one, his lessons are way better than Miss Chew's Bio lessons, sad to say. Doesn't matter if a teacher from my school drops by. It's a fact to me, and probably to many in my class.)
Today my dad went to Australia for business stuff, so I gotta wake up earlier to take the MRT myself again. haix taxing on me ><. Worse still, I played basketball today until 7pm after AM mock paper which was until 6.10pm. Returned home at 7.35pm or so and tio kp by parents. Haha expected la, but I guess this time I got off it a little easier cos they know I was quite tired, which I indeed was.
Watching anime soon, so with basketball today and sleeping at 12mn tonight, my day tomorrow is gonna be just amazing. I better have my drug protection ready, since I'm addicted to drugs, xD.
and Quote for the day(QFT): Those who believe are fools, and all of us are one.
this lasts until the next hour, lolx.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
1h Chiong mode
Entered 1h of chiong mode today. serious. I chionged chem. pathetic I noe, but well, I managed to get into a mood for chionging. somehow. lolx. gotta try to train up this chiong mood more.
ok finally saw dinah on9 at msn after she added me. lolx. *crap alert*. well tats wad it feels like to me. =X but crapping ain't bad, eh?
Music is currently my heaven =X
Anyway today everyone had fun wearing ethnic costumes. especially 4E3,4E4 and 4E6. bleh our class quite heck care liddat. anyway today nearly tio caught for not bringing tie!! well at least mdm tang saw me i think but since all those wearing ethnic costume also nvr wear tie she nvr come kp me. or maybe she too busy nvr notice. lolx either way I abit heng ._.
Ernest took his piano exam today. hoped he did well. lolx.
Still flooded by mock tests,past year papers and homework. right. nvm will try to cope. slacker half waking up?maybe.
Today took the New South Wales Maths competition paper. dam hard. distinction will not be easy this year.
oh well end of today. tio flood at msn due to 'love kenneth campaign' chatroom.
ok finally saw dinah on9 at msn after she added me. lolx. *crap alert*. well tats wad it feels like to me. =X but crapping ain't bad, eh?
Music is currently my heaven =X
Anyway today everyone had fun wearing ethnic costumes. especially 4E3,4E4 and 4E6. bleh our class quite heck care liddat. anyway today nearly tio caught for not bringing tie!! well at least mdm tang saw me i think but since all those wearing ethnic costume also nvr wear tie she nvr come kp me. or maybe she too busy nvr notice. lolx either way I abit heng ._.
Ernest took his piano exam today. hoped he did well. lolx.
Still flooded by mock tests,past year papers and homework. right. nvm will try to cope. slacker half waking up?maybe.
Today took the New South Wales Maths competition paper. dam hard. distinction will not be easy this year.
oh well end of today. tio flood at msn due to 'love kenneth campaign' chatroom.
Monday, July 21, 2008
Arctic Circle 2-Antartica?Antartic Circle?
lolx today morning, woke up very tired. damn and it's only monday...went down to carpark with dad, den realized. Great, I didn't bring my cold armor along. Drats.Maybe I should check my bag if I brought my flu medicine along. *Checks*. lolx no flu medicine in sight. no medicine no jacket. holy crap. Antartic Circle here i come.
*reaches sch.day proceeds as usual.aircon is switched on. no jacket no medicine. survives until recess.* Not much of my usual choice of food today...Oh well.*ate sth nonetheless**goes back to suffer in Antartic Circle, weather is dark at this of the day. Rain was coming.Great.*
somehow managed to survive w/o jacket&medicine, but at a great expense of my body. Barely survived today...And teachers are happily spamming hw. Still haven done a lot of work. Perfect. The doom of the slacker. Yet I still can't focus on rushing work. My body is screwed up today. lolx. so I ended up now and here blogging.nth much.
Except today is screwed. Rain+Air con=Antartic Circle. Wonder what would've happened had we went to the Arctic Circle with the rain. GG haha.
*reaches sch.day proceeds as usual.aircon is switched on. no jacket no medicine. survives until recess.* Not much of my usual choice of food today...Oh well.*ate sth nonetheless**goes back to suffer in Antartic Circle, weather is dark at this of the day. Rain was coming.Great.*
somehow managed to survive w/o jacket&medicine, but at a great expense of my body. Barely survived today...And teachers are happily spamming hw. Still haven done a lot of work. Perfect. The doom of the slacker. Yet I still can't focus on rushing work. My body is screwed up today. lolx. so I ended up now and here blogging.nth much.
Except today is screwed. Rain+Air con=Antartic Circle. Wonder what would've happened had we went to the Arctic Circle with the rain. GG haha.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Damn you kiro
I mean it. He tagged me again after dinah did. In other words, I've gotta do it again.
So damn you kiro.you good.
W again...
1) 4 LETTER WORD: wolf(i wanna be 1 and find kiro...)
2) BOY NAME: Wee Kiong(I prepared this earlier lolx)
3) GIRL NAME: Wei Qing(tats her name right?the one in our sch?)
4) OCCUPATION: warrior(jus tot of this when i tot of war)
5) A COLOR: Wisteria(I had to wiki this.if u wiki list of colors u'll see why)
6) SOMETHING YOU WEAR: wallet(heck liao)
7) BEVERAGE: willow sap(I ran outta ideas and i'm lazy to wiki/google)
8) FOOD: willow tree(heck, definitely something can eat trees.they nvr say mus be human food lolx)
9) SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: worm(who noes one may drop by in.I gotta crap alr)
10) A PLACE: West Virginia(couldn't think of a gd one)
11) REASON FOR BEING LATE: waiting for gf(fed up so crapped)
12) SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: Why!!!!!!!!!!!
13) A SHOW THAT YOU WATCH: Wanted(actually, its The Wanted i think. i nvr watch =P but who cares.)
I'm a little proud to say I tried not to crap too much like Kok and never wiki/google except for wisteria for both tests. But it racked my brains...all thx to kiro...
and i'll pass with the tagging again.
btw there is only 1 colour for Z and no colours for Q and X. so all other answers that come out are not officially listed. In other words, should not be accepted?
and Jul and kiro used the same answer for beverage and food sia haha so coincidental.
So damn you kiro.you good.
W again...
1) 4 LETTER WORD: wolf(i wanna be 1 and find kiro...)
2) BOY NAME: Wee Kiong(I prepared this earlier lolx)
3) GIRL NAME: Wei Qing(tats her name right?the one in our sch?)
4) OCCUPATION: warrior(jus tot of this when i tot of war)
5) A COLOR: Wisteria(I had to wiki this.if u wiki list of colors u'll see why)
6) SOMETHING YOU WEAR: wallet(heck liao)
7) BEVERAGE: willow sap(I ran outta ideas and i'm lazy to wiki/google)
8) FOOD: willow tree(heck, definitely something can eat trees.they nvr say mus be human food lolx)
9) SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: worm(who noes one may drop by in.I gotta crap alr)
10) A PLACE: West Virginia(couldn't think of a gd one)
11) REASON FOR BEING LATE: waiting for gf(fed up so crapped)
12) SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: Why!!!!!!!!!!!
13) A SHOW THAT YOU WATCH: Wanted(actually, its The Wanted i think. i nvr watch =P but who cares.)
I'm a little proud to say I tried not to crap too much like Kok and never wiki/google except for wisteria for both tests. But it racked my brains...all thx to kiro...
and i'll pass with the tagging again.
btw there is only 1 colour for Z and no colours for Q and X. so all other answers that come out are not officially listed. In other words, should not be accepted?
and Jul and kiro used the same answer for beverage and food sia haha so coincidental.
Daily tagging,as usual
lolx trying to keep my no.of posts/month at the no. of days/month =P. btw Jul finished her quiz! well-done, and kena tag by me not suey ok. i also kena tag wad =P.
Today played Audi again and with Milo&Milk, den rmb-ed the 'milo' chant by the 5Ns on Sports Day.haha funny sia bunch of jokers. anyway gotta train chancing more often, and I like rdm chance! rocks. must train alot liao! but also focus on studies ._.
Gahh nvr do much hw this wkend. mus start to learn to chiong hw on wkends and finish them.
Still can't completely 'fix' my lappy...haix oh well. but at least now i appreciate it more! Especially all the pics and songs i hav inside.
Hmm...guess dere's not much to talk abt le. anyway for some reason, cyn jas and jul dun look like sisters, look more like frens of the same age ._. lolx.
Today played Audi again and with Milo&Milk, den rmb-ed the 'milo' chant by the 5Ns on Sports Day.haha funny sia bunch of jokers. anyway gotta train chancing more often, and I like rdm chance! rocks. must train alot liao! but also focus on studies ._.
Gahh nvr do much hw this wkend. mus start to learn to chiong hw on wkends and finish them.
Still can't completely 'fix' my lappy...haix oh well. but at least now i appreciate it more! Especially all the pics and songs i hav inside.
Hmm...guess dere's not much to talk abt le. anyway for some reason, cyn jas and jul dun look like sisters, look more like frens of the same age ._. lolx.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Tagging test xD
From Dinah's blog:
It's harder than it looks!
Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own.
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real places, names &/or objects, and nothing made up!
Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same 1st initial.
You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question.
And Have Fun With It!!!
AND TAG 5 PEOPLE TO DO THIS!
In this case, mine starts with W.(I guess?since I dun hav EL name)
1) 4 LETTER WORD: wait.I know I've got the answer somewhere...
