Planning to study for Geography and maybe a little Maths on Mon+Tues, do some chem on Wed, Study Bio on Thurs & Friday. Then review Geography again on Sat & Sun.
Might copy out all the notes again so can recall it easily during the exam. Hopefully. Then now I sort of gave up on Yggdra Union, cos it's very tough and I kinda lazy to start over with the guide. Maybe next time. But still spamming GBA games when I get bored of WC3FT. Maybe I'll go back to playing MapleSEA Cassiopeia. See how first.
and for those who really read this post up until here, 20-30% can sense the irony I'm guessing.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Nth much
the title says all. Played a few games of chess with my bro though, n pretty much got owned bad. i'm very very careless haix. den copied the major stuff in my lappy to an external harddrive alr, so in a sense i'm rdy to change comps at any time. sort of.
Stuck at Yggdra Union cos Gulcasa, Emperor of Carnage, is owning way too much even compared to his 5 Dragon Generals. Aegina seems the most pro with her valkyrie unit happily thrashing all the stuff I can throw at her, but still winnable. It's handsome dude here, Aegina's boss, tat's just too insanely powerful to be dealt with. Though among the 5 Dragon Generals, I like Aegina,Russell and Baldus. Russell the Astral Fencer ain't a jackrat at least and Baldus, the God of War, seems to be honorable and fight openly, no underhanded tricks or anything, and he ain't a jackrat like what Leon the Black Knight is.
Then starting to spam back GBA games. Getting bored ._. haix. Time to study soon.
Stuck at Yggdra Union cos Gulcasa, Emperor of Carnage, is owning way too much even compared to his 5 Dragon Generals. Aegina seems the most pro with her valkyrie unit happily thrashing all the stuff I can throw at her, but still winnable. It's handsome dude here, Aegina's boss, tat's just too insanely powerful to be dealt with. Though among the 5 Dragon Generals, I like Aegina,Russell and Baldus. Russell the Astral Fencer ain't a jackrat at least and Baldus, the God of War, seems to be honorable and fight openly, no underhanded tricks or anything, and he ain't a jackrat like what Leon the Black Knight is.
Then starting to spam back GBA games. Getting bored ._. haix. Time to study soon.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Teacher's Day Celebrations
yea everybody celebrating it. today went to sch, abit late but lol no tio detain or wad fk. actually wun late de, is cos got 1 stupid lorry go 'accident' in the middle of a small road -.- den drive until dere den we all noe, den nid U-turn wtf. stupid sia. anyway went to sch with a bag containing only my wallet & water bottle.lolx(I'm retarded, yea). Then we did ACES crap. Last year's moves were better.
Then some of us ran back to class to finish up on the teacher's day cards. Mr Ngoh's card was GG! It was A2/A3 size paper xD shld be A2. pwnz! den we all keep on spamming jokes pics and msgs =D Mr Ngoh rox!!! nxt yr maybe we whole gang go do same thing for mr ngoh again, since we saw our seniors come back to give gifts as well. I missed a little bit of the celebrations part, but it was almost the same crap all over again. only this time, the games involved guessing the 2 students after guessing finish the teachers -.- wtf lolx. The best was probably Jia Kang from 4e4's rap, similar to m-flo's rapping. quite nice and pro. Then they had powerpt on student msg for the teachers -.- wtf sia they bias or sth onli got certain classes, den 4e1 like dominating. abt half of them from 4e1 sia. N the teacher prizes all so funny one. aiya just giv 1 best teacher prize to Mr Ngoh enuff sia he own all teachers =X. Most impt thing though: I was hyper throughout the thing =D dunnoe why -.- lolx.
den after tat we went back to class, stone abit den started walking to the MRT. I made a girl cry =X no la jk haha but Qiao Hui cry cos of of some money issues den other classmates go shoot her or sth n make her very hurt. last time Guy A lent Qiao Hui $$$, den now still haven return, den Gal grp A who sort of manipulating Guy A say she cheat Guy A of her $$$ or sth. not so sure abt the story, but seems to be sth liddat. Maybe our classmates r jus inconsiderate haix. den Qiao Hui needed to be comforted for quite a while. Anyway some of the guys went to somewhere to play basketball but i wanted to eat my special breakfast so i sort of ps them =X lolx. Too bad I missed out on the fun.
Then saw a lot of students on the MRT. All happy after Teacher's day lolx den alot go places like Jurong point(where I had my breakfast/lunch combined) and West mall. After tat came home and gamed haha typical me. Recently keep spamming Yggdra Union a rather complex and tough game. Almost always getting thrashed ._. Enemy so tough sia. But the game is addictive =D.
Afternoon at 2.50pm or so my bro came back from army blah blah nth much. dinner mum bought for us, we eat den go back gaming. stupidly cannot install MSglobal even though i hav enuff space now sth wrong sia. Then at nite watch my standard TV anime, den after 12 I go audi, since I saw amanda (audi-ing) msg in msn. den play play awhile in the new stuff, very weird sia o.0 but they dun hav Beat Rush lolx. Nvm. Den after play abt 30-40min liddat I stop n come blog n get rdy to slp =D tats all nitez~
Then some of us ran back to class to finish up on the teacher's day cards. Mr Ngoh's card was GG! It was A2/A3 size paper xD shld be A2. pwnz! den we all keep on spamming jokes pics and msgs =D Mr Ngoh rox!!! nxt yr maybe we whole gang go do same thing for mr ngoh again, since we saw our seniors come back to give gifts as well. I missed a little bit of the celebrations part, but it was almost the same crap all over again. only this time, the games involved guessing the 2 students after guessing finish the teachers -.- wtf lolx. The best was probably Jia Kang from 4e4's rap, similar to m-flo's rapping. quite nice and pro. Then they had powerpt on student msg for the teachers -.- wtf sia they bias or sth onli got certain classes, den 4e1 like dominating. abt half of them from 4e1 sia. N the teacher prizes all so funny one. aiya just giv 1 best teacher prize to Mr Ngoh enuff sia he own all teachers =X. Most impt thing though: I was hyper throughout the thing =D dunnoe why -.- lolx.
den after tat we went back to class, stone abit den started walking to the MRT. I made a girl cry =X no la jk haha but Qiao Hui cry cos of of some money issues den other classmates go shoot her or sth n make her very hurt. last time Guy A lent Qiao Hui $$$, den now still haven return, den Gal grp A who sort of manipulating Guy A say she cheat Guy A of her $$$ or sth. not so sure abt the story, but seems to be sth liddat. Maybe our classmates r jus inconsiderate haix. den Qiao Hui needed to be comforted for quite a while. Anyway some of the guys went to somewhere to play basketball but i wanted to eat my special breakfast so i sort of ps them =X lolx. Too bad I missed out on the fun.
Then saw a lot of students on the MRT. All happy after Teacher's day lolx den alot go places like Jurong point(where I had my breakfast/lunch combined) and West mall. After tat came home and gamed haha typical me. Recently keep spamming Yggdra Union a rather complex and tough game. Almost always getting thrashed ._. Enemy so tough sia. But the game is addictive =D.
Afternoon at 2.50pm or so my bro came back from army blah blah nth much. dinner mum bought for us, we eat den go back gaming. stupidly cannot install MSglobal even though i hav enuff space now sth wrong sia. Then at nite watch my standard TV anime, den after 12 I go audi, since I saw amanda (audi-ing) msg in msn. den play play awhile in the new stuff, very weird sia o.0 but they dun hav Beat Rush lolx. Nvm. Den after play abt 30-40min liddat I stop n come blog n get rdy to slp =D tats all nitez~
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Day Two:Level Two
Lol just recalled that there were somemore interesting stuff just before we started the ELP1 yesterday. Mr Ngoh was the teacher giving out the papers, so he looked at the paper from within the class then acted as if he was letting us cheat, by showing us the front page of the exam paper -.-''' Then he opened the windows twice(The air-con was on so the windows were shut) and the first time he said "What is courage?" After he looked at the question paper himself. It was referring to the psychology question story he told us, that a student handed in a piece of paper with only the words "This is courage" on it for his Psychology exam, probably University Psychology course, and he scored an A lolx. Then the second time he opened the windows he said "Talk about your favorite subject. Aiya sure pass lah." He was our Maths teacher and HOD of Maths, so he was joking that we sure pass by writing about our favorite subject is Maths and there are many reasons for it lolx.
Then today, AMP1 and SS. Screwed up for both papers, since I never finished either, and I can say goodbye to my A1. I lost 17m out of 80 cause I no time and dunnoe how to do...Too slack and careless haix. If I carry on like this 'O' sure cannot A1...Damn. Then SS I almost finished writing typicality for the last SBQ qns!!! Damn it la 2-4m totally wasted grrr. Then the SEQ all so freaking hard...But at least I finished the rest of the questions. Hopefully can get at least a B. Gotta work like 1000 times harder ><.(I all talk only no action de zzz)
And when Mr Ngoh came in today during SS(I think) the whole class laughed haha. For no reason somemore. Amazing sia Mr Ngoh's presence alone.
Happy that got one whole week to slack =D Sept Hols!!! Currently getting Class Video from YF, hopefully it looks nice. We spent a lot of effort on it!(Well actually I didn't help out alot ><.) Anyway planning to study alot during the week. Gotta do well for my Geography. I still haven't grasped how to score for my Humanities yet, haix. Hopefully my Chinese do well enough. I aiming for A1 so I can use it in my L1R5 during 'O's =X. Gonna do better than my brother cos even Ernest, Victor and Jun Da(a CO senior, I not in CO though) got A1. I remember the day we were about the receive our results, Qiao Hui told Ernest not to worry cos "even Jun Da that kuku also get A1" lolx. So it's technically possible for me to get A1, as long as I don't screw up and do decently during 'O's. Even if I don't get A1, an A2 would be good enough, a distinction to thrash my brother =D.
Shiok =D Slacking period~ woot. But should try to stay focused too. Anyway I like a "Maplestory Video story"(I named it myself =X) called iWiSH which basically is a mini movie made using windows movie maker or other movie makers and using bannedstory for the maple character sets. I like the story =) those who like love stories I suggest you go watch it. It's kind of like a visual novel IMO.
Then today, AMP1 and SS. Screwed up for both papers, since I never finished either, and I can say goodbye to my A1. I lost 17m out of 80 cause I no time and dunnoe how to do...Too slack and careless haix. If I carry on like this 'O' sure cannot A1...Damn. Then SS I almost finished writing typicality for the last SBQ qns!!! Damn it la 2-4m totally wasted grrr. Then the SEQ all so freaking hard...But at least I finished the rest of the questions. Hopefully can get at least a B. Gotta work like 1000 times harder ><.(I all talk only no action de zzz)
And when Mr Ngoh came in today during SS(I think) the whole class laughed haha. For no reason somemore. Amazing sia Mr Ngoh's presence alone.