2) BOY NAME: Wee Leong(Thank him for having such a name similar to mine. Wee Kiong works too though)
3) GIRL NAME: Wei Ning(I almost stumbled over this. then remembered YF's previous crush! lolx)
4) OCCUPATION: Writer(thought of water engineer or sth, but it's a little funny. writer works though xD. maybe worker too lolx)
5) A COLOR: white(heh,simple,and i like white)
6) SOMETHING YOU WEAR: watch(thought hard for this one to not use white shirt ._.)
7) BEVERAGE: water(yea heh)
8) FOOD: Wings(chicken wings =X ok I cheated =X)
9) SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: waste!(Damn wanted water but water betta for beverage since I cant think of one for beverage)
10) A PLACE: West Coast(I dun travel much =X anyhow wack one)
11) REASON FOR BEING LATE: watering my plants(LOL nature pwnz!)
12) SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: wtf!(yes I do say it out loud ._.)
13) A SHOW THAT YOU WATCH: World Destruction(yea it pwnz!)
I tag
1) Cynthia(on a whim?)
2) Julien(well I guess I dun mind 'saboing' sisters =X ok dun kill me!)
3) Tracy mummy(sry =X but I think it'd be fun to see ur answers xD)
4) Betty/Amber 'Jie'(same reason as mummy xD)
5) Zero_Love/Kok How (hmmm might be fun to see Kok do this quiz)
Those who nvr tio tag luky for u =X next time ur turn =X xD
and dinah one more song for making me do this quiz! M2M - Pretty boy =X
It's harder than it looks!
Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own.
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real places, names &/or objects, and nothing made up!
Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same 1st initial.
You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question.
And Have Fun With It!!!
AND TAG 5 PEOPLE TO DO THIS!
In this case, mine starts with W.(I guess?since I dun hav EL name)
1) 4 LETTER WORD: wait.I know I've got the answer somewhere...
2) BOY NAME: Wee Leong(Thank him for having such a name similar to mine. Wee Kiong works too though)
3) GIRL NAME: Wei Ning(I almost stumbled over this. then remembered YF's previous crush! lolx)
4) OCCUPATION: Writer(thought of water engineer or sth, but it's a little funny. writer works though xD. maybe worker too lolx)
5) A COLOR: white(heh,simple,and i like white)
6) SOMETHING YOU WEAR: watch(thought hard for this one to not use white shirt ._.)
7) BEVERAGE: water(yea heh)
8) FOOD: Wings(chicken wings =X ok I cheated =X)
9) SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: waste!(Damn wanted water but water betta for beverage since I cant think of one for beverage)
10) A PLACE: West Coast(I dun travel much =X anyhow wack one)
11) REASON FOR BEING LATE: watering my plants(LOL nature pwnz!)
12) SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: wtf!(yes I do say it out loud ._.)
13) A SHOW THAT YOU WATCH: World Destruction(yea it pwnz!)
I tag
1) Cynthia(on a whim?)
2) Julien(well I guess I dun mind 'saboing' sisters =X ok dun kill me!)
3) Tracy mummy(sry =X but I think it'd be fun to see ur answers xD)
4) Betty/Amber 'Jie'(same reason as mummy xD)
5) Zero_Love/Kok How (hmmm might be fun to see Kok do this quiz)
Those who nvr tio tag luky for u =X next time ur turn =X xD
and dinah one more song for making me do this quiz! M2M - Pretty boy =X
Virus temp fixed
Happy to be able to use my lappy again! but the virus is not completely gone ._. Well at least dad managed to help me fix parts of it and make the lappy usable again. Thx dad!(and I mean my rl dad). And another anime that's nice is Slayer Revolution! There's hardly any good anime that criticise their main char xD.
Dinah wads ur msn!~ I wan add u so u can send me Yuna Ito - Truth =3. And I don't like guessing =O so I'll pass.
AngelX: Red Cliff's facts abit wrong. Guan Yu did not stop Cao Cao's troops at Chang Ban Po if I'm not wrong, and they never showed the scene where Zhang Fei's shout scared the hell outta Cao Cao's army until they all did not dare to go past the bridge to chase after the fleeing Liu Bei. And I prefer the computer graphic version of Zhao Yun =X. And I didn't know there was a freaking part 2...I feel cheated ._. It kinda sucked overall, at least to me.
Oh and, you know right, The production of Red Cliff used a lot of tomatoes. Yup I said that to Kok in the cinema LOL.
And they had fun making so many wooden boats too, must have needed over a thousand (even though I know the boats are just taken at dif angles and put into the scene to have that effect. Again, I was trying to be funny by saying that to Kok)
The Eight Trigrams Formation was also a little dumb, cos the cavalry who entered the formation didn't spear the men holding the large shields until it was too late, and their forces were already close to being decimated. Even if the shields were large, the cavalry had the advantage of range(spear) and height(mounted). In real battle the losses would not have so insignificant...It was shown as though 1.9k of Wei troops died but less than 100 of the Allied troops died. Dumb like hell for certain parts, but the comedy is there.
"The Wing Formation. Good. But a little outdated.(The whole cinema laughed when Zhuge Liang said the outdated part LOL)"
Anyway today played Audition and they added 7 songs, but Audi was lagging like crazy -.-. And Flyer said: "This game won't last till next year 2009" If the lag remains. 90% chance will happen lolx. Well at least most of the songs are nice, and I like Audition NightMare![In Audition it's called Audi Night(OddBrother Remix),in recognition of it's composer] And dear like every time also change to something similar to mine, like couple wear liddat ._. well not like I'm complaining...just weird? Like she's trying to suit me liddat. lolx.
Also went with parents to a temple beside Jurong Gardens School. Nth much to say there though ._. but wth, I saw quite a no. of students in sch attire on the streets. Sometimes, it makes me uncomfortable, like I pon sch or sth...lolx
Hey saw something interesting. Part of Auph's msn personal msg: "AMANDA MOMMIE ; you're my happiness&love(:" LOL. And Derrick(guys it's not SCSS-4E1 Derrick lolx)'s msn said something like "An oxygen thief like you deserves to die" LOL all oxygen thieves deserve to die!=X except plants. Cos plants give out oxygen in return for taking in oxygen =D.
Ok end of crap. Couldn't think of anythin much so I crapped.lolx.
Dinah wads ur msn!~ I wan add u so u can send me Yuna Ito - Truth =3. And I don't like guessing =O so I'll pass.
AngelX: Red Cliff's facts abit wrong. Guan Yu did not stop Cao Cao's troops at Chang Ban Po if I'm not wrong, and they never showed the scene where Zhang Fei's shout scared the hell outta Cao Cao's army until they all did not dare to go past the bridge to chase after the fleeing Liu Bei. And I prefer the computer graphic version of Zhao Yun =X. And I didn't know there was a freaking part 2...I feel cheated ._. It kinda sucked overall, at least to me.
Oh and, you know right, The production of Red Cliff used a lot of tomatoes. Yup I said that to Kok in the cinema LOL.
And they had fun making so many wooden boats too, must have needed over a thousand (even though I know the boats are just taken at dif angles and put into the scene to have that effect. Again, I was trying to be funny by saying that to Kok)
The Eight Trigrams Formation was also a little dumb, cos the cavalry who entered the formation didn't spear the men holding the large shields until it was too late, and their forces were already close to being decimated. Even if the shields were large, the cavalry had the advantage of range(spear) and height(mounted). In real battle the losses would not have so insignificant...It was shown as though 1.9k of Wei troops died but less than 100 of the Allied troops died. Dumb like hell for certain parts, but the comedy is there.
"The Wing Formation. Good. But a little outdated.(The whole cinema laughed when Zhuge Liang said the outdated part LOL)"
Anyway today played Audition and they added 7 songs, but Audi was lagging like crazy -.-. And Flyer said: "This game won't last till next year 2009" If the lag remains. 90% chance will happen lolx. Well at least most of the songs are nice, and I like Audition NightMare![In Audition it's called Audi Night(OddBrother Remix),in recognition of it's composer] And dear like every time also change to something similar to mine, like couple wear liddat ._. well not like I'm complaining...just weird? Like she's trying to suit me liddat. lolx.
Also went with parents to a temple beside Jurong Gardens School. Nth much to say there though ._. but wth, I saw quite a no. of students in sch attire on the streets. Sometimes, it makes me uncomfortable, like I pon sch or sth...lolx
Hey saw something interesting. Part of Auph's msn personal msg: "AMANDA MOMMIE ; you're my happiness&love(:" LOL. And Derrick(guys it's not SCSS-4E1 Derrick lolx)'s msn said something like "An oxygen thief like you deserves to die" LOL all oxygen thieves deserve to die!=X except plants. Cos plants give out oxygen in return for taking in oxygen =D.
Ok end of crap. Couldn't think of anythin much so I crapped.lolx.
Friday, July 18, 2008
Comp tio Virus...
sianx my lappy tio virus, den yesterday nvr blog. Today using my bro's comp, since my bro at army. Like he gives a damn. If he kp me I'll kp back as simple as that.And since I'm using his comp, I'm also watching the anime's that I've helped to download for him. Some of them are quite nice, like Blassreiter and World Destruction.
I seriously hate the dumb virus in my lappy. Dunnoe how come got virus, and the Antivirus programs are working!!! Damn idiotic.And when I tried to d/l antivirus, one of the antivirus was considered a virus by my antivirus programmes. zzzzzz.