Happy that got one whole week to slack =D Sept Hols!!! Currently getting Class Video from YF, hopefully it looks nice. We spent a lot of effort on it!(Well actually I didn't help out alot ><.) Anyway planning to study alot during the week. Gotta do well for my Geography. I still haven't grasped how to score for my Humanities yet, haix. Hopefully my Chinese do well enough. I aiming for A1 so I can use it in my L1R5 during 'O's =X. Gonna do better than my brother cos even Ernest, Victor and Jun Da(a CO senior, I not in CO though) got A1. I remember the day we were about the receive our results, Qiao Hui told Ernest not to worry cos "even Jun Da that kuku also get A1" lolx. So it's technically possible for me to get A1, as long as I don't screw up and do decently during 'O's. Even if I don't get A1, an A2 would be good enough, a distinction to thrash my brother =D.
Shiok =D Slacking period~ woot. But should try to stay focused too. Anyway I like a "Maplestory Video story"(I named it myself =X) called iWiSH which basically is a mini movie made using windows movie maker or other movie makers and using bannedstory for the maple character sets. I like the story =) those who like love stories I suggest you go watch it. It's kind of like a visual novel IMO.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Gateway of Hell:First day
CLP1 today...did section 1 rather well(Letter writing) but spent too much time stoning and on section 1 and didn't finish section 2...aw man lost a lot of marks already.
ELP1 did so-so, but I managed to finish it off, despite the rush-ed ending for the situational writing(section two). Hopefully my compo is at least of a B standard ._. Gotta work harder! I write too slow T_T
The topics I chose for CL were on a letter to inform the head of a neighborhood police centre on the recent lift robberies in the HDB flats at the area, and a (bao zhang du hou gan) 'thoughts after reading the news' kind of compo.
For EL, I chose the one word topic: Q2) Colours for the Free Writing section and for the situational writing it was about writing an article to be posted on the school newsletter to convince the students on why the 2 Enrichment modules that you have chosen should be chosen for the students lolx.
Then after the exams, we went to Lot 1 to have lunch, which was at LJS after some 'discussion'. lolx. YF bought a chess set and played with me at LJS -.- joker sia and he still had another chess set at home tat he can bring to sch lolx.
Rest of the day was slacking, gaming, reading manga etc. lolx. Too bad I can't extract the MS global, else I'll be playing MS with ernest& his sis.
Tomorrow's AMP1 and SS! Sad T_T Heavy Content for SS SEQ!Hopefully I do well enough T_T Did very poorly so far...Results are dropping haix.
ELP1 did so-so, but I managed to finish it off, despite the rush-ed ending for the situational writing(section two). Hopefully my compo is at least of a B standard ._. Gotta work harder! I write too slow T_T
The topics I chose for CL were on a letter to inform the head of a neighborhood police centre on the recent lift robberies in the HDB flats at the area, and a (bao zhang du hou gan) 'thoughts after reading the news' kind of compo.
For EL, I chose the one word topic: Q2) Colours for the Free Writing section and for the situational writing it was about writing an article to be posted on the school newsletter to convince the students on why the 2 Enrichment modules that you have chosen should be chosen for the students lolx.
Then after the exams, we went to Lot 1 to have lunch, which was at LJS after some 'discussion'. lolx. YF bought a chess set and played with me at LJS -.- joker sia and he still had another chess set at home tat he can bring to sch lolx.
Rest of the day was slacking, gaming, reading manga etc. lolx. Too bad I can't extract the MS global, else I'll be playing MS with ernest& his sis.
Tomorrow's AMP1 and SS! Sad T_T Heavy Content for SS SEQ!Hopefully I do well enough T_T Did very poorly so far...Results are dropping haix.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Tomorrow...
Fun conversation with Ernest, though some of you all might not understand it:
Frozen Entity says:
ernest i hav a qns
Frozen Entity says:
if kok says he's dead, what are we?
*dun yaya papaya* says:
we talkin to zamorak already
Frozen Entity says:
oic
Frozen Entity says:
is he helping us with our exams?
*dun yaya papaya* says:
how u wan him to help?
Frozen Entity says:
dunnoe maybe go see wad the questions are and tell us beforehand
*dun yaya papaya* says:
zzz how to see the questions
Frozen Entity says:
he's a god surely he can do sth as minor as that?
*dun yaya papaya* says:
then i guess we can do that too
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Tomorrow's the start of Doomsday. Preliminary Examinations officially starts! As usual it's going to start off with ELP1 and MT/HCLP1. Therefore I might start to focus more and not go to other people's blogs, but probably will still come to blog about the exam.
And when Mr Ngoh entered the class today, I wanted to ask him:"Mr Ngoh so you still alive ah?" lolx. As usual his lesson was fun, like when he said some stuff that went something like:"If got means can solve, If dun have means cannot solve, If got and cannot solve, means you careless" xD. And his standard statement of course could not be left out:"So there are so many ways to skin a cat." Though, I'm very disappointed with my AM mock paper, which scored like 79/100? Ever heard of pathetic-ness? Kok-ky was careless too, and he scored 10marks more than me. Total ownage.
Then today saw that Kasturi's group was working hard on the present for Mr Ngoh on Teacher's Day! Very nice =D I wanna chip in too! I bet Mr Ngoh will be the teacher who receives the most gifts from the classes that he teach. Those who dunnoe him then too bad xD They missed out on fun lessons with him.
And Ernest,Victor,Yunfeng and me went to Lot 1 to buy Mrs Wong's Teacher's Day present. Bought 3 books o.0 Rather thick, for $22.70. Quite worth, but still even after sharing the cost, there's a hole in my wallet and I heart pain ><. And we had some food at Pastamania at Lot 1. The Ham & Sausage with mushroom baked rice was pretty nice, considering after the student 30% discount the price was $6.45. Not a bad deal overall.
Then as usual I died on my bed, and tio scold by my mother for not calling her to buy dinner for me earlier ._. Though she still bought it for me, cos she knew I was probably home already.
Should start revising soon ._. Anyway after the first 2 days, we have a week to prepare even more for the Prelims o.0 lolx heh more slack time xD. And I've also changed my blog songs. People who read this post listen to Neltharion's Nelthy Yogurt thx he's just an ordinary Singaporean teenager who plays audition and he sang this song =D got talent sia.
Frozen Entity says:
ernest i hav a qns
Frozen Entity says:
if kok says he's dead, what are we?
*dun yaya papaya* says:
we talkin to zamorak already
Frozen Entity says:
oic
Frozen Entity says:
is he helping us with our exams?
*dun yaya papaya* says:
how u wan him to help?
Frozen Entity says:
dunnoe maybe go see wad the questions are and tell us beforehand
*dun yaya papaya* says:
zzz how to see the questions
Frozen Entity says:
he's a god surely he can do sth as minor as that?
*dun yaya papaya* says:
then i guess we can do that too
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Tomorrow's the start of Doomsday. Preliminary Examinations officially starts! As usual it's going to start off with ELP1 and MT/HCLP1. Therefore I might start to focus more and not go to other people's blogs, but probably will still come to blog about the exam.
And when Mr Ngoh entered the class today, I wanted to ask him:"Mr Ngoh so you still alive ah?" lolx. As usual his lesson was fun, like when he said some stuff that went something like:"If got means can solve, If dun have means cannot solve, If got and cannot solve, means you careless" xD. And his standard statement of course could not be left out:"So there are so many ways to skin a cat." Though, I'm very disappointed with my AM mock paper, which scored like 79/100? Ever heard of pathetic-ness? Kok-ky was careless too, and he scored 10marks more than me. Total ownage.
Then today saw that Kasturi's group was working hard on the present for Mr Ngoh on Teacher's Day! Very nice =D I wanna chip in too! I bet Mr Ngoh will be the teacher who receives the most gifts from the classes that he teach. Those who dunnoe him then too bad xD They missed out on fun lessons with him.
And Ernest,Victor,Yunfeng and me went to Lot 1 to buy Mrs Wong's Teacher's Day present. Bought 3 books o.0 Rather thick, for $22.70. Quite worth, but still even after sharing the cost, there's a hole in my wallet and I heart pain ><. And we had some food at Pastamania at Lot 1. The Ham & Sausage with mushroom baked rice was pretty nice, considering after the student 30% discount the price was $6.45. Not a bad deal overall.
Then as usual I died on my bed, and tio scold by my mother for not calling her to buy dinner for me earlier ._. Though she still bought it for me, cos she knew I was probably home already.
Should start revising soon ._. Anyway after the first 2 days, we have a week to prepare even more for the Prelims o.0 lolx heh more slack time xD. And I've also changed my blog songs. People who read this post listen to Neltharion's Nelthy Yogurt thx he's just an ordinary Singaporean teenager who plays audition and he sang this song =D got talent sia.
Monday, August 25, 2008
Stuff
Yee Jeng asked the boys to move forward during assembly, and I said 'dun wan' in that funny voice/tone, and she say 'why u keep saying dun wan ah?'. Was speechless and she walked off after saying that lolx. I guess out of habit, since I said it again during class when she asked the class to go back to their seats and I said 'dun wan' again.
Then Eugene asked Mr Ngoh:"Can you repeat?" and Mr Ngoh replied:"No I no voice liao I repeat for you later no voice for other qns."(N1 sia,uncommon reply lolx). Then Mr Ngoh said at the end of lesson:"Let's go through the rest tomorrow and I also giving out the last mock paper. If I'm still alive tomorrow." Lol!
And I came home early today, ps the class vid, den slept for damn long. From 2+ to 5pm...Freaking tired. Maybe cos I yesterday night couldn't sleep due to my cough. Speaking of which, my illnesses are getting irritating...
Then Eugene asked Mr Ngoh:"Can you repeat?" and Mr Ngoh replied:"No I no voice liao I repeat for you later no voice for other qns."(N1 sia,uncommon reply lolx). Then Mr Ngoh said at the end of lesson:"Let's go through the rest tomorrow and I also giving out the last mock paper. If I'm still alive tomorrow." Lol!
And I came home early today, ps the class vid, den slept for damn long. From 2+ to 5pm...Freaking tired. Maybe cos I yesterday night couldn't sleep due to my cough. Speaking of which, my illnesses are getting irritating...
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Mx0
nice...reading Mx0 from onemanga now. lolx.
spamming manga and anime nowadays.
den...nth much le. lolx. =X
Though my bro went to Sakura with his frens today.
And my cough still haven end. Then thx to cold weather I having running nose ><.
spamming manga and anime nowadays.
den...nth much le. lolx. =X
Though my bro went to Sakura with his frens today.
And my cough still haven end. Then thx to cold weather I having running nose ><.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Bored.
Kenneth has 100% started on The Way, but my guess is he will miss out on a lot of items on his try like me. My bro said The Way is best for people who like to & can think deep. Wonder if he will enjoy it o.0
Strangely, I just don't feel like audi-ing. But still, very bored, and cant focus on mugging. Typical. I'm not the kind of person who can force himself to do things he dislikes.