Btw today is Jul's birthday, so happy birthday,Jul! and it's also Sports Day. I feel this year's Sports Day sucks. Green House, Defending Champion lost to Blue House. After the previous batch gone, Green House and Red House like die liddat. But at least we still have our good long-distance runners, so for the 4x400m 'B' boys&girls, Red house owned! Alot of us thought that Red House's Cheerleading was the best, but they lost to Green House.Wtf sia!!!??? Red House was like totally owning all the houses in cheerleading competition and they lost to Green House which was considered the 2nd best!?!?!? This is so damn dumb sia...Throughout the years in SCSS, I must say, Red House always owns in Cheerleading competition. I think the judges bias or something...
Then after Sports Day, some of us went to Jurong Point to watch Chi Bi(Red Cliff), and we feel we got scammed. Those who haven watch I suggest you all don't ; It's quite a waste of time, and they not even talking about the Battle of Chi Bi yet. Dumb sia. Hope part 2 is decent. And they even got certain parts of the story wrong...
Btw, I can't go msn cos my brother doesn't have msn on this comp. Oh well...my dad's helping to fix the laptop of the dumb virus. Hope it's fixed soon, I wanna play the games on my lappy.
Oh and btw, Idiocy rules! xD
I seriously hate the dumb virus in my lappy. Dunnoe how come got virus, and the Antivirus programs are working!!! Damn idiotic.And when I tried to d/l antivirus, one of the antivirus was considered a virus by my antivirus programmes. zzzzzz.
Btw today is Jul's birthday, so happy birthday,Jul! and it's also Sports Day. I feel this year's Sports Day sucks. Green House, Defending Champion lost to Blue House. After the previous batch gone, Green House and Red House like die liddat. But at least we still have our good long-distance runners, so for the 4x400m 'B' boys&girls, Red house owned! Alot of us thought that Red House's Cheerleading was the best, but they lost to Green House.Wtf sia!!!??? Red House was like totally owning all the houses in cheerleading competition and they lost to Green House which was considered the 2nd best!?!?!? This is so damn dumb sia...Throughout the years in SCSS, I must say, Red House always owns in Cheerleading competition. I think the judges bias or something...
Then after Sports Day, some of us went to Jurong Point to watch Chi Bi(Red Cliff), and we feel we got scammed. Those who haven watch I suggest you all don't ; It's quite a waste of time, and they not even talking about the Battle of Chi Bi yet. Dumb sia. Hope part 2 is decent. And they even got certain parts of the story wrong...
Btw, I can't go msn cos my brother doesn't have msn on this comp. Oh well...my dad's helping to fix the laptop of the dumb virus. Hope it's fixed soon, I wanna play the games on my lappy.
Oh and btw, Idiocy rules! xD
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Recalled something.
Right. Then I forgot all about it again. nvm lets improvise. Dinah's blog songs pwnz. happily searching for them lolx.
I am evil,yet weak, and mentally unstable,yet easily go emo. right, dun expect much from a noob like me. I'm starting to go crazy. maybe.maybe not. *Agrees with Dinah's quote on the Science&Maths thing*.
so what was I gonna say again...? No idea. Fk that. Somehow, I love China history. I love medieval war. Strategy rocks. nowadays? wtf is strategy man. Fire two Nuclear missiles, one to the North Pole and the other to the South Pole. Yup, It's that easy. Mankind will be vanquished, pretty much. Probably no survivors, or some who happen to be hiding within ships at that time. It's that easy. We'll wipe life off the Earth, probably even marine life, seeing how the large amounts of freshwater can dilute the ocean waters. Maybe not much, but the sudden change might as well kill off some of those less adaptable species.
Yea, that'd be quite cool. Insanity?Maybe. But. Mankind sucks. We are selfish. Any brain dead dude on the street can tell you that. Don't we kill others for survival?Don't we kill animals for their coats,furs,horns whatever? We pollute the environment for the sake of 'technological advancement'. Nice Excuse. Besides, we are using up the earth's natural resources like crazy. Do other animals do that?No. Is this our adaptation to survival? Far from it. It's just a desire for comfort and knowledge. A selfish need and want. The primitive spears and stone weapons our ancestors we used and simple crop growing is more than enough for our survival. Yet in this time of the world, we go to work, some having insurance,working to promote the sales of television or something. Getting money. Like, money let us survive? FTW man we might as well plant our own crops or something? Lolx. I admit, I can't survive in life without all these technology. But I just hate what we're doing. Think about it, was the world not a hell lot better off than now? Maybe, getting influenced by all the reading material I've read about recently. But in a sense, hard to disagree that we, mankind, are extremely selfish.
Ok spammed too much crap. Time to focus. Back to work.
I am evil,yet weak, and mentally unstable,yet easily go emo. right, dun expect much from a noob like me. I'm starting to go crazy. maybe.maybe not. *Agrees with Dinah's quote on the Science&Maths thing*.
so what was I gonna say again...? No idea. Fk that. Somehow, I love China history. I love medieval war. Strategy rocks. nowadays? wtf is strategy man. Fire two Nuclear missiles, one to the North Pole and the other to the South Pole. Yup, It's that easy. Mankind will be vanquished, pretty much. Probably no survivors, or some who happen to be hiding within ships at that time. It's that easy. We'll wipe life off the Earth, probably even marine life, seeing how the large amounts of freshwater can dilute the ocean waters. Maybe not much, but the sudden change might as well kill off some of those less adaptable species.
Yea, that'd be quite cool. Insanity?Maybe. But. Mankind sucks. We are selfish. Any brain dead dude on the street can tell you that. Don't we kill others for survival?Don't we kill animals for their coats,furs,horns whatever? We pollute the environment for the sake of 'technological advancement'. Nice Excuse. Besides, we are using up the earth's natural resources like crazy. Do other animals do that?No. Is this our adaptation to survival? Far from it. It's just a desire for comfort and knowledge. A selfish need and want. The primitive spears and stone weapons our ancestors we used and simple crop growing is more than enough for our survival. Yet in this time of the world, we go to work, some having insurance,working to promote the sales of television or something. Getting money. Like, money let us survive? FTW man we might as well plant our own crops or something? Lolx. I admit, I can't survive in life without all these technology. But I just hate what we're doing. Think about it, was the world not a hell lot better off than now? Maybe, getting influenced by all the reading material I've read about recently. But in a sense, hard to disagree that we, mankind, are extremely selfish.
Ok spammed too much crap. Time to focus. Back to work.
Teh wtf god mode
right i couldn't think of a title, so anyhow make one. but it has relevance to the top 5 bballers in my class: Yunfeng,Wan Kei,Kok How,Hubert and Guang Xue. Nicks are Lao Da,1k,Cage/Maths God/'you are dam gay',Chess god/pro and Flying Cape! Teh GG team. if those 5 ever play half court or full court as a team, probably no1 in our sch who are not in basketball team can win them in a (5-7)v5 match.
btw, Kok is dam pro.He stole the ball from Yunfeng and all of his opponents,which includes me. Though yea, I'm damn weak. and we played basketball today again. which meant I didn't get the sleep I should've let myself get. In fact I got even more tired. This sucks.
Today nvr Mrs Wong and Mdm Tan nvr go through the work I nvr do, lucky!lol but I still have to do Vocab book(she's gonna check 2moro, I managed to skip through today by saying nvr bring, which is half true). haix nvm focus on SS,maths and chem first.
If i nvr mentioned, sports day is on friday. And I suggested something dumb: lets all go white house. White is teh pwnz0rd! can go any house, dun nid participate in the competition and can go any house to find frens.
I'm in Red house...for the rest to note, when I entered this school, Brown House had been on a winning streak for 3 years. Defending Champion then lost to Red House ii the year I went in, and won for 2 years thx to the previous batch(our seniors by 1 year) who were dam pro. One of them was faster than Glen, the fastest runner for our year, and claimed the title for fastest runner for dunnoe which running event. Well, Red House supposedly has the best cheering, winning for many of the years I was in this school. Though I must say, since I am a NAPFA failure, I no doubt didn't run, and was not really into my sports 'house'. In fact, hardly anyone is, seeing how many ppl like to switch houses. So now, after Red House, the black horse in Green House. wonder how long Green House will stand...and btw we lost the championship to Green last year. We sunk right to the bottom...while Brown House had stood strong throughout, remaining a close competitor for the rank of top after their 'fall'. Somehow, probably this year Green House will win again. Most houses win for 2-3 years straight, then lose to other black horses. So probably Green will win this year, haha. Which meant many of my classmates are 'migrating' to Green, lolx.
Long winded =X. Now...I feel like playing Pokemon TCG, which only had pokemon from pokemon yellow,red and blue versions. I heard now there is a new pokemon arceus who is the strongest pokemon, even stronger than mewtwo/mew. lolx.
hmm think I covered most of the things I planned to say. Let's see what happens tomorrow and on Sports Day eh? and has anyone watched Chi Bi(Red Cliff)? I heard some DJ say it's boring and long? Comments pls~. Cos I think some of us are going to watch Chi Bi on Fri after Sports Day. thx in advance. ^^
btw, Kok is dam pro.He stole the ball from Yunfeng and all of his opponents,which includes me. Though yea, I'm damn weak. and we played basketball today again. which meant I didn't get the sleep I should've let myself get. In fact I got even more tired. This sucks.
Today nvr Mrs Wong and Mdm Tan nvr go through the work I nvr do, lucky!lol but I still have to do Vocab book(she's gonna check 2moro, I managed to skip through today by saying nvr bring, which is half true). haix nvm focus on SS,maths and chem first.
If i nvr mentioned, sports day is on friday. And I suggested something dumb: lets all go white house. White is teh pwnz0rd! can go any house, dun nid participate in the competition and can go any house to find frens.
I'm in Red house...for the rest to note, when I entered this school, Brown House had been on a winning streak for 3 years. Defending Champion then lost to Red House ii the year I went in, and won for 2 years thx to the previous batch(our seniors by 1 year) who were dam pro. One of them was faster than Glen, the fastest runner for our year, and claimed the title for fastest runner for dunnoe which running event. Well, Red House supposedly has the best cheering, winning for many of the years I was in this school. Though I must say, since I am a NAPFA failure, I no doubt didn't run, and was not really into my sports 'house'. In fact, hardly anyone is, seeing how many ppl like to switch houses. So now, after Red House, the black horse in Green House. wonder how long Green House will stand...and btw we lost the championship to Green last year. We sunk right to the bottom...while Brown House had stood strong throughout, remaining a close competitor for the rank of top after their 'fall'. Somehow, probably this year Green House will win again. Most houses win for 2-3 years straight, then lose to other black horses. So probably Green will win this year, haha. Which meant many of my classmates are 'migrating' to Green, lolx.
Long winded =X. Now...I feel like playing Pokemon TCG, which only had pokemon from pokemon yellow,red and blue versions. I heard now there is a new pokemon arceus who is the strongest pokemon, even stronger than mewtwo/mew. lolx.
hmm think I covered most of the things I planned to say. Let's see what happens tomorrow and on Sports Day eh? and has anyone watched Chi Bi(Red Cliff)? I heard some DJ say it's boring and long? Comments pls~. Cos I think some of us are going to watch Chi Bi on Fri after Sports Day. thx in advance. ^^
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Update
Right yesterday didn't blog, so today try to spam 2 days worth of posts.
Mrs Wong kp me for not finishing the 6 paragraphs. damit. I seriously hate that. nvm I finished it the next day, so she nvr kp anymore.
I think we're having a freaking rush of work. Today jus received a compre assignment and 2moro nid hand in. GG! den I still hadn't finished geog, so I rushed. right, chiong, so both finished, but haven even touch chem. sure tio kp again.sianx...
EL Vocab still haven finish also. wtf another thing to get kp-ed at. Life sucks!!!
Pessimistic me.haix.
btw I've like semi-quitted audi. for god's sake I dun have the time to play. I wanna play The Way and watch Zero no Tsukaima II. still haven finished either, hell. nvm will try to finish Zero 2 by thurs to catch up with Zero 3.
Tomorrow got SS test, den SS hw. even more sianx wtf? and SS gonna giv hw to be finished on thurs? pwnz. Fri got Sports Day, no choice. really feeling more and more of the rush liao. I'm sure i slack some more and Mrs Wong gonna kp me, say I bo self-discipline. fck it do hw=self discipline? if she see this i gonna die. but heck. truth after all, it's true in life when u work, u got deadlines to meet, and i'm not close to meeting it. but i wanna go at my own pace, enjoy life to the fullest at every day, since u can't do it every moment. especially, childhood is there for me to enjoy, and i'm soon growing outta it. lemme enjoy the last bit in peace, pls?
Mei today talked to me, told me shld she giv me a chance? Frankly speaking, I don't know and thats wad i answered. she scared of getting hurt by me, and tat was not wad i wanted. it's like taking a risk for her. I cant help there. I just wanna help her, if i can. cos, like some ppl in my life, she is special(not the guy-gal love hor, dun think crooked thx). Kinda miss the old times in both maple and audi. abit miss Vjie too, but can't really and don't really feel like going to tag her blog. somehow, jus feel tat we've abit distanced. haha, all things come to an end?
cant think of anythin more. will add on next time.if dere are anything more.
Mrs Wong kp me for not finishing the 6 paragraphs. damit. I seriously hate that. nvm I finished it the next day, so she nvr kp anymore.
I think we're having a freaking rush of work. Today jus received a compre assignment and 2moro nid hand in. GG! den I still hadn't finished geog, so I rushed. right, chiong, so both finished, but haven even touch chem. sure tio kp again.sianx...
EL Vocab still haven finish also. wtf another thing to get kp-ed at. Life sucks!!!
Pessimistic me.haix.
btw I've like semi-quitted audi. for god's sake I dun have the time to play. I wanna play The Way and watch Zero no Tsukaima II. still haven finished either, hell. nvm will try to finish Zero 2 by thurs to catch up with Zero 3.
Tomorrow got SS test, den SS hw. even more sianx wtf? and SS gonna giv hw to be finished on thurs? pwnz. Fri got Sports Day, no choice. really feeling more and more of the rush liao. I'm sure i slack some more and Mrs Wong gonna kp me, say I bo self-discipline. fck it do hw=self discipline? if she see this i gonna die. but heck. truth after all, it's true in life when u work, u got deadlines to meet, and i'm not close to meeting it. but i wanna go at my own pace, enjoy life to the fullest at every day, since u can't do it every moment. especially, childhood is there for me to enjoy, and i'm soon growing outta it. lemme enjoy the last bit in peace, pls?
Mei today talked to me, told me shld she giv me a chance? Frankly speaking, I don't know and thats wad i answered. she scared of getting hurt by me, and tat was not wad i wanted. it's like taking a risk for her. I cant help there. I just wanna help her, if i can. cos, like some ppl in my life, she is special(not the guy-gal love hor, dun think crooked thx). Kinda miss the old times in both maple and audi. abit miss Vjie too, but can't really and don't really feel like going to tag her blog. somehow, jus feel tat we've abit distanced. haha, all things come to an end?
cant think of anythin more. will add on next time.if dere are anything more.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Food.
Today went to Kublai Khan Mongolian B.B.Q buffet and had some nice food. Then...nothing much to say liao lolx. Now trying to get LEXY and YG Entertainment songs on the net. lolx. gotta do hw 2moro too >< and crap I forgot to bring geog hw home. gotta finish in sch I guess.
Friday, July 11, 2008
Engine starting
Oh if you've read my title, I'm not the one who's engine has started. It's still quite still. It's school that has started the engine at 30% power or so already. Over this week I've spent like a lot of time in school to rush homework and remedial, now over the 2 day weekend rest, I have a 25m geog w/s to finish by Thurs, Sports Day on Fri at SP stadium, a past year chem test paper from Catholic High, AM holiday assignment, EM holiday assignment+Final Year Specimen paper 2 from EM workbook, 6/7 EL paragraphs to write(close to one full length essay wtf?), Vocab book, Maths:Circle Theorem example questions, and probably some stuff more I haven mentioned. haix time to chiong homework.
Today played basketball after school, and well I guess I got quite sweaty, but strangely I never get as wet as YF and KH, whom both are a lot better than me. Damn I just suck at everything I do. At least one thing in a sense to be proud of: I managed to beat Hubert at Chinese chess once and lose to him once, both with the handicap of one 'rook'. Well, but the handicap of that one 'rook' was insignificant ; I never even actually needed to use the other 'rook'. Both games were quickly over before I actually needed or had the chance to use it.
Sad news today: Yee Jeng failed to get into the semi-finals/finals due to the overwhelming competition she faced, but our whole class are proud of her and Kasturi, who both put in their best efforts and so are our EL teachers who assisted in the preparations ii public speaking. In fact, the public speaking is an eye-opener for all who have went for at least the preliminary round, which sadly I did not go. No matter, but Mrs Wong said she would throw a pizza party for our class during one of the EL remedial slots! Now that's something to cheer about!
Every time get Adrenaline rush after playing basketball ._. oh well. Anyway starting to pick up better on all my subjects. At least, to some extent, looking at many of my past results, I seem to be doing better and better(I hope it's not just an illusion I created in self-delusion =X).
And KH drank down a 1.5litre of H2O original bottle in like 5-10mins...Damn freaky guy, 5min horror video version 2. Lolx. Anyway someone poured water over the whole of Ernest's bag -.- wonder who the joker was. Doing something as dumb as that. For one, I don't know who did it and I'm quite sure me,YF,KH and victor did not do it, cos we were long gone from school and Ernest's bag was not wet when we left for sure.
Blast, suffering from exhaustion. Anime at Kids/Arts Central: ODEX is playing 'Hell Girl'(Jigoku Shoujo) and 'Neo Angelique Abyss Age 2' on Wed 11pm-12mn, 'Shakugan no Shana' and 'Zero no Tsukaima 3:Princess of Rondo' on Thurs 11pm-12mn and 'D-Gray Man' and 'Samurai Deeper Kyo' on Fri 11pm-12mn.
Overdose of nice animes! but I guess most ODEX-ed anime will suck. But I guess I'll still watch for the rough storyline, which I like a lot!
Enphazium Delore:The Devil Awakens...
Today played basketball after school, and well I guess I got quite sweaty, but strangely I never get as wet as YF and KH, whom both are a lot better than me. Damn I just suck at everything I do. At least one thing in a sense to be proud of: I managed to beat Hubert at Chinese chess once and lose to him once, both with the handicap of one 'rook'. Well, but the handicap of that one 'rook' was insignificant ; I never even actually needed to use the other 'rook'. Both games were quickly over before I actually needed or had the chance to use it.