Anyway my bro got free mp4 player, and he wants to watch anime and read manga using it in the army -.- Joker. The screen is so small...But he still want to use it for watching anime(Though an mp4 is made for such stuff, mp4 is just too pathetic to be used.)
Nvm let him do what he wants. I'm bored. Are you bored?
Strangely, I just don't feel like audi-ing. But still, very bored, and cant focus on mugging. Typical. I'm not the kind of person who can force himself to do things he dislikes.
Anyway my bro got free mp4 player, and he wants to watch anime and read manga using it in the army -.- Joker. The screen is so small...But he still want to use it for watching anime(Though an mp4 is made for such stuff, mp4 is just too pathetic to be used.)
Nvm let him do what he wants. I'm bored. Are you bored?
Friday, August 22, 2008
Maths: Yaya Papaya
Pretty much finished The Way, but still can't perfect it...still got some stuff haven find...oh well. And Kenneth has been introduced to The Way. Wonder if he'll find it as interesting as I found it to be.
And something fun happened during Maths today. Kaining wanted the Maths paper and said something like just give since the only Maths test next week was A Maths (I only rmb 'A Maths only'. Then Mr Ngoh say:'A Maths ONLY!? Wah A Maths nth to u ah. Even Kok How also never say such thing. You yaya papaya ah? Kok How only nana banana ok!'
It was damn funny the whole class also laugh haha. Put in words very hard to say what happened, I also forget exactly what they say liao, so can only roughly. The best part is Ya Ya Papaya(meaning something like very easy den u proud) den Kok is Na Na Banana(o.0 not much meaning to this. Just compared to Ya Ya papaya). Then after Maths Ernest said let's find more names that can be like that! Then he say I'm Co Co Coconut o.0 lolx dumb sia.
Then dunnoe why today like damn unlucky. Play DotA v6.51 AI+(Insane) 5v5 lose 2-3 consecutive round. And it's not like our team too crappy kind sia...still tio thrash wtf dunnoe why enemy happily owning us. sianx.
And recently keep listening to fripSide's Refine Progress(Album:Binary Digit). Very nice...Like very...systematic? Reminds me of Blassreiter when I hear it lolx.
And something fun happened during Maths today. Kaining wanted the Maths paper and said something like just give since the only Maths test next week was A Maths (I only rmb 'A Maths only'. Then Mr Ngoh say:'A Maths ONLY!? Wah A Maths nth to u ah. Even Kok How also never say such thing. You yaya papaya ah? Kok How only nana banana ok!'
It was damn funny the whole class also laugh haha. Put in words very hard to say what happened, I also forget exactly what they say liao, so can only roughly. The best part is Ya Ya Papaya(meaning something like very easy den u proud) den Kok is Na Na Banana(o.0 not much meaning to this. Just compared to Ya Ya papaya). Then after Maths Ernest said let's find more names that can be like that! Then he say I'm Co Co Coconut o.0 lolx dumb sia.
Then dunnoe why today like damn unlucky. Play DotA v6.51 AI+(Insane) 5v5 lose 2-3 consecutive round. And it's not like our team too crappy kind sia...still tio thrash wtf dunnoe why enemy happily owning us. sianx.
And recently keep listening to fripSide's Refine Progress(Album:Binary Digit). Very nice...Like very...systematic? Reminds me of Blassreiter when I hear it lolx.
The Way
Finally it's Friday! Can slack xD. But Prelims are from 27/8-16/9. sianx. Can't play games soon. Should try to start spamming homework too.
Saw a patch of soil in the grass that looked somewhat like a Pteranodon with its tongue sticking out while on the MRT o.0
Found 4 nice poems in The Way, probably by the game makers, even though in-game it says 'by Kleunwrade'.
Mimic:
One who stole their names,
The child of Janwen's bane.
Darkness, shadow, death,
As long as it has breath.
Venge:
Fading into the night,
The scourge of fear, the blight.
Upon this land beneath the sky
Echoes of the past decry.
Kura:
Legend of the fallen world,
Betrayed for lust, a plan unfurled.
First to right a single wrong,
Then revenge, the Guided strong.
Unnamed(I name it, The Way):
The land beneath the sky,
Echoes of the past decry,
A lost love carried on,
Words to a lonely song,
Everyone must bleed,
Truth Hides Nothing.
Quite nice, and they all don't really have such a deep meaning, but the titles and the poem fit perfectly together...
Saw a patch of soil in the grass that looked somewhat like a Pteranodon with its tongue sticking out while on the MRT o.0
Found 4 nice poems in The Way, probably by the game makers, even though in-game it says 'by Kleunwrade'.
Mimic:
One who stole their names,
The child of Janwen's bane.
Darkness, shadow, death,
As long as it has breath.
Venge:
Fading into the night,
The scourge of fear, the blight.
Upon this land beneath the sky
Echoes of the past decry.
Kura:
Legend of the fallen world,
Betrayed for lust, a plan unfurled.
First to right a single wrong,
Then revenge, the Guided strong.
Unnamed(I name it, The Way):
The land beneath the sky,
Echoes of the past decry,
A lost love carried on,
Words to a lonely song,
Everyone must bleed,
Truth Hides Nothing.
Quite nice, and they all don't really have such a deep meaning, but the titles and the poem fit perfectly together...
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Re-update: Story
Somehow managed to complete 2 of the most irritating mini-games in The Way Episode 6. So now I can continue chionging! Close to completing the game already. Just targeting to perfect it.
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A science professor begins his school year with a lecture to his students,"Let me explain the problem science has with religion."
The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and asks one of his new students to stand.
'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'
'Yes sir,'the student says
'So you believe in God?'
'Absolutely.'
'Is God good?'
'Sure! God's good.'
'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'
'Yes.'
'Are you good or evil?'
'The Bible says I'm evil.'
The professor grins knowingly.'Aha! The Bible!' He considers for a moment. 'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you do it? Would you try?'
'Yes sir, I would.'
'So you're good...!'
'I wouldn't say that.'
'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'
The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?'
The student remains silent.
'No, you can't, can you?' The professor says. He takes a sip of water fronm a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.
'Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?'
'Er...yes,' the student says.
'Is Satan good?'
The student doesn't hesitate on this one. 'No.'
'Then where does Satan come from?'
The student falters. 'From God'
'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?'
'Yes, sir.'
'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?'
'Yes.'
'So who created evil?' the professor continued,'If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'
Again, the student has no answer.'Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, all these terrible things, do they exist in this world?'
The student squirms on his feet. 'Yes.'
'So who created them?'
The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question.
'Who created them?'
There is still no answer.
Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom.
The class is mesmerized.
'Tell me,' he continues onto another student. 'Do you believe in Jesus Christ,son?'
The student's voice betrays him and cracks. 'Yes, professor, I do.'
The old man stops pacing. 'Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?'
'No sir. I've never seen Him.'
'Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?'
'No, sir, I have not.'
'Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelled your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter?'
'No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.'
'Yet you still believe in him?'
'Yes.'
'According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you have to say to that, son?'
'Nothing,' the student replies.'I only have my faith.'
'Yes, faith,' the professor repeats.'And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.'
The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of his own.
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I'm too lazy to update further den here ps xD go Derrick's blog and search for the post with the story if u wan the rest of it bah =).
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A science professor begins his school year with a lecture to his students,"Let me explain the problem science has with religion."
The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and asks one of his new students to stand.
'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'
'Yes sir,'the student says
'So you believe in God?'
'Absolutely.'
'Is God good?'
'Sure! God's good.'
'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'
'Yes.'
'Are you good or evil?'
'The Bible says I'm evil.'
The professor grins knowingly.'Aha! The Bible!' He considers for a moment. 'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you do it? Would you try?'
'Yes sir, I would.'
'So you're good...!'
'I wouldn't say that.'
'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'
The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?'
The student remains silent.
'No, you can't, can you?' The professor says. He takes a sip of water fronm a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.
'Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?'
'Er...yes,' the student says.
'Is Satan good?'
The student doesn't hesitate on this one. 'No.'
'Then where does Satan come from?'
The student falters. 'From God'
'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?'
'Yes, sir.'
'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?'
'Yes.'
'So who created evil?' the professor continued,'If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'
Again, the student has no answer.'Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, all these terrible things, do they exist in this world?'
The student squirms on his feet. 'Yes.'
'So who created them?'
The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question.
'Who created them?'
There is still no answer.
Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom.
The class is mesmerized.
'Tell me,' he continues onto another student. 'Do you believe in Jesus Christ,son?'
The student's voice betrays him and cracks. 'Yes, professor, I do.'
The old man stops pacing. 'Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?'
'No sir. I've never seen Him.'
'Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?'
'No, sir, I have not.'
'Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelled your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter?'
'No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.'
'Yet you still believe in him?'
'Yes.'
'According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you have to say to that, son?'
'Nothing,' the student replies.'I only have my faith.'
'Yes, faith,' the professor repeats.'And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.'
The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of his own.
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I'm too lazy to update further den here ps xD go Derrick's blog and search for the post with the story if u wan the rest of it bah =).
My Day
sucked. My whole family woke up 20mins late and I arrived at school 20 mins later den the usual time. Didn't really mind getting late though. And it appears Wan Kei and Yunfeng both were also late.
Then we went for PE, and my team lost both rounds. 1st round was against Kok,1k and YF's group and they were good, and YF was the captain so I couldn't block their high throws. Then we played against 4E1 who lost to Jonathan's team (who ended up as 1st for our league) and we got thrashed even more. Maria and Huai Yan were their main scorers, so our female striker's advantage was nullified, and they pretty much intercepted a lot of our balls and I made 3 mistakes. I tried to intercept their throw to Maria which failed terribly (well I'm a boy how u expect me to fight with her for the ball?) and they easily scored, then I jumped and hit the ball back, but slipped and fell and they took the ball once again and had a free throw. And the final mistake is I hit the ball straight back at them when they anyhow throwed, and then they threw higher and scored. So basically I totally screwed up. But the results were rather nice. Kok's team against Jonathan's and 4E1 against my team scores were 7/11, 24/7. Lolx if u see the irony/joke.
Then we had Geography and I failed to copy in time the main points. Have to wait for Mdm Zainab's notes when she gives us next week...
Then when I play chess I keep messing up and lost a lot of rounds. English was a bore too, going through the composition types. Maths was typical though, so not so bad. After school, the main people decided to take the class video (which had been delayed for so long due to the absence of a video camera) and my act was dumb... Should never have agreed to act. Anyway they were stuck for awhile regarding the scene on Maths, but they rejected it because they said it was different from the rest, since it did not follow the format of 'One person question, the other answer'... Did they know what was called changing according to the circumstance? Then I left and Ernest said it was because I was angry...Maybe I am, but screw that, it wasn't really. It was cos I found staying back any longer to be a bore and I couldn't be bothered to help out with the class video any longer. Who cares anyway...