Sad news today: Yee Jeng failed to get into the semi-finals/finals due to the overwhelming competition she faced, but our whole class are proud of her and Kasturi, who both put in their best efforts and so are our EL teachers who assisted in the preparations ii public speaking. In fact, the public speaking is an eye-opener for all who have went for at least the preliminary round, which sadly I did not go. No matter, but Mrs Wong said she would throw a pizza party for our class during one of the EL remedial slots! Now that's something to cheer about!
Every time get Adrenaline rush after playing basketball ._. oh well. Anyway starting to pick up better on all my subjects. At least, to some extent, looking at many of my past results, I seem to be doing better and better(I hope it's not just an illusion I created in self-delusion =X).
And KH drank down a 1.5litre of H2O original bottle in like 5-10mins...Damn freaky guy, 5min horror video version 2. Lolx. Anyway someone poured water over the whole of Ernest's bag -.- wonder who the joker was. Doing something as dumb as that. For one, I don't know who did it and I'm quite sure me,YF,KH and victor did not do it, cos we were long gone from school and Ernest's bag was not wet when we left for sure.
Blast, suffering from exhaustion. Anime at Kids/Arts Central: ODEX is playing 'Hell Girl'(Jigoku Shoujo) and 'Neo Angelique Abyss Age 2' on Wed 11pm-12mn, 'Shakugan no Shana' and 'Zero no Tsukaima 3:Princess of Rondo' on Thurs 11pm-12mn and 'D-Gray Man' and 'Samurai Deeper Kyo' on Fri 11pm-12mn.
Overdose of nice animes! but I guess most ODEX-ed anime will suck. But I guess I'll still watch for the rough storyline, which I like a lot!
Enphazium Delore:The Devil Awakens...
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Express.Expressway to Hell
Come to think of it, A lot of people in audition seems to be from N(A) or N(T). Though fact is, I am not very intelligent. I am very freaking noob...I think 80% of SG students are smarter than me if they put in the effort in the right place and work smart. Their brains work better than mine, and for one, they're more street smart too. I'm in express, but in truth, it looks more like an expressway to void. and Special is taking an alternate route to void altogether that's the fastest. lolx.
Wonder when did scoring well academically become a stereotype for 'smart' people. Hell probably 80% of SG students will make a better employee than me in the near future, when we are all working adults.
Somehow I think that I like the fact that the sun is dying out in another billion years or so, and that our fuel supplies will be completely used up in less than another 100 years. I just, in a sense, hate humankind and sort of like the fact that one day it will die out. Evil, insane thought perhaps, but even though I hate to admit it, I'm enjoy the effects of employing the use of Earth's natural resources for mankind's better livelihood. Yet I think again, is what we're doing truly more beneficial to mankind?
Wonder when did scoring well academically become a stereotype for 'smart' people. Hell probably 80% of SG students will make a better employee than me in the near future, when we are all working adults.
Somehow I think that I like the fact that the sun is dying out in another billion years or so, and that our fuel supplies will be completely used up in less than another 100 years. I just, in a sense, hate humankind and sort of like the fact that one day it will die out. Evil, insane thought perhaps, but even though I hate to admit it, I'm enjoy the effects of employing the use of Earth's natural resources for mankind's better livelihood. Yet I think again, is what we're doing truly more beneficial to mankind?
Love Trap
I wonder if I'm in one. The prospect doesn't appeal, but it's plausible. Am I deluded by self and 'love'? I wonder, if this is love, or just infatuation. How I wish, I can just immense myself in my own fantasies and illusions. Sometimes...is self-delusion better than facing reality?
Today had a fun time in the Arctic Circle, AVA 2 doing EM Mock paper 2. 2.5h paper? I barely managed to scrape 81marks worth of working in that period. Only managed to finish in 3h+. Sad, but that's the truth. Even with the air-con freezing my hand, I am simply working too slow, especially for graphs. If I don't buck up, I might as well say sayonara to my A1s for both Maths.
Either way, just learned finish Triangular Plane Geometry properties, including Mr Ngoh's buy 2 get one free Midpt Theorem,Intercept Theorem and (Angle Bisector Theorem). Moving on to Circle Geometry Properties soon. Wonder if I can keep up, but all these, is what makes Maths interesting for me xD.
Though, after the paper, I came home and slept from 6.30pm+ to 8.20pm+. Guess I was freaking tired...I starting to hate this...I think not getting enuff sleep and getting mouth ulcers thx to that. Life sucks and Life is screwed man.
Nothing much to say today so I crapped a lot. lolx. Been talking to Xuan a lot recently too. Poor girl, in a sense. Better not talk too much about her else she kill me when she come my blog. =X
Today had a fun time in the Arctic Circle, AVA 2 doing EM Mock paper 2. 2.5h paper? I barely managed to scrape 81marks worth of working in that period. Only managed to finish in 3h+. Sad, but that's the truth. Even with the air-con freezing my hand, I am simply working too slow, especially for graphs. If I don't buck up, I might as well say sayonara to my A1s for both Maths.
Either way, just learned finish Triangular Plane Geometry properties, including Mr Ngoh's buy 2 get one free Midpt Theorem,Intercept Theorem and (Angle Bisector Theorem). Moving on to Circle Geometry Properties soon. Wonder if I can keep up, but all these, is what makes Maths interesting for me xD.
Though, after the paper, I came home and slept from 6.30pm+ to 8.20pm+. Guess I was freaking tired...I starting to hate this...I think not getting enuff sleep and getting mouth ulcers thx to that. Life sucks and Life is screwed man.
Nothing much to say today so I crapped a lot. lolx. Been talking to Xuan a lot recently too. Poor girl, in a sense. Better not talk too much about her else she kill me when she come my blog. =X
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Regrets
Just now talked to Precious mei again...I guess, she's a bit like me in the sense that she's a little pessimistic...but I know she's very...'fragile'...I don't want to keep making her lonely,sad and bring her pain every time I talk to her...I want to comfort her, but all I'm doing is making her feel worse than before I talked to her...
She thinks that it's better for both me and mummy w/o her...Like me, and many others...aren't we assuming a little too much?
She also keeps harping on those words...Those painful words I so badly regretted saying... those words which left unsaid, could've still salvaged our relationship... I guess, she's also a little stubborn... but who isn't? I think I was too...harsh with her...she could've still had one more, or two more people to comfort and care for her...
I think...this is the first time I've regretted something so much. I really miss the times I spent with her...the way we cared for each other as 'siblings'...I wonder... is it still possible...to repair whatever is left of this friendship...? Certain things...just hit harder than expected...and we never appreciate...if we had never lost...and then...there will only be regrets...
She thinks that it's better for both me and mummy w/o her...Like me, and many others...aren't we assuming a little too much?
She also keeps harping on those words...Those painful words I so badly regretted saying... those words which left unsaid, could've still salvaged our relationship... I guess, she's also a little stubborn... but who isn't? I think I was too...harsh with her...she could've still had one more, or two more people to comfort and care for her...
I think...this is the first time I've regretted something so much. I really miss the times I spent with her...the way we cared for each other as 'siblings'...I wonder... is it still possible...to repair whatever is left of this friendship...? Certain things...just hit harder than expected...and we never appreciate...if we had never lost...and then...there will only be regrets...
The Extreme Pessimism
Like the title, this is a lot of pessimistic views.
I am short, around the height of the median girl's height in class, and lighter than close to everyone in class, and physically freaking weak, close to failing NAPFA outright. And it's not like I'm good-looking or anywhere near that to society's standards...
So...who in the world deserves a guy like me? In fact, do I even deserve to even like anyone? Am I continuously stepping back into the lands of Abyss, the place I keep going to when I can choose not to? Why am I making myself keep falling back into this painful situation...?
Forgotten what I had planned to say previously, know that there is more, yet am I wondering if I am wasting her time and making her eventually sad semi-knowingly...
Sometimes...perhaps it will be better if I could only cry out all my pain and thoughts...
I am short, around the height of the median girl's height in class, and lighter than close to everyone in class, and physically freaking weak, close to failing NAPFA outright. And it's not like I'm good-looking or anywhere near that to society's standards...
So...who in the world deserves a guy like me? In fact, do I even deserve to even like anyone? Am I continuously stepping back into the lands of Abyss, the place I keep going to when I can choose not to? Why am I making myself keep falling back into this painful situation...?
Forgotten what I had planned to say previously, know that there is more, yet am I wondering if I am wasting her time and making her eventually sad semi-knowingly...
Sometimes...perhaps it will be better if I could only cry out all my pain and thoughts...
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Finally becoming inactive in audition
Damn a lot of homework that I never noticed I had over the weekend. Nvm at least now managed to clear maths and chem(almost) and going to chiong finish SS before slacking later. Sorry dear >< I know you're probably in audi, waiting for me...,and I know my inactivity in audition ain't helping anyone...
By the way, currently I don't maple, and dear what was your previous maple ign? I guess you're in BBGDarkness, so did you leave BBG after quitting maple? Wanna know more about you ><.
Currently has 5 good attempts and 1 lousy attempt at crapping from Ernest, pro crapper of 4E5. Gotta work on the 'good attempt' at crapping from a teacher to become his disciple LOL. I'm trying to be funny.
Either way, truth be told, my sinus/morning flu acted again and the whole freaking day I was like happily sneezing away, with my brain at less than 50% efficiency and body at around 50% efficiency. Still, had to focus.
Kinda rushed through the EM Mock paper 1 today during 'empty' remedial slots, so finished in about an hour but with many mistakes. Well, I didn't really revise so now I know I have to revise on a lot of details, especially on vectors, kinematics, matrices and units(micro,nano etc.)
Gotta Buck up and focus! Just like what AngelX has started on!Though, apparently I find my 'daily blogging' to actually be quite effective to me. Helps me slow down, look back and refresh my memory, so even though some are not related to schoolwork, overall the 1h I spent on blogging and tagging seems to be helping even if only little. And I'm kinda enjoying it, thus doubling its effectiveness.
Chillz Out! Back to Work!
By the way, currently I don't maple, and dear what was your previous maple ign? I guess you're in BBGDarkness, so did you leave BBG after quitting maple? Wanna know more about you ><.
Currently has 5 good attempts and 1 lousy attempt at crapping from Ernest, pro crapper of 4E5. Gotta work on the 'good attempt' at crapping from a teacher to become his disciple LOL. I'm trying to be funny.
Either way, truth be told, my sinus/morning flu acted again and the whole freaking day I was like happily sneezing away, with my brain at less than 50% efficiency and body at around 50% efficiency. Still, had to focus.
Kinda rushed through the EM Mock paper 1 today during 'empty' remedial slots, so finished in about an hour but with many mistakes. Well, I didn't really revise so now I know I have to revise on a lot of details, especially on vectors, kinematics, matrices and units(micro,nano etc.)
Gotta Buck up and focus! Just like what AngelX has started on!Though, apparently I find my 'daily blogging' to actually be quite effective to me. Helps me slow down, look back and refresh my memory, so even though some are not related to schoolwork, overall the 1h I spent on blogging and tagging seems to be helping even if only little. And I'm kinda enjoying it, thus doubling its effectiveness.
Chillz Out! Back to Work!
Monday, July 7, 2008
Class/Group Outing!
Today,Youth Day, we finally had a 4e5 class/group outing(I think) and well I guess it was a little fun but a bit so-so and very tiring ><. Better finish recounting the events before I sleep and forget!
First: Meeting@Jurong East MRT@8.30am(I reached at 8.35 ><) then originally we thought there were 3 people who will not be joining the first group of us, cos Kaining is 'late', Yunfeng has a dental appointment in the morning and the last one,Caring Kenneth, I also not sure what happened. So basically we took the MRT to Bedok then planned on taking bus and walk a bit to East Coast. Somehow mysteriously Kaining popped out of nowhere in the MRT...creepy lolx.
Then, we reached East Coast at 9+ nearing 10, and booked 11 single bicycles and 2 double bicycles, for there were 16 of us at that time and I dunnoe how to cycle(><) and chose to helped them look after their bags at a spot while they cycled. Well overall it wasn't so boring cos I was listening to music and playing Guang Xue's PSP. Still can't get the hang of DJMax or whatever the game is called. Anyway apparently Kok How had read the weather forecast which predicted rain in the afternoon and he brought some homework and Chinese Chess to play while it was raining, and we were like 'wtf!?' The rest of them had fun until around 11+ when it started to drizzle, and they had mostly returned by 11+ nearing 12, but we had to take shelter cos the location we chose was open-air. What was shocking is that most of them cycled a few km to the Sec 2 camp location somewhere in Changi and I was like 'wtf?you all trying to be funny isit?'. In the end we had to decide on another place to take shelter, even though the drizzle temporary stopped during the period when we returned the bicycles. So no more cycling, and the original plan was to play with water...well I didn't exactly know the plan, so I didn't bring extra clothes, but in the end we didn't play with water, and instead went to Vivo!
En route to Vivo, we 'picked up' Yunfeng and Kenneth, and cos the bus we took previously was a one-way trip, we had to find another way to Vivo, and a few of us boys who left abit earlier decided to try a bus, bus 13 which ended up at Eunos. But well, we got scammed. The bus driver told us the 6th stop to alight or something, but in the end we waited until we saw the MRT tracks, and alighted like one bus stop away from the Eunos MRT. It was so screwed as we walked in the rain w/o umbrellas to Eunos by cutting through the void deck of the HBD flats in between the street we were on and Eunos MRT(which was Lor 104 Changi, near Still Rd, and I remember cos we were like reciting info to the other group.) We feel we got scammed sia.
Anyway, at Vivo we went to look at the timings of the movies first, and ended up wanting to watch 'Wanted', an NC16 movie(screw it) after meeting up with the rest, and those still underaged(bdae not yet over) had to watch Hancock, with the exception of a few who somehow managed to get past the age limit. Nvm I was under 16 so I went to watch Hancock(There were 5 of us for our timing) and we all went in separate groups due to dif movie choices and some wanted to leave earlier(It was already 2+ at that time) so we mostly went our own ways at that time. Following which my group went to have lunch at foodrepublic, which was mostly chinese cuisine. Well, overall the food was nice or so-so, but it left a hole in wallets. A plate of chicken rice that doesn't taste divine, so-so/above average only, costs $4.20. And a Laksa that tastes quite good according to Ernest costed $6.90...a bit heartache.(dear don't jealous cos I nvr heartache cos of u =X)
Basically we played a little Chinese Chess and had lunch, then went to watch Hancock, where Kok How left cos he wasn't watching a movie(when he had promised to!). Well actually, most of the movies weren't so interesting, and Wanted,The Mummy and The Battle of Red Cliff(Chi Bi) were unavailable, so we has to make do. After the movie, we walked around looking for food but in the end still ended back in foodrepublic for our dinner, but this time I didn't feel like eating much so all I did was buy a dessert bowl of Ice Jelly Cocktail. What was amazing is that Victor ate youtiao with soymilk FOR DINNER.LOL and normally ppl ate youtiao for breakfast! He was trying to be funny I guess. Oh forgotten to mention that he was like happily looking at all the 'xiao mei mei's in Vivo with their boyfriends cos it was Youth Day. Then we had fun going to arcade and slack abit until 8+ nearing 9 then we all left for home.
By then, I was already quite exhausted and we all spent a hell lot of money, especially Ernest and Kenneth I guess.
ok finished about the outing today, and some minor details are missed out, but who cares! hard to reiterate everything perfectly out after all. Btw, for those friends who wanna add me, my handphone no. is 81414042, no spam msgs thx! So amber 'jie'& mummy can add me and gimme ur no. too thx! Try to sms instead, cos I normally don't on my handphone a lot and sometimes I might be a bit late in replying sms cos my handphone is switched off sorry!
Gotta go now, need to sleep early and it's quite late now. Too bad I couldn't finish up better on my homework and spend some time with dear if she was online, but oh well...
First: Meeting@Jurong East MRT@8.30am(I reached at 8.35 ><) then originally we thought there were 3 people who will not be joining the first group of us, cos Kaining is 'late', Yunfeng has a dental appointment in the morning and the last one,Caring Kenneth, I also not sure what happened. So basically we took the MRT to Bedok then planned on taking bus and walk a bit to East Coast. Somehow mysteriously Kaining popped out of nowhere in the MRT...creepy lolx.
Then, we reached East Coast at 9+ nearing 10, and booked 11 single bicycles and 2 double bicycles, for there were 16 of us at that time and I dunnoe how to cycle(><) and chose to helped them look after their bags at a spot while they cycled. Well overall it wasn't so boring cos I was listening to music and playing Guang Xue's PSP. Still can't get the hang of DJMax or whatever the game is called. Anyway apparently Kok How had read the weather forecast which predicted rain in the afternoon and he brought some homework and Chinese Chess to play while it was raining, and we were like 'wtf!?' The rest of them had fun until around 11+ when it started to drizzle, and they had mostly returned by 11+ nearing 12, but we had to take shelter cos the location we chose was open-air. What was shocking is that most of them cycled a few km to the Sec 2 camp location somewhere in Changi and I was like 'wtf?you all trying to be funny isit?'. In the end we had to decide on another place to take shelter, even though the drizzle temporary stopped during the period when we returned the bicycles. So no more cycling, and the original plan was to play with water...well I didn't exactly know the plan, so I didn't bring extra clothes, but in the end we didn't play with water, and instead went to Vivo!
En route to Vivo, we 'picked up' Yunfeng and Kenneth, and cos the bus we took previously was a one-way trip, we had to find another way to Vivo, and a few of us boys who left abit earlier decided to try a bus, bus 13 which ended up at Eunos. But well, we got scammed. The bus driver told us the 6th stop to alight or something, but in the end we waited until we saw the MRT tracks, and alighted like one bus stop away from the Eunos MRT. It was so screwed as we walked in the rain w/o umbrellas to Eunos by cutting through the void deck of the HBD flats in between the street we were on and Eunos MRT(which was Lor 104 Changi, near Still Rd, and I remember cos we were like reciting info to the other group.) We feel we got scammed sia.