And I hate myself. I don't practice what I preach. Humans just hate change, huh? When you go to army you'll say how good school was and how terrible the army is. Then when you go out to work you'll look forward to going back to reservist. Ironic, isn't it?
And among all the conditions that strike me, I realise I hate sore throats the most. I don't mind having flu if I don't have sore throat...It's seriously irritating me.
And now I'm stuck at The Way 6. Can't get past a puzzle...Hopefully my brother can help me when he comes back during the weekend from BMTC.
Life is full of ironies and choices. Frozen Entity...
Then we went for PE, and my team lost both rounds. 1st round was against Kok,1k and YF's group and they were good, and YF was the captain so I couldn't block their high throws. Then we played against 4E1 who lost to Jonathan's team (who ended up as 1st for our league) and we got thrashed even more. Maria and Huai Yan were their main scorers, so our female striker's advantage was nullified, and they pretty much intercepted a lot of our balls and I made 3 mistakes. I tried to intercept their throw to Maria which failed terribly (well I'm a boy how u expect me to fight with her for the ball?) and they easily scored, then I jumped and hit the ball back, but slipped and fell and they took the ball once again and had a free throw. And the final mistake is I hit the ball straight back at them when they anyhow throwed, and then they threw higher and scored. So basically I totally screwed up. But the results were rather nice. Kok's team against Jonathan's and 4E1 against my team scores were 7/11, 24/7. Lolx if u see the irony/joke.
Then we had Geography and I failed to copy in time the main points. Have to wait for Mdm Zainab's notes when she gives us next week...
Then when I play chess I keep messing up and lost a lot of rounds. English was a bore too, going through the composition types. Maths was typical though, so not so bad. After school, the main people decided to take the class video (which had been delayed for so long due to the absence of a video camera) and my act was dumb... Should never have agreed to act. Anyway they were stuck for awhile regarding the scene on Maths, but they rejected it because they said it was different from the rest, since it did not follow the format of 'One person question, the other answer'... Did they know what was called changing according to the circumstance? Then I left and Ernest said it was because I was angry...Maybe I am, but screw that, it wasn't really. It was cos I found staying back any longer to be a bore and I couldn't be bothered to help out with the class video any longer. Who cares anyway...
And I hate myself. I don't practice what I preach. Humans just hate change, huh? When you go to army you'll say how good school was and how terrible the army is. Then when you go out to work you'll look forward to going back to reservist. Ironic, isn't it?
And among all the conditions that strike me, I realise I hate sore throats the most. I don't mind having flu if I don't have sore throat...It's seriously irritating me.
And now I'm stuck at The Way 6. Can't get past a puzzle...Hopefully my brother can help me when he comes back during the weekend from BMTC.
Life is full of ironies and choices. Frozen Entity...
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
A story.
I found a nice story on Christianity at ric's blog, so I'll be posting it since I find it rather interesting, though I can't copy & paste zzz.
A science professor begins his school year with a lecture to his students,"Let me explain the problem science has with religion."
The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and asks one of his new students to stand.
'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'
'Yes sir,'the student says
'So you believe in God?'
'Absolutely.'
'Is God good?'
'Sure! God's good.'
'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'
'Yes.'
'Are you good or evil?'
'The Bible says I'm evil.'
The professor grins knowingly.'Aha! The Bible!' He considers for a moment. 'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you do it? Would you try?'
'Yes sir, I would.'
'So you're good...!'
'I wouldn't say that.'
'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'
The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?'
The student remains silent.
'No, you can't, can you?' The professor says. He takes a sip of water fronm a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.
'Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?'
'Er...yes,' the student says.
'Is Satan good?'
The student doesn't hesitate on this one. 'No.'
'Then where does Satan come from?'
The student falters. 'From God'
'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?'
'Yes, sir.'
'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?'
'Yes.'
'So who created evil?' the professor continued,'If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'
Again, the student has no answer.'Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, all these terrible things, do they exist in this world?'
The student squirms on his feet. 'Yes.'
'So who created them?'
The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question.
'Who created them?'
There is still no answer.
Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom.
The class is mesmerized.
'Tell me,' he continues onto another student. 'Do you believe in Jesus Christ,son?'
The student's voice betrays him and cracks. 'Yes, professor, I do.'
The old man stops pacing. 'Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?'
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It's getting late so I'll finish up in the next post. or maybe just edit.
Anyway getting headaches and sore throat and coughs and slight flu recently zzz one coming another. Luckily it's still not so bad.
And recently it feels so cold, often raining. Becoming more and more like 'winter' in Singapore. And Prelims start in 7 days. 27/8/08.
But my engine still hasn't started ._.
Dreamt of some scary real life happenings yesterday night, which I vividly remembered when I woke up. Definitely not interested in experiencing that nightmare again.
And time to sleep =)
A science professor begins his school year with a lecture to his students,"Let me explain the problem science has with religion."
The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and asks one of his new students to stand.
'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'
'Yes sir,'the student says
'So you believe in God?'
'Absolutely.'
'Is God good?'
'Sure! God's good.'
'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'
'Yes.'
'Are you good or evil?'
'The Bible says I'm evil.'
The professor grins knowingly.'Aha! The Bible!' He considers for a moment. 'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you do it? Would you try?'
'Yes sir, I would.'
'So you're good...!'
'I wouldn't say that.'
'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'
The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?'
The student remains silent.
'No, you can't, can you?' The professor says. He takes a sip of water fronm a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.
'Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?'
'Er...yes,' the student says.
'Is Satan good?'
The student doesn't hesitate on this one. 'No.'
'Then where does Satan come from?'
The student falters. 'From God'
'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?'
'Yes, sir.'
'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?'
'Yes.'
'So who created evil?' the professor continued,'If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'
Again, the student has no answer.'Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, all these terrible things, do they exist in this world?'
The student squirms on his feet. 'Yes.'
'So who created them?'
The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question.
'Who created them?'
There is still no answer.
Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom.
The class is mesmerized.
'Tell me,' he continues onto another student. 'Do you believe in Jesus Christ,son?'
The student's voice betrays him and cracks. 'Yes, professor, I do.'
The old man stops pacing. 'Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?'
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It's getting late so I'll finish up in the next post. or maybe just edit.
Anyway getting headaches and sore throat and coughs and slight flu recently zzz one coming another. Luckily it's still not so bad.
And recently it feels so cold, often raining. Becoming more and more like 'winter' in Singapore. And Prelims start in 7 days. 27/8/08.
But my engine still hasn't started ._.
Dreamt of some scary real life happenings yesterday night, which I vividly remembered when I woke up. Definitely not interested in experiencing that nightmare again.
And time to sleep =)
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Title-less
Damn fell sick today. Got slight flu, luckily not so severe so I take panadol + some other medicine then now feeling a lot better.
Haven't done a lot of homework zzz and I actually played awhile of basketball today. Luckily my flu forced to go back home early, and they call me psk -.- ah oh well.
Trying hard to thrash Kavax and Exmus within the limited number of passes. It's easy to win, but to take them out quickly, would be to step 4 injury them but I just can't hit a high enough damage to knock them straight into Step 4(which I've managed for the other weaker opponents earlier). Will have to try a few times and hope I get lucky.
And victor is horny keep looking at 3 chiobus at the MRT, according to ernest. Then victor also go put 'It's been so long since I last saw girls as beautiful as them.' Seriously he too despo or something.
And I just remembered that the oral teachers did guai lan us abit. But I forgot exactly how, lolx nvm. And Kiat made a horny statement to ernest regarding his pm about the oral exam.
Starcraft 2 is coming out soon(if it haven't) and seems like many things has changed. Might try to get my hands on it. But still have to finish 'O's then can talk.
Rewatched True Remembrance, and I'm still very touched by the story. It's seriously very nice...And the fantasy part is not that illogical. "This is a story about little occurences in a little town. When they met at 8th Street, a story had already begun"...
And I couldn't think of a title...
Haven't done a lot of homework zzz and I actually played awhile of basketball today. Luckily my flu forced to go back home early, and they call me psk -.- ah oh well.
Trying hard to thrash Kavax and Exmus within the limited number of passes. It's easy to win, but to take them out quickly, would be to step 4 injury them but I just can't hit a high enough damage to knock them straight into Step 4(which I've managed for the other weaker opponents earlier). Will have to try a few times and hope I get lucky.
And victor is horny keep looking at 3 chiobus at the MRT, according to ernest. Then victor also go put 'It's been so long since I last saw girls as beautiful as them.' Seriously he too despo or something.
And I just remembered that the oral teachers did guai lan us abit. But I forgot exactly how, lolx nvm. And Kiat made a horny statement to ernest regarding his pm about the oral exam.
Starcraft 2 is coming out soon(if it haven't) and seems like many things has changed. Might try to get my hands on it. But still have to finish 'O's then can talk.
Rewatched True Remembrance, and I'm still very touched by the story. It's seriously very nice...And the fantasy part is not that illogical. "This is a story about little occurences in a little town. When they met at 8th Street, a story had already begun"...
And I couldn't think of a title...
Monday, August 18, 2008
Ezterifivate
I made up this word. From Esterification(Ezterificate carboxylic acid and alcohol) and Effervescene(Got the idea from Qiao Hui's msn lolx). But I guess the Effevescene part ain't really well shown. Ezterificate. lolx.
Anyway I dreamt of The Way yesterday night...Shocking. One of the few dreams I remember a little. Anyway listened to some nice songs from the radio stations on the way to school this morning in my dad's car, then reach school and saw Pei Jin and Chang Feng and 2 other prefects walking to their usual prefect duty spot. Forgot to tell Hui Lak to go see during assembly zzz.
Kok How is getting bored of Maths. I suggested to AngelX that Kok should buy some Uni books, a bit of high lvl integration and sine hyperbolic kind of stuff. Then Kok can ask Mr Ngoh to teach him. That'd be an interesting sight, Maths God teaching Maths Angel. Rofl.
Anyway got 88/100 for one of the Maths Mock Test. Very weak...Kok got 98 and Yee Jeng & Guang Xue & Victor got 90. I'm too damn weak, happily making all my assumptions and careless mistakes. Gotta be more careful for Prelim. Maths God is planning on killing us all and Maths Angel said 'Bring it on!'
Just watched NDR(National Day Rally). Wasted almost 1h. lolx. Though, reminded me of LARA. But I do understand why Singaporeans need to watch such crap. Am I becoming 'mature'? I hope not. (For Kok-ky only: Rmb Achmed, 'Is this the Virgins?I hope not.'
My team suggested training for the upcoming match againest Kok-ky. Probably joining too. Hard to beat Kok-ky and his pro team. His team got YF,1k and Kok-ky. 3 Basketball pros playing captain's ball. They have skills and height to boot. Damn.
Btw more and more ppl are taking the personality tests. Interesting results I've seen. Gotta finish more Chem by Wednesday. Damn. Ernest finished Maths and Chem papers... Damn fast. He chionging even faster den Kok-ky.