Anyway, at Vivo we went to look at the timings of the movies first, and ended up wanting to watch 'Wanted', an NC16 movie(screw it) after meeting up with the rest, and those still underaged(bdae not yet over) had to watch Hancock, with the exception of a few who somehow managed to get past the age limit. Nvm I was under 16 so I went to watch Hancock(There were 5 of us for our timing) and we all went in separate groups due to dif movie choices and some wanted to leave earlier(It was already 2+ at that time) so we mostly went our own ways at that time. Following which my group went to have lunch at foodrepublic, which was mostly chinese cuisine. Well, overall the food was nice or so-so, but it left a hole in wallets. A plate of chicken rice that doesn't taste divine, so-so/above average only, costs $4.20. And a Laksa that tastes quite good according to Ernest costed $6.90...a bit heartache.(dear don't jealous cos I nvr heartache cos of u =X)
Basically we played a little Chinese Chess and had lunch, then went to watch Hancock, where Kok How left cos he wasn't watching a movie(when he had promised to!). Well actually, most of the movies weren't so interesting, and Wanted,The Mummy and The Battle of Red Cliff(Chi Bi) were unavailable, so we has to make do. After the movie, we walked around looking for food but in the end still ended back in foodrepublic for our dinner, but this time I didn't feel like eating much so all I did was buy a dessert bowl of Ice Jelly Cocktail. What was amazing is that Victor ate youtiao with soymilk FOR DINNER.LOL and normally ppl ate youtiao for breakfast! He was trying to be funny I guess. Oh forgotten to mention that he was like happily looking at all the 'xiao mei mei's in Vivo with their boyfriends cos it was Youth Day. Then we had fun going to arcade and slack abit until 8+ nearing 9 then we all left for home.
By then, I was already quite exhausted and we all spent a hell lot of money, especially Ernest and Kenneth I guess.
ok finished about the outing today, and some minor details are missed out, but who cares! hard to reiterate everything perfectly out after all. Btw, for those friends who wanna add me, my handphone no. is 81414042, no spam msgs thx! So amber 'jie'& mummy can add me and gimme ur no. too thx! Try to sms instead, cos I normally don't on my handphone a lot and sometimes I might be a bit late in replying sms cos my handphone is switched off sorry!
Gotta go now, need to sleep early and it's quite late now. Too bad I couldn't finish up better on my homework and spend some time with dear if she was online, but oh well...
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Auras
AngelX mentioned about auras, which I've also felt for a long time but it's kinda natural to me lolx.
to me, people emit auras naturally based on their current mood, which involuntarily sends a message to the body, sometimes unknowingly emitting signs of their current mood, which normally you don't exactly 'sense', yet your body in turn interprets these signs and sends to the brain a 'translation' of the 'aura', so the aura appears as a 'gut feeling/instinct' and '6th sense'.
indeed, YJ has many auras, which to me, finds that it's the reason for her being a little emotionally unstable(if some of you noticed), and sometimes like a bit 'crazy' and 'sot'. well, she'll have to handle those stuff herself. Not that I'm being unfeeling, but it's true that for certain things, people being there and giving advice doesn't exactly help.
KH generally has 2 auras, mainly the 'serious-worktime' attitude/aura and 'crap/joker' attitude/aura. Sometimes, people can just feel the mood of others from a distance, and I normally don't see KH with his 'cold' aura.
For me, I think I generally tend to emit 3< types of auras: 'cold-lonely-sad' aura, 'crap/joker' aura and some others which I can't really explain. Maybe one on chess too.
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enough with auras. Finally revisited Playpark Forums and Ohana Forums after one month. well, there was much to catch up, and I guess I'll try out aeroZenith's maple private server =) still, will make time for audition cause I can't neglect the one who made me 'not quit' audition can I?=P
Right, before I forget, CONGRATULATIONS TO YJ ON GETTING INTO SEMI-FINALS FOR YMCA PUBLIC SPEAKING COMPETITION! kinda forgot to blog this >< but good luck to her in representing our school! Kinda scary, to be speaking publicly even with prepared speech, and the finals supposed to have impromptu speech. Hope she learns a lot from this experience and be better and stronger as a person in life =) For one, if I'm chosen for the competition, I think I'll freak out. Not the kind of thing for me I guess.
haix dunnoe why audition nowadays shuang shuang den lag on me zzzz. And now, a quesiton: "Love/Infatuation/Friendship for her?" Probably won't know the answer anytime soon.
Ahhh I tried to do my homework but after doing 1 maths question I got stuck on the 2nd maths question! Time to ask maths god.
Downloaded Hitomi Kuroishi's 2 insert songs for Code Geass: Masquerade & Stories. Abit sad, but I like it...especially Masquerade..."you're my destiny~..."
Poor Jingwen fell sick =( Though I guess she won't know, hope she gets well soon, as a friend =)
Now for some reason, I have a feeling I'm a little hypocritical...In my heart I'm kinda confused, like lacking a path, a direction, yet I don't know why and by what. Strange feeling...
to me, people emit auras naturally based on their current mood, which involuntarily sends a message to the body, sometimes unknowingly emitting signs of their current mood, which normally you don't exactly 'sense', yet your body in turn interprets these signs and sends to the brain a 'translation' of the 'aura', so the aura appears as a 'gut feeling/instinct' and '6th sense'.
indeed, YJ has many auras, which to me, finds that it's the reason for her being a little emotionally unstable(if some of you noticed), and sometimes like a bit 'crazy' and 'sot'. well, she'll have to handle those stuff herself. Not that I'm being unfeeling, but it's true that for certain things, people being there and giving advice doesn't exactly help.
KH generally has 2 auras, mainly the 'serious-worktime' attitude/aura and 'crap/joker' attitude/aura. Sometimes, people can just feel the mood of others from a distance, and I normally don't see KH with his 'cold' aura.
For me, I think I generally tend to emit 3< types of auras: 'cold-lonely-sad' aura, 'crap/joker' aura and some others which I can't really explain. Maybe one on chess too.
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enough with auras. Finally revisited Playpark Forums and Ohana Forums after one month. well, there was much to catch up, and I guess I'll try out aeroZenith's maple private server =) still, will make time for audition cause I can't neglect the one who made me 'not quit' audition can I?=P
Right, before I forget, CONGRATULATIONS TO YJ ON GETTING INTO SEMI-FINALS FOR YMCA PUBLIC SPEAKING COMPETITION! kinda forgot to blog this >< but good luck to her in representing our school! Kinda scary, to be speaking publicly even with prepared speech, and the finals supposed to have impromptu speech. Hope she learns a lot from this experience and be better and stronger as a person in life =) For one, if I'm chosen for the competition, I think I'll freak out. Not the kind of thing for me I guess.
haix dunnoe why audition nowadays shuang shuang den lag on me zzzz. And now, a quesiton: "Love/Infatuation/Friendship for her?" Probably won't know the answer anytime soon.
Ahhh I tried to do my homework but after doing 1 maths question I got stuck on the 2nd maths question! Time to ask maths god.
Downloaded Hitomi Kuroishi's 2 insert songs for Code Geass: Masquerade & Stories. Abit sad, but I like it...especially Masquerade..."you're my destiny~..."
Poor Jingwen fell sick =( Though I guess she won't know, hope she gets well soon, as a friend =)
Now for some reason, I have a feeling I'm a little hypocritical...In my heart I'm kinda confused, like lacking a path, a direction, yet I don't know why and by what. Strange feeling...
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Sianx~
haix so sianx. don't feel like doing anythin so just come here and do my almost daily blogging. today haven started on hw ._. den dear also no hp >< reminds me of myself some time back before actually having a freaking hp. which is almost stagnant-ing in my house though I'm alr starting to use it more since I copied some music into it.
damit really stoning down here...end of post
damit really stoning down here...end of post
Friday, July 4, 2008
Youth Day coming!
Woot looking forward to Youth Day on Mon 7/7. Not because of ZEN guild outing, which I can't go, but because our class is having a group outing on that day meeting at Jurong East MRT on the platform heading to Pasir Ris direction, 8.30-9.00 a.m. going to East Coast to chill out for the entire day =). Sadly, seems like a lot of ppl, such as AngelX can't go...awwww.
Anyway, the remedials are going to start soon and I probably won't have much leisure time! haix feel so sad... and I still owe quite a bit of homework, though I'm starting to rush faster and has at least finished up to exercise 76(up to 101) for the Vocab with Distinction book which most of the class has finished. No matter! Slow and steadily, I shall catch up with the class! This time, I can't slack off so much. Gotta focus! Even if I keep thinking of her.
Lucky this week not so much homework(I think) so maybe I finally can revisit the few forums which I've not visited in donkey months. Time to catch up in everything! As well as to enjoy the probable last chance of relaxing enjoyment.
Still, I haven't decided on Singapore Poly or Ngee Ann Poly. Gotta make my decision soon! At least, I've gotta get more info on both polytechnics, one from my cousin currently in Ngee Ann and one from my elder brother, ex-Singapore Poly student.
Must keep reminding myself not to slack too much, and also to the previous post which I'm lazy to edit, I would also like to add them I'm also a bit of a flirt, so damn myself. Dear & Mummy gonna kill me ><.
Anyway, the remedials are going to start soon and I probably won't have much leisure time! haix feel so sad... and I still owe quite a bit of homework, though I'm starting to rush faster and has at least finished up to exercise 76(up to 101) for the Vocab with Distinction book which most of the class has finished. No matter! Slow and steadily, I shall catch up with the class! This time, I can't slack off so much. Gotta focus! Even if I keep thinking of her.
Lucky this week not so much homework(I think) so maybe I finally can revisit the few forums which I've not visited in donkey months. Time to catch up in everything! As well as to enjoy the probable last chance of relaxing enjoyment.
Still, I haven't decided on Singapore Poly or Ngee Ann Poly. Gotta make my decision soon! At least, I've gotta get more info on both polytechnics, one from my cousin currently in Ngee Ann and one from my elder brother, ex-Singapore Poly student.
Must keep reminding myself not to slack too much, and also to the previous post which I'm lazy to edit, I would also like to add them I'm also a bit of a flirt, so damn myself. Dear & Mummy gonna kill me ><.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Unseen Testimonial
Since AngelX has made an unseen testimonial, I think maybe I should too, also as a reflection on myself.
Positive Traits:
-Can be a good friend at times
-Average Chinese Chess player
-Somewhat good in maths
Negative Traits:
-Often Insensitive
-Quite antisocial
-Do not get along very well with others
-overly arrogant at times and often irritating
-weak in language,social,logical thinking skills
-Fail to fulfil self-imposed targets often
-Fantasize too much
-Sometimes a backstabber too
-Talk too loud
-Relatively short-tempered
-Lack initiative
-Lack Leadership skills
-Has Attitude problems(Rude,Arrogant etc.)
-Physically weaker and very light for a boy
-Pessimistic
-Think too highly of myself
-Overly strong in my own belief that often clouds my own views
-Highly Critical of others
-Stubborn and refuses to change myself despite knowing all these failings
-Unsure of my own target and driving force in life
-Cannot draw,play music or sing well
What I cannot be:
-Leader
-Key Team player
-Positions that require good interaction of others or very good knowledge of current affairs
-Athlete
-Musician
Things I MAY be good at:
-Enjoying life at every turn
-Helping friends come to terms with certain problems
-being a good listener
-Failing own goals
-Going on self-induced 'high' and sometimes infecting others with same feeling
-Being the joke of a group of people
-criticizing other people's faults
there are definitely more 'qualities' in me, but I haven't really found out everything there is to know about me.
But for one, I am DEFINITELY NOT homosexual/gay.
For those who have read this, please come up with positive traits of mine and I will try to prove that you have been mistaken about me having that quality.
Positive Traits:
-Can be a good friend at times
-Average Chinese Chess player
-Somewhat good in maths
Negative Traits:
-Often Insensitive
-Quite antisocial
-Do not get along very well with others
-overly arrogant at times and often irritating
-weak in language,social,logical thinking skills
-Fail to fulfil self-imposed targets often
-Fantasize too much
-Sometimes a backstabber too
-Talk too loud
-Relatively short-tempered
-Lack initiative
-Lack Leadership skills
-Has Attitude problems(Rude,Arrogant etc.)
-Physically weaker and very light for a boy
-Pessimistic
-Think too highly of myself
-Overly strong in my own belief that often clouds my own views
-Highly Critical of others
-Stubborn and refuses to change myself despite knowing all these failings
-Unsure of my own target and driving force in life
-Cannot draw,play music or sing well
What I cannot be:
-Leader
-Key Team player
-Positions that require good interaction of others or very good knowledge of current affairs
-Athlete
-Musician
Things I MAY be good at:
-Enjoying life at every turn
-Helping friends come to terms with certain problems
-being a good listener
-Failing own goals
-Going on self-induced 'high' and sometimes infecting others with same feeling
-Being the joke of a group of people
-criticizing other people's faults
there are definitely more 'qualities' in me, but I haven't really found out everything there is to know about me.
But for one, I am DEFINITELY NOT homosexual/gay.
For those who have read this, please come up with positive traits of mine and I will try to prove that you have been mistaken about me having that quality.
Focus!!
Officially joined -ZEN- yesterday with a new ign -ZEN-Elemnt. ok screw this i slept today afternoon when i reached home again. very tiring nowadays?._. dunnoe whether my body can keep up this pace. Either way now I currently owing alot of homework >< gotta try to stop doing misc. stuff and focus on finishing them ASAP...but the temptation always remains. haix. Then my body keep breaking down with sinus...just great.
and grats mummy on seemingly doing rather well for her 'N' lvl orals, which reminded that my 'O' orals sucked >< teacher told us our day's oral passage was the hardest... and I'm quite sure I've at least read 2 words incorrectly...shucks. Then the conversation topic I missed out on alot of points and probably did worse than everyone else in class. Nervousness screwed me over...but what's done is done. Hope to do alot better in the other 'O' lvl examinations(written).
and grats mummy on seemingly doing rather well for her 'N' lvl orals, which reminded that my 'O' orals sucked >< teacher told us our day's oral passage was the hardest... and I'm quite sure I've at least read 2 words incorrectly...shucks. Then the conversation topic I missed out on alot of points and probably did worse than everyone else in class. Nervousness screwed me over...but what's done is done. Hope to do alot better in the other 'O' lvl examinations(written).
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Class Efforts
mummy if u noe any people who have some experience in organising class activities or events can ask him come here and give suggestions? or maybe also can email to me thx =)
FYI to the rest, my class's 'O' level CL orals ended on Mon 30/6 so whether we did well or not it's time to look forward for the other upcoming challenges.
Class Outing: we've already decided on Mon 7/7,Youth Day for an outing to somewhere? Even though the venue hasn't really been decided upon yet...
Class CIP: refreshing idea, I agree, but even though most of the problems address by AngelX can be settled with a teacher-Miss Chew or Mr Ngoh maybe, but I guess the time is still a problem...(Ernest suggested something about during the Sept hols, but I guess with the exams, probably not.)
So maybe Class CIP has to be Rejected
Class Study Group: It's more of the whole class linking to one another in msn then we can group together whenever we have some questions or work to discuss. All we have to do is be online and whenever we want to discuss among a group of people about various subjects, we can open a conversation and invite those ppl who can share and benefit from the discussion, then perhaps create a few open-ended questions to train each other on a certain subject.(up until now if it's confusing nvm)
So we can just start a group discussion at any time as long as people are online in msn, then the timing problem will be solved.
Class Song,Blog and Forums:
AngelX has it occurred to you that hardly anyone knows of all three? perhaps the class song, but it's rejected because well...people normally aren't very enthusiastic about singing. This point we need to understand.
For Class Blog, good effort, but not many know about it, and I in fact only knew when Kok How asked me about the radio thing in your blog and linked me over. So I'm guessing we'll need to enlist the help of most of the class to know of this blog and to help maintain it, carrying out maybe short discussions and updates on the happenings in the class that maybe have not spread around.
For Class Forums, I'll admit it has quite failed. Even for those who signed up hardly 'spam' the forums. If we want it to work, I'm guessing we'll ask teachers to sign up too and give homework in the forums =X harsh, but perhaps this will cause the class to pay more attention to the forums, and chat there at the same time?
Then again, our class indeed is lacking class spirit, so it's actually quite hard to carry out activities ._. a pity... perhaps we tried too late the salvage the situation...Sad...Is our class just gonna come apart like this...?
And more to the personal side of life, I'm getting awfully drained. Nearly could just drop onto my bed and sleep when I got home today...and AngelX you wanna go SP maybe this weekend? I thinking of asking my brother who was an SP student to give me a tour around there on the weekend when he comes home. Still considering, cos maybe he's too tired...lolx.
sadly, I'm not spending much time in audi, and in others words, with her. Even though we're both busy...I still kinda miss her even though it's only a short while...
FYI to the rest, my class's 'O' level CL orals ended on Mon 30/6 so whether we did well or not it's time to look forward for the other upcoming challenges.
Class Outing: we've already decided on Mon 7/7,Youth Day for an outing to somewhere? Even though the venue hasn't really been decided upon yet...
Class CIP: refreshing idea, I agree, but even though most of the problems address by AngelX can be settled with a teacher-Miss Chew or Mr Ngoh maybe, but I guess the time is still a problem...(Ernest suggested something about during the Sept hols, but I guess with the exams, probably not.)
So maybe Class CIP has to be Rejected
Class Study Group: It's more of the whole class linking to one another in msn then we can group together whenever we have some questions or work to discuss. All we have to do is be online and whenever we want to discuss among a group of people about various subjects, we can open a conversation and invite those ppl who can share and benefit from the discussion, then perhaps create a few open-ended questions to train each other on a certain subject.(up until now if it's confusing nvm)
So we can just start a group discussion at any time as long as people are online in msn, then the timing problem will be solved.
Class Song,Blog and Forums:
AngelX has it occurred to you that hardly anyone knows of all three? perhaps the class song, but it's rejected because well...people normally aren't very enthusiastic about singing. This point we need to understand.
For Class Blog, good effort, but not many know about it, and I in fact only knew when Kok How asked me about the radio thing in your blog and linked me over. So I'm guessing we'll need to enlist the help of most of the class to know of this blog and to help maintain it, carrying out maybe short discussions and updates on the happenings in the class that maybe have not spread around.
For Class Forums, I'll admit it has quite failed. Even for those who signed up hardly 'spam' the forums. If we want it to work, I'm guessing we'll ask teachers to sign up too and give homework in the forums =X harsh, but perhaps this will cause the class to pay more attention to the forums, and chat there at the same time?
Then again, our class indeed is lacking class spirit, so it's actually quite hard to carry out activities ._. a pity... perhaps we tried too late the salvage the situation...Sad...Is our class just gonna come apart like this...?
And more to the personal side of life, I'm getting awfully drained. Nearly could just drop onto my bed and sleep when I got home today...and AngelX you wanna go SP maybe this weekend? I thinking of asking my brother who was an SP student to give me a tour around there on the weekend when he comes home. Still considering, cos maybe he's too tired...lolx.
sadly, I'm not spending much time in audi, and in others words, with her. Even though we're both busy...I still kinda miss her even though it's only a short while...
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