Today's Oral was on Education-Subjects. The picture was on a science experiment in a lab involving pulleys. Screw that I messed up badly. And I almost though they were levers initially...which luckily I corrected later on during the preparation. I'll be happy if I get a 'B'(Merit). Distinction would be difficult considering how well the others appear to have done compared to me.
Then after Oral originally planned to wait for Victor and Ernest(Since they were among the last few people to take the oral exam), but then Guang Xue and Kenneth wanted to go, then I asked YF if he wanted to go, and we all went to the area slightly further from Bukit Gombak MRT (Somewhere in the area of street shops near Bukit Gombak McDonalds), and took on a Chess challenge from an Elderly man whom we took awhile to solve his method of winning the chess situation. We're gonna test the Chess No. 1 & 2 tomorrow in class xD.
Then we went to one of the hawker centres near there and had some Chicken rice which was rather nice and cost $2.80. Quite worth it overall to me. Then we left for home, and I bought some popcorn chicken from Takeaway which cost $1.20 so the total bill for my dinner was $4 ._.
And I call Kok Kok-ky cos he can be cocky xD. link: D-Gray Man episode 93 Insert song Musician, with lyrics. And Kok's quite interested in this song I see. I guess nearly every single D-Gray Man fan or watch it before will like this song. Simply too nice, sad, touching & emotional.
Anyway I dreamt of The Way yesterday night...Shocking. One of the few dreams I remember a little. Anyway listened to some nice songs from the radio stations on the way to school this morning in my dad's car, then reach school and saw Pei Jin and Chang Feng and 2 other prefects walking to their usual prefect duty spot. Forgot to tell Hui Lak to go see during assembly zzz.
Kok How is getting bored of Maths. I suggested to AngelX that Kok should buy some Uni books, a bit of high lvl integration and sine hyperbolic kind of stuff. Then Kok can ask Mr Ngoh to teach him. That'd be an interesting sight, Maths God teaching Maths Angel. Rofl.
Anyway got 88/100 for one of the Maths Mock Test. Very weak...Kok got 98 and Yee Jeng & Guang Xue & Victor got 90. I'm too damn weak, happily making all my assumptions and careless mistakes. Gotta be more careful for Prelim. Maths God is planning on killing us all and Maths Angel said 'Bring it on!'
Just watched NDR(National Day Rally). Wasted almost 1h. lolx. Though, reminded me of LARA. But I do understand why Singaporeans need to watch such crap. Am I becoming 'mature'? I hope not. (For Kok-ky only: Rmb Achmed, 'Is this the Virgins?I hope not.'
My team suggested training for the upcoming match againest Kok-ky. Probably joining too. Hard to beat Kok-ky and his pro team. His team got YF,1k and Kok-ky. 3 Basketball pros playing captain's ball. They have skills and height to boot. Damn.
Btw more and more ppl are taking the personality tests. Interesting results I've seen. Gotta finish more Chem by Wednesday. Damn. Ernest finished Maths and Chem papers... Damn fast. He chionging even faster den Kok-ky.
Today's Oral was on Education-Subjects. The picture was on a science experiment in a lab involving pulleys. Screw that I messed up badly. And I almost though they were levers initially...which luckily I corrected later on during the preparation. I'll be happy if I get a 'B'(Merit). Distinction would be difficult considering how well the others appear to have done compared to me.
Then after Oral originally planned to wait for Victor and Ernest(Since they were among the last few people to take the oral exam), but then Guang Xue and Kenneth wanted to go, then I asked YF if he wanted to go, and we all went to the area slightly further from Bukit Gombak MRT (Somewhere in the area of street shops near Bukit Gombak McDonalds), and took on a Chess challenge from an Elderly man whom we took awhile to solve his method of winning the chess situation. We're gonna test the Chess No. 1 & 2 tomorrow in class xD.
Then we went to one of the hawker centres near there and had some Chicken rice which was rather nice and cost $2.80. Quite worth it overall to me. Then we left for home, and I bought some popcorn chicken from Takeaway which cost $1.20 so the total bill for my dinner was $4 ._.
And I call Kok Kok-ky cos he can be cocky xD. link: D-Gray Man episode 93 Insert song Musician, with lyrics. And Kok's quite interested in this song I see. I guess nearly every single D-Gray Man fan or watch it before will like this song. Simply too nice, sad, touching & emotional.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
No mood.
Nowadays, really not much mood to do anything. Everyone's busy mugging, so I don't get to 'talk' with them at blog or at audi sth liddat. Though, I do understand the need to mug in a sense.
Nvr did homework today. Originally had planned to do maybe a little, but my dad...he asked me and I know I'll have to stop playing so lolx I claimed I finished my hw.
Then my bro had to try to be funny. He accidentally help me exit my game when I haven save and the last save was like 15-30mins of training in The Way...Instantly I no more mood to continue playing The Way and I go play other stuff abit but was bored nonetheless.
And then my bro had to interfere again because he forgot that he had to scan something into the computer to print.(I think?) And I had to let him use the laptop and stop playing for awhile again. zzz screw him.
Nvm now I'm just bored. Like hardly got anyone online...Lonely ._. Ah oh well.
And tomorrow's GCE 'O' Level English Language oral examination...Hopefully I don't screw up and get too nervous haha.
Nvr did homework today. Originally had planned to do maybe a little, but my dad...he asked me and I know I'll have to stop playing so lolx I claimed I finished my hw.
Then my bro had to try to be funny. He accidentally help me exit my game when I haven save and the last save was like 15-30mins of training in The Way...Instantly I no more mood to continue playing The Way and I go play other stuff abit but was bored nonetheless.
And then my bro had to interfere again because he forgot that he had to scan something into the computer to print.(I think?) And I had to let him use the laptop and stop playing for awhile again. zzz screw him.
Nvm now I'm just bored. Like hardly got anyone online...Lonely ._. Ah oh well.
And tomorrow's GCE 'O' Level English Language oral examination...Hopefully I don't screw up and get too nervous haha.
Back to...
The Way lolx. Trying out different scenarios, and maybe going to try to be more observant and look out for the stuff that I'm missing. Also targeting to max out all the sword auras. Triultra~<3
After effects of the peanut pancake still in my mouth zzz making me cough badly but I lazy drink water -.- and I still play until so late when I got flu zzz.
Never do homework today...haix. Maybe should prepare abit for Monday's 'O' EL oral. Hopefully is easy topic =X. Lucky I'm in the middle.(Actually it works both ways)
Never play audition today. Maybe should play more? Dunnoe. lolx. Heard no more lag. Forgotten if I did try it or not. I got STM ^^.
After effects of the peanut pancake still in my mouth zzz making me cough badly but I lazy drink water -.- and I still play until so late when I got flu zzz.
Never do homework today...haix. Maybe should prepare abit for Monday's 'O' EL oral. Hopefully is easy topic =X. Lucky I'm in the middle.(Actually it works both ways)
Never play audition today. Maybe should play more? Dunnoe. lolx. Heard no more lag. Forgotten if I did try it or not. I got STM ^^.
Friday, August 15, 2008
Meh~
dear got the piano-only music of the D-Gray Man episode 92 insert song o.0. Nice. The other song I like currently is dawn mei's blog 1's emo song 'Kiss the Rain - Hienie' lolx.
Anyway I cant believe I played basketball today again. Damn my body is being pushed further and further to its limit and I am getting more and more tired each day. Gotta control myself. Though, easier said than done.
Kenneth tried to be funny today at Basketball. He keep passing to me zzz den I keep losing the ball. Like wtf, got so many pros happily stealing the ball and he still pass me -.- My ball control sucks. And they are calling me what MVP -.- what a joke. Enough crapping la. Would've foul-ed infinite times in a proper Basketball match, since I dunnoe the rules and techniques and everything.
Anyway having to deal with so many stuff nowadays. Wrote a short story with a dumb ending. Quite crappy overall I feel, but maybe will type it ii my blog when I get my paper back.
Apparently no one has "Yumi Mitora Kusakurin - Musician/Melody". I want the song not the karaoke version haix. Just have to wait until it comes out I guess. It's the insert song at D-Gray Man episode 93.
Blassreiter is so interesting. I'm hooked. Xargin vs Blue. Who will be the strongest a.k.a. Blassreiter? Sword,Bow and Scale Rider - Apocalypse Knights. Cool name haha.
And we're still getting spammed with papers. Kok How gave a good analogy of our situation ; It's like tetris, where just as we're going to complete 1 line, another couple of lines come out for us the fill again. Basically homework is stacking higher and higher haix. Ah oh well.
Anyway I cant believe I played basketball today again. Damn my body is being pushed further and further to its limit and I am getting more and more tired each day. Gotta control myself. Though, easier said than done.
Kenneth tried to be funny today at Basketball. He keep passing to me zzz den I keep losing the ball. Like wtf, got so many pros happily stealing the ball and he still pass me -.- My ball control sucks. And they are calling me what MVP -.- what a joke. Enough crapping la. Would've foul-ed infinite times in a proper Basketball match, since I dunnoe the rules and techniques and everything.
Anyway having to deal with so many stuff nowadays. Wrote a short story with a dumb ending. Quite crappy overall I feel, but maybe will type it ii my blog when I get my paper back.
Apparently no one has "Yumi Mitora Kusakurin - Musician/Melody". I want the song not the karaoke version haix. Just have to wait until it comes out I guess. It's the insert song at D-Gray Man episode 93.
Blassreiter is so interesting. I'm hooked. Xargin vs Blue. Who will be the strongest a.k.a. Blassreiter? Sword,Bow and Scale Rider - Apocalypse Knights. Cool name haha.
And we're still getting spammed with papers. Kok How gave a good analogy of our situation ; It's like tetris, where just as we're going to complete 1 line, another couple of lines come out for us the fill again. Basically homework is stacking higher and higher haix. Ah oh well.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Slacking
I haven finished my hw but I'm slacking here wtf zzz. lolx anyway apparently just remembered to use the 'shoelace' method for the maths question previously. And the test left me 92% cos they nvr ask the correct qns. but it's a fact tat i've nvr drank much alcohol, and i've not gone to parties and nvr had problems with legal stuff. They just weren't asking the right questions. So i kinda made use of it?
Couldn't solve victor's code, but nvm. I made up a dumb code just now, but deleted it cos it was kinda dumb. and people could only guess the first half of the code: 'I love you' that part. Heh well the message is roughly there, just needed someone to solve the ending part to make the message nicer. But forget it already.
And hey Kok u haven listed ur str&weakness have u? And I can't believe my personality test said I was tolerant,humble and optimistic!!! Screw it. lolx. Dinah can't believe my 'pureness' =O. And er I swear on(whatever u wan me to swear on) that I answered truthfully for the pureness test. Maybe not completely on the personality test though.
Anyway I hate Narratives. I love expository essays so much more. I find it hard to write damn well for narratives, which my teacher is expecting, and I was supposed to hand it in today at school but I never. lolx nvm.
Played Basketball after school today, which I had ran for 2.4km run and played 1 game of captain's ball during P.E. today. So basically, I'm exhausted. Have to learn how to control I guess. But I still can't push myself past my self-limiter much. That's why I am so weak I guess. And I keep failing 2.4km zzz shucks.
Anyway should've worked harder and aim-ed to go to RI in pri school. They learn so much more advanced stuff than us...that is very appealing to me. Lolx but maybe dear will find it tough in RGS if she goes there. Cos they've to work a lot harder too, even with the fact that they are a lot smarter than us.
Couldn't solve victor's code, but nvm. I made up a dumb code just now, but deleted it cos it was kinda dumb. and people could only guess the first half of the code: 'I love you' that part. Heh well the message is roughly there, just needed someone to solve the ending part to make the message nicer. But forget it already.
And hey Kok u haven listed ur str&weakness have u? And I can't believe my personality test said I was tolerant,humble and optimistic!!! Screw it. lolx. Dinah can't believe my 'pureness' =O. And er I swear on(whatever u wan me to swear on) that I answered truthfully for the pureness test. Maybe not completely on the personality test though.
Anyway I hate Narratives. I love expository essays so much more. I find it hard to write damn well for narratives, which my teacher is expecting, and I was supposed to hand it in today at school but I never. lolx nvm.
Played Basketball after school today, which I had ran for 2.4km run and played 1 game of captain's ball during P.E. today. So basically, I'm exhausted. Have to learn how to control I guess. But I still can't push myself past my self-limiter much. That's why I am so weak I guess. And I keep failing 2.4km zzz shucks.
Anyway should've worked harder and aim-ed to go to RI in pri school. They learn so much more advanced stuff than us...that is very appealing to me. Lolx but maybe dear will find it tough in RGS if she goes there. Cos they've to work a lot harder too, even with the fact that they are a lot smarter than us.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Tests
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Weird. Just weird. Though I think i cheated a little somewhere.
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Lolx...I'm not that pure.
Maths
Those who are mugging, perhaps you might like to try to solve this Maths Qns:
The points of A ( -2,2 ), B ( 4,4 ), C ( 5,2) are the vertices of a triangle. The perpendicular bisector of AB and the line through A parallel to BC intersect at the point D. Find the area of the quadrilateral ABCD. (10m)
Solutions by accurate drawing will not be accepted.(I trust everyone knows that by heart by now).
Heh I almost solved this maths qns Derrick gave me. But I forgotten how to get the shortest dist from B to AD zzz. damn. Gotta practice more until I internalise everything, especially binomial theorem,partial fractions and area of a region(under graph). Maybe also need some revision on some other stuff like differentiation & integration. The rest of the topics still seem manageable for me.
Anyway it's decided that I'll be re-taking 'O' MT with 2 others from my class, Kai Ning and Bang Hao. Amazed that Chrisll chose not to re-take even though she got a B4. Well I'll be evil and aim to get A1, leaving her as the last in class =X. Even Eugene got a B3...seems like the paper really was marked leniently. Hopefully it'll also be marked leniently for EOY. Cos my Oral only got a Merit(20+/40). So if I wanna score, I'll need to do very well for both my P1 and P2.
Just watched finished Blassreiter 18. Blue's evolved form is freaking powerful...but he went berserk. Damn. He's my favorite character so I hope he doesn't die or anything funny like that.
And apparently, the whole class except for a select few are all mugging heavy these few days, preparing hard for the Prelims and 'O's. And I'm one of the exceptions xD. Let's see how pathetic my score will be when I receive my 'O' cert ._. oh well.
The points of A ( -2,2 ), B ( 4,4 ), C ( 5,2) are the vertices of a triangle. The perpendicular bisector of AB and the line through A parallel to BC intersect at the point D. Find the area of the quadrilateral ABCD. (10m)
Solutions by accurate drawing will not be accepted.(I trust everyone knows that by heart by now).
Heh I almost solved this maths qns Derrick gave me. But I forgotten how to get the shortest dist from B to AD zzz. damn. Gotta practice more until I internalise everything, especially binomial theorem,partial fractions and area of a region(under graph). Maybe also need some revision on some other stuff like differentiation & integration. The rest of the topics still seem manageable for me.
Anyway it's decided that I'll be re-taking 'O' MT with 2 others from my class, Kai Ning and Bang Hao. Amazed that Chrisll chose not to re-take even though she got a B4. Well I'll be evil and aim to get A1, leaving her as the last in class =X. Even Eugene got a B3...seems like the paper really was marked leniently. Hopefully it'll also be marked leniently for EOY. Cos my Oral only got a Merit(20+/40). So if I wanna score, I'll need to do very well for both my P1 and P2.
Just watched finished Blassreiter 18. Blue's evolved form is freaking powerful...but he went berserk. Damn. He's my favorite character so I hope he doesn't die or anything funny like that.
And apparently, the whole class except for a select few are all mugging heavy these few days, preparing hard for the Prelims and 'O's. And I'm one of the exceptions xD. Let's see how pathetic my score will be when I receive my 'O' cert ._. oh well.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Precious Dawn mei.
One post dedicated to her, in a sense. Mostly, about her. She's a precious god-family of mine, but I don't know how to show love, care and concern. I am not a tactful person, nor a caring one at that. Reading through her blog, has made me understand a bit more. I have been quite...stupid about her. It's understandable of what she thinks of me previously. Even if it's me, I probably won't forgive myself, if I were in her shoes. Truly, I never understood her, or did I ever understand anyone. I keep giving excuses, saying it's impossible to understand anyone completely, even myself. They were probably all just lies. Just something I made up simply for the comfort of my mind. At the expense of others. I never did put myself in her shoes, nor did I try to understand what was happening completely, and maybe, I never would. Actually...I kinda feel like killing myself for what I did to her. It's like in The Way, after Rhue killed Lexus, a girl he was sort of 'attracted' to. In this analogy, it isn't really accurate, since I do not have the same kind of feelings for Dawn. But the feeling is similar. Bitter, filled with regret, filled with self-blame.
Not trying to ask for forgiveness, or to act pitiful or whatever. The point is...I think now I finally know a little better the extent of the damage I had caused and the fact that I have unknowingly, or perhaps knowingly, caused a person close to me to be hurt. Now that's a fact...Something I have done very wrong.
Not trying to ask for forgiveness, or to act pitiful or whatever. The point is...I think now I finally know a little better the extent of the damage I had caused and the fact that I have unknowingly, or perhaps knowingly, caused a person close to me to be hurt. Now that's a fact...Something I have done very wrong.
Points to consider
Talked with one of my friends, and he's got some good points.
He says he slacks more than me. Interesting. Sloth: one of the 7 sins of mankind. lolx.
And, it's a skill to slack, and get away with it. It's kinda hard to avoid this point. It's kinda true, eh? But maybe it's just not considered, erm, ethical? Can't think of a good word for it.
Regarding Pessimism, everyone will have a little of both. I replied, 'true. but i'm probably dominated by pessimism' and he said good for me, realise reality. Heh, looking at the dark side of reality eh? Maybe pessimists are better at facing reality, maybe.
I find conversing with others 'seriously' to be highly intelligent, especially when talking about a highly...complex? matter.
Oh and abit off topic, I can't get into audi yest after the maintenance. dunnoe y, lolx. but i guess many ppl are having fun audi-ing, like jul and dear. hope dear recovers soon too. Sometimes having MC simply ain't that fun. Skipping lessons can be more disastrous than we thought. Or maybe it's just me in Sec 4.
Anyway recently, I feel like I wanna be a psychologist. Though I'm choosing it mainly only for the interest of the study of human thoughts and feelings. Btw seems like our brain send out electric signals, and they are data. and the data are memories. den wad are memories? Some guy, although maybe fictious, said in True Remembrance, that our fondest memories can be retrieved even if they are removed, and it is triggered by a black butterfly. and apparently, memories theoratically can be reconstructed. the guy said, the truth, is definitely not enclosed within the four walls... Or maybe I should just stop my nonsensical description and let u all read True Remembrance, an interesting visual novel, which can be downloaded at http://trueremembrance.insani.org/index.html I think. Search yourself around for the downloads and the storyline and the details.
He says he slacks more than me. Interesting. Sloth: one of the 7 sins of mankind. lolx.
And, it's a skill to slack, and get away with it. It's kinda hard to avoid this point. It's kinda true, eh? But maybe it's just not considered, erm, ethical? Can't think of a good word for it.
Regarding Pessimism, everyone will have a little of both. I replied, 'true. but i'm probably dominated by pessimism' and he said good for me, realise reality. Heh, looking at the dark side of reality eh? Maybe pessimists are better at facing reality, maybe.
I find conversing with others 'seriously' to be highly intelligent, especially when talking about a highly...complex? matter.
Oh and abit off topic, I can't get into audi yest after the maintenance. dunnoe y, lolx. but i guess many ppl are having fun audi-ing, like jul and dear. hope dear recovers soon too. Sometimes having MC simply ain't that fun. Skipping lessons can be more disastrous than we thought. Or maybe it's just me in Sec 4.
Anyway recently, I feel like I wanna be a psychologist. Though I'm choosing it mainly only for the interest of the study of human thoughts and feelings. Btw seems like our brain send out electric signals, and they are data. and the data are memories. den wad are memories? Some guy, although maybe fictious, said in True Remembrance, that our fondest memories can be retrieved even if they are removed, and it is triggered by a black butterfly. and apparently, memories theoratically can be reconstructed. the guy said, the truth, is definitely not enclosed within the four walls... Or maybe I should just stop my nonsensical description and let u all read True Remembrance, an interesting visual novel, which can be downloaded at http://trueremembrance.insani.org/index.html I think. Search yourself around for the downloads and the storyline and the details.
Issues
Guess there are some issues I should iron out:
-I dislike criticism, as well as other ppl doing completely different things from me(normally only if the difference is very lagre). But I do understand that many people have different perspectives from mine, especially considering that I, being a pessimist as well as a non-Christian, have a tendency to be insensitive and more firm to my belief (I think?) regarding such issues, especially when discussing about the viewpoints of others. The main problem here I'm talking about is that I need to understand that I am treading on a dangerous line and must learn to be more careful with my choice of words and the way I put across my views.
-I'm kind of 'kpo' because I have a habit, both helpful and irritating at times, to interfere and offer 'advice' to others regarding the matter at hand, as well as the habit of probing into the affairs of others, so as to understand what is happening around me better. I think I should rectify this problem, so that I refrain from doing this next time, because I am being more irritating and helpful to the person intended to receive the message.
-I think I'm a little loquacious. And I also have the bad habit of being a little arrogant over my own traits, whether positive or negative, e.g. slacking and being 'good' at maths and chess. I also tend to overexaggerate and show-off my 'abilities', also having quite a heck-care attitude.
But even as I state the 3 points above, I know, I will not be able to change myself so easily. Like this statement: "It's easier to wear a pair of slippers than to cover the world in carpet". My criticism to this statement will be, "But sometimes, it is very difficult to 'just wear a pair of slippers'."
Now, back to today's events, I received my 'O' lvl MT results today. I expected a D7, or a fail, but it surprised me with a C5. Must be they lowered the entire range of marks significantly. Half of our class got A1, amazing. And me, who got a freaking C5, the lowest in class...This is simply pathetic. I heard if you retake chinese, they will take the better grade for your 'O' cert. So technically speaking, there isn't much risk in retaking 'O' MT. Except, you'll sacrifice the time from MT to focus on other subjects. So actually this works both ways. But for a person like me, a C5 is simply too pathetic to appear in my 'O' cert. So maybe, I'll aim for an A1 this time so I can use it for my L1R5, like what many of my classmates are going to do since the class got relatively high in 'O' MT.
Next up, we planned to take the class video tomorrow because mr Sharizan, the 'video guy' of our sch, was not here and we didn't have a video camera today. Hopefully tomorrow everything goes well, though we have less time tomorrow.
Today also burned myself out playing basketball. At first we went to Pizza Hut at Lot 1 to have our lunch, which was actually decided after having a walk around Lot 1. We wanted to sort of celebrate the good results most of us, not including me, had attained. The price for 7 of us was $75 or so zzz. Expensive sia. Heartache ._. =X. Then we didn't have a basketball and felt like playing basketball, so yunfeng bought one, since he also planned to buy one, perhaps his old basketball was screwed over or something. Then we went to play basketball, but ernest left before that cos he wanted to go home and get his piano exam results. Hopefully he did well enough.
Then we reached a basketball court some distance away from Lot 1. Basically we played with 2 other guys, both pro but one seemed like a basketball player, tall and rather accurate with his throws, and he was fast and skillful with the basketball. The disparity between our best player, yunfeng, and him was rather great too. Then soon, it started to rain and we basically took shelter at the nearby pavilion. The 2 strangers soon left as well. We found some stuff to do, either basketball-ing around or playing gameboy, and kind of waited until the rain was over. When the rain was almost over, we chiong-ed out to play, but after playing awhile we realised one of the basketball hoops was broken, and the area was extremely slippery(we played half-court previously). But after some free playing, we decided to play a match, and we were like totally decimated, which was understandable considering how pathetic I was at basketball and Kok How was the only one who could actually contest the 'thunders' Yunfeng,Kenneth and Guang Xue(our opponent team) were using. They were probably the most pro team too, maybe just need a Kok How to boost their ranks with his pro skills as point guard.(We were playing full court by that time)
Somehow Kok How got in a few 3 pointers when we changed back to half court, some by fluke and some by skill, so we nearly wanted to call him 'san jing shou' after the 3-pointer scorer in Slam Dunk. And it was also there we called him gay for getting in 3-pointers. Then he was like, 'ya I'm gay.' LOL! So now he admits that he is gay(in the literal meaning). Then by that time it was around 5+? so we decided to stop and go home, and we were all quite tired. On the way back me and Kenneth were saying the positions of some of the players. For example, Kok How and I would probably be the point guards, but Kok obviously was better than me by a long run. Maybe Yunfeng can be something like the centre (not mentioned in the conversation, is a new point I just thought of) and he seems to be quite good at that. Anyway we then walked back to Lot 1, bought some drinks and we all went back home by public transport.
Now my thumb is swollen from the basketball game zzz. Oh well it'll 'heal' in time. But the greater problem for me now is my throat and nose. My sinus and coughs are getting to me. Damn, need to try to make the problem negligible again, or else they would really make my life miserable and tough, if it wasn't already. Or maybe I should just say it would worsen it.
Seems to have acquired blisters from running around, like Kok. Now, gotta rest. Need time to recover.
-I dislike criticism, as well as other ppl doing completely different things from me(normally only if the difference is very lagre). But I do understand that many people have different perspectives from mine, especially considering that I, being a pessimist as well as a non-Christian, have a tendency to be insensitive and more firm to my belief (I think?) regarding such issues, especially when discussing about the viewpoints of others. The main problem here I'm talking about is that I need to understand that I am treading on a dangerous line and must learn to be more careful with my choice of words and the way I put across my views.
-I'm kind of 'kpo' because I have a habit, both helpful and irritating at times, to interfere and offer 'advice' to others regarding the matter at hand, as well as the habit of probing into the affairs of others, so as to understand what is happening around me better. I think I should rectify this problem, so that I refrain from doing this next time, because I am being more irritating and helpful to the person intended to receive the message.
-I think I'm a little loquacious. And I also have the bad habit of being a little arrogant over my own traits, whether positive or negative, e.g. slacking and being 'good' at maths and chess. I also tend to overexaggerate and show-off my 'abilities', also having quite a heck-care attitude.
But even as I state the 3 points above, I know, I will not be able to change myself so easily. Like this statement: "It's easier to wear a pair of slippers than to cover the world in carpet". My criticism to this statement will be, "But sometimes, it is very difficult to 'just wear a pair of slippers'."
Now, back to today's events, I received my 'O' lvl MT results today. I expected a D7, or a fail, but it surprised me with a C5. Must be they lowered the entire range of marks significantly. Half of our class got A1, amazing. And me, who got a freaking C5, the lowest in class...This is simply pathetic. I heard if you retake chinese, they will take the better grade for your 'O' cert. So technically speaking, there isn't much risk in retaking 'O' MT. Except, you'll sacrifice the time from MT to focus on other subjects. So actually this works both ways. But for a person like me, a C5 is simply too pathetic to appear in my 'O' cert. So maybe, I'll aim for an A1 this time so I can use it for my L1R5, like what many of my classmates are going to do since the class got relatively high in 'O' MT.
Next up, we planned to take the class video tomorrow because mr Sharizan, the 'video guy' of our sch, was not here and we didn't have a video camera today. Hopefully tomorrow everything goes well, though we have less time tomorrow.
Today also burned myself out playing basketball. At first we went to Pizza Hut at Lot 1 to have our lunch, which was actually decided after having a walk around Lot 1. We wanted to sort of celebrate the good results most of us, not including me, had attained. The price for 7 of us was $75 or so zzz. Expensive sia. Heartache ._. =X. Then we didn't have a basketball and felt like playing basketball, so yunfeng bought one, since he also planned to buy one, perhaps his old basketball was screwed over or something. Then we went to play basketball, but ernest left before that cos he wanted to go home and get his piano exam results. Hopefully he did well enough.
Then we reached a basketball court some distance away from Lot 1. Basically we played with 2 other guys, both pro but one seemed like a basketball player, tall and rather accurate with his throws, and he was fast and skillful with the basketball. The disparity between our best player, yunfeng, and him was rather great too. Then soon, it started to rain and we basically took shelter at the nearby pavilion. The 2 strangers soon left as well. We found some stuff to do, either basketball-ing around or playing gameboy, and kind of waited until the rain was over. When the rain was almost over, we chiong-ed out to play, but after playing awhile we realised one of the basketball hoops was broken, and the area was extremely slippery(we played half-court previously). But after some free playing, we decided to play a match, and we were like totally decimated, which was understandable considering how pathetic I was at basketball and Kok How was the only one who could actually contest the 'thunders' Yunfeng,Kenneth and Guang Xue(our opponent team) were using. They were probably the most pro team too, maybe just need a Kok How to boost their ranks with his pro skills as point guard.(We were playing full court by that time)
Somehow Kok How got in a few 3 pointers when we changed back to half court, some by fluke and some by skill, so we nearly wanted to call him 'san jing shou' after the 3-pointer scorer in Slam Dunk. And it was also there we called him gay for getting in 3-pointers. Then he was like, 'ya I'm gay.' LOL! So now he admits that he is gay(in the literal meaning). Then by that time it was around 5+? so we decided to stop and go home, and we were all quite tired. On the way back me and Kenneth were saying the positions of some of the players. For example, Kok How and I would probably be the point guards, but Kok obviously was better than me by a long run. Maybe Yunfeng can be something like the centre (not mentioned in the conversation, is a new point I just thought of) and he seems to be quite good at that. Anyway we then walked back to Lot 1, bought some drinks and we all went back home by public transport.
Now my thumb is swollen from the basketball game zzz. Oh well it'll 'heal' in time. But the greater problem for me now is my throat and nose. My sinus and coughs are getting to me. Damn, need to try to make the problem negligible again, or else they would really make my life miserable and tough, if it wasn't already. Or maybe I should just say it would worsen it.
Seems to have acquired blisters from running around, like Kok. Now, gotta rest. Need time to recover.
Monday, August 11, 2008
Polar Opposites
Now I think I know the reason for me being seemingly the polar opposite of close to everyone: I'm not a christian, a pessimist, and a slacker.
That's all for this post. Conflicting views. People in general don't take kindly to a different viewpoint. That, unfortunately, includes me. Another problem I need to take care of. I am a problematic child. lolx.
That's all for this post. Conflicting views. People in general don't take kindly to a different viewpoint. That, unfortunately, includes me. Another problem I need to take care of. I am a problematic child. lolx.
Perspective
I noticed many people dislike the fact that I'm kind of 'kpo'. ok guess so, maybe I shld ground this problem to dust. Anyway yea back to topic, Luoning,shaun/Lcy and nat they all are christians and optimists, just like most ppl in general. And I just got screwed over for posting my views. ah oh well, but I guess anyone would screw me over for being so negative, especially about god. And sometimes, you just know when to stop overstepping the boundary, since you're treading on a treacherous line.
Maybe, I should just learn to control. But if I don't talk about it, there's nth I can tag abt. so it'll lead back to simply ignoring others. then, the next thing that'll happen is everyone forgets me. Interesting.
I just have the habit of being 'kpo' and 'assuming' and 'guessing the future of a choice'. But this time, I nvr saw the future of my actions. And it's time to sever the last strands of it, perhaps? Then, perhaps, the only blogs I'll go to is mine and amanda's, solely for the fact that it's her. or maybe, I should just stay away. But the feeling of reading the blog posts are tempting?
In the end, it still leads to screwing my temptations over, huh? If I ever stop using the computer, I'll be like a freaking zombie. And it'll downright screw my character over. But maybe, it'll make me take a turn for the better? Life is just screwed. And another thing for me to note: God is a terrible issue to talk about. and my 'sweeping statements' will eventually lead to my end. Now that's an interesting prospect.
Perhaps I'll start trying to abstain from tagging others. Maybe it's just like taking a drug to me, just without me noticing. and now it's time to get myself free from it? I hate myself.
Maybe, I should just learn to control. But if I don't talk about it, there's nth I can tag abt. so it'll lead back to simply ignoring others. then, the next thing that'll happen is everyone forgets me. Interesting.
I just have the habit of being 'kpo' and 'assuming' and 'guessing the future of a choice'. But this time, I nvr saw the future of my actions. And it's time to sever the last strands of it, perhaps? Then, perhaps, the only blogs I'll go to is mine and amanda's, solely for the fact that it's her. or maybe, I should just stay away. But the feeling of reading the blog posts are tempting?
In the end, it still leads to screwing my temptations over, huh? If I ever stop using the computer, I'll be like a freaking zombie. And it'll downright screw my character over. But maybe, it'll make me take a turn for the better? Life is just screwed. And another thing for me to note: God is a terrible issue to talk about. and my 'sweeping statements' will eventually lead to my end. Now that's an interesting prospect.
Perhaps I'll start trying to abstain from tagging others. Maybe it's just like taking a drug to me, just without me noticing. and now it's time to get myself free from it? I hate myself.
Abbreviation
Today went to Sakura, cos my dad felt like going to Sakura lolx. And he was spamming sashimi those kinda stuff -.- lolx. And I was spamming fish. Then I realised, WTF also = Where the fish! lolx fine I'm lame.
Seriously crazy over these new songs currently lolx. Maybe this craze will die down soon. Also having a craze for sugar ._. maybe cos I need it as a mind booster. Very tired too zzz.
And wtf I did abit of homework today. Finished E Maths(kind of) Paper...Well only one, but better den nth xD. But I also did it only roughly and quickly, and skip a lot of steps. Won't exactly be suitable to hand in, lolx.
And audition had an urgent server maintenance from 4.30pm-5.30pm today, but it seems as though it's still not finished yet(typical).
Very full... ._. Tempuras <3!
And played with dear,milk,milk's frens, dear's di and jul. Jul felt abit left and out and extra?._. Crap. Ah oh well. I feel liddat sometimes too.
Status:
Cyn-Working hard
Kok-Working hard
Me-Slacking hard LOL!xD
I'm like their polar opposite. And we'll all having 'O's soon? Dang. Tomorrow receiving 'O' MT results =O I'm ready to receive my D7/E8/F9! lolx.
I'm freaking pessimistic. Luoning said my blog posts are not crap...? Doesn't seem so. I'm crapping a lot ._. and many ideas keep repeat themselves.
But still...3 words 8 letters and 1 meaning, 9/8/08 <3.
Seriously crazy over these new songs currently lolx. Maybe this craze will die down soon. Also having a craze for sugar ._. maybe cos I need it as a mind booster. Very tired too zzz.
And wtf I did abit of homework today. Finished E Maths(kind of) Paper...Well only one, but better den nth xD. But I also did it only roughly and quickly, and skip a lot of steps. Won't exactly be suitable to hand in, lolx.
And audition had an urgent server maintenance from 4.30pm-5.30pm today, but it seems as though it's still not finished yet(typical).
Very full... ._. Tempuras <3!
And played with dear,milk,milk's frens, dear's di and jul. Jul felt abit left and out and extra?._. Crap. Ah oh well. I feel liddat sometimes too.
Status:
Cyn-Working hard
Kok-Working hard
Me-Slacking hard LOL!xD
I'm like their polar opposite. And we'll all having 'O's soon? Dang. Tomorrow receiving 'O' MT results =O I'm ready to receive my D7/E8/F9! lolx.
I'm freaking pessimistic. Luoning said my blog posts are not crap...? Doesn't seem so. I'm crapping a lot ._. and many ideas keep repeat themselves.
But still...3 words 8 letters and 1 meaning, 9/8/08 <3.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Music
Music rocks my world. 'Stole' some songs, new and old, from my bro's comp just now xD. Nao/fripSide just rock...
Lolx anyway just watched Blassreiter 15-17. Damn cool up till now, but I still prefer 'Blue' over 'Pale Rider'. Lolx. Or is Xargin the Pale/white horse's rider(aka Pale Rider)? I definitely prefer blue over red as a colour =X. Or maybe depends on the shade of blue/red eh?
The Plunge system in The Way is fun!!! Even after I complete it I still load back old saves for the plunge xD.
But my life is kinda a bore nowadays. I really have no life, 24h gaming zzz. Haix dunnoe what else to do le ._.
Tomorrow no school...perhaps doing homework. But my guess is, gonna slack/stone whole day at home. Lol.
I'm taking gaming like a drug addict taking drugs... Addiction, huh? Assumption is also another drug we take daily in our lives, whether knowingly or unknowingly, in one way or the other. Which results in stereotyping...Many of the people I know like going through relationship problems now? ._. Hope they resolve it...Sometimes I really feel I'm purposely not facing reality...
Thats why I keep saying 'I'll take it as it comes.' I have conflicting philosophies... Ironic. Hmm...maybe I won't need to get so many music from my friends. But I guess I still really want Allen's piano piece from D-Gray Man =X.
Lolx anyway just watched Blassreiter 15-17. Damn cool up till now, but I still prefer 'Blue' over 'Pale Rider'. Lolx. Or is Xargin the Pale/white horse's rider(aka Pale Rider)? I definitely prefer blue over red as a colour =X. Or maybe depends on the shade of blue/red eh?
The Plunge system in The Way is fun!!! Even after I complete it I still load back old saves for the plunge xD.
But my life is kinda a bore nowadays. I really have no life, 24h gaming zzz. Haix dunnoe what else to do le ._.
Tomorrow no school...perhaps doing homework. But my guess is, gonna slack/stone whole day at home. Lol.
I'm taking gaming like a drug addict taking drugs... Addiction, huh? Assumption is also another drug we take daily in our lives, whether knowingly or unknowingly, in one way or the other. Which results in stereotyping...Many of the people I know like going through relationship problems now? ._. Hope they resolve it...Sometimes I really feel I'm purposely not facing reality...
Thats why I keep saying 'I'll take it as it comes.' I have conflicting philosophies... Ironic. Hmm...maybe I won't need to get so many music from my friends. But I guess I still really want Allen's piano piece from D-Gray Man =X.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Finally...
=) Finally got one matter settled.9/8/08, huh...? Same day as SG National Day... Finished The Way as well.(well quite completed)
Seems to having a bad cough...Damit. Maybe the cough mixture can be reused...if I still have somewhere.
Feel like I'm very unobservant, converse of what others think. While playing The Way, I was using the guide and I figured I'd have missed out on 80% of the items that are have to acquired by special means. Or am I just negligent? No matter...
Hmm...since I've completed The Way...should I find something else to put my mind on? I'm just dun hav a life haha. And I seriously think I need something to actually balance out this level of activity in school...Especially due to the upcoming exams.
And just remembered Mrs Wong said something about the rest of us staying back to practice oral...Sianx.
And I still haven't completed Nov 2006 Comprehension paper... I never brought the assignment home zzz ah oh well.
Feels like I'm making people around me...sad? Dunnoe. Dumb idea, I barely matter to anyone. If I died right now, mostly either won't know or know already feel sad for a few days/weeks/months then forget me. I just havent had an impact on life itself.
Tired now...Screw that. Probably going to cut my hair tomorrow. Lolx. And my audi skills have deproved so drastically... haix... can I kill myself? I am one heck of a failure...
And the National Days in recent years have lost their impact on me. I'm losing the feeling of being a Singaporean...?
Infinite Questions, No Answers. Such is The Way of Life. And sometimes...what is the Purpose?
Seems to having a bad cough...Damit. Maybe the cough mixture can be reused...if I still have somewhere.
Feel like I'm very unobservant, converse of what others think. While playing The Way, I was using the guide and I figured I'd have missed out on 80% of the items that are have to acquired by special means. Or am I just negligent? No matter...
Hmm...since I've completed The Way...should I find something else to put my mind on? I'm just dun hav a life haha. And I seriously think I need something to actually balance out this level of activity in school...Especially due to the upcoming exams.
And just remembered Mrs Wong said something about the rest of us staying back to practice oral...Sianx.
And I still haven't completed Nov 2006 Comprehension paper... I never brought the assignment home zzz ah oh well.
Feels like I'm making people around me...sad? Dunnoe. Dumb idea, I barely matter to anyone. If I died right now, mostly either won't know or know already feel sad for a few days/weeks/months then forget me. I just havent had an impact on life itself.
Tired now...Screw that. Probably going to cut my hair tomorrow. Lolx. And my audi skills have deproved so drastically... haix... can I kill myself? I am one heck of a failure...
And the National Days in recent years have lost their impact on me. I'm losing the feeling of being a Singaporean...?
Infinite Questions, No Answers. Such is The Way of Life. And sometimes...what is the Purpose?
Friday, August 8, 2008
Postponed~
T_T dear cannot audi tonight cos she pon tuition =O. so wedding postponed to tomorrow 9/8/08 7pm. Roughly dere bah =)
Maybe my fault too, played too much The Way today and recently ><. Already chiong-ed from The Way Epi 1-3 in like 2/3 days? lolx.
Having supper later =D fast food <3.
And o.0 both dear and my voice quite deep sia lolx. Time has changed, seemingly.
N I'm an eff-ing slacker. lolx. After ND celebrations I whole day stay home play The Way =O addicted le lah wtf...
Maybe my fault too, played too much The Way today and recently ><. Already chiong-ed from The Way Epi 1-3 in like 2/3 days? lolx.
Having supper later =D fast food <3.
And o.0 both dear and my voice quite deep sia lolx. Time has changed, seemingly.
N I'm an eff-ing slacker. lolx. After ND celebrations I whole day stay home play The Way =O addicted le lah wtf...
ND celebrations
In the end, being the good boy I am (*vomits*), I went for the ND celebrations. A lot of the sec 4s joined into the middle group and well we pretty much had fun, yea. But the floor was wet zzzz we had to use cardboard and newspaper to put onto the ground so we can actually sit on it. They said they were using the parade ground...Bullshit. They used the carpark. The parade ground is the quadrangle damit. Anyway I got pushed like umpteen times into the centre of the circle by my friends and got lifted into the air twice zzz. Ah oh well. Anyway we all had fun dragging the teachers in too. Especially Mr Ngoh! I think if we have a poll of the favorite teacher in school for the Sec 4&5s, It'll be a distinct victory by Mr Ngoh =D. Btw his initials are fun too. ANSK sounds like answer key xD.
Oh yea, yesterday Mr Ngoh came up to class then said: "Oh I forgot to bring up the paper!". Then he went down to get it, and when he came up, he said" Oh I brought up the wrong paper!" But well this time he was joking haha. Good attempt! His lessons always rock!
And the first few enthusiastic ones, including me, Kok How,Jonathan and Eugene went first to the small circle then we decided to drag out all our classmates xD haha but it was fun overall nonetheless, and in the end our entire class who came today joined the circle.
I admit, today I kinda err...planned to stalk somebody to the MRT. But lolx couldn't find her, so in the end also nvr stalk. Ernest and friends all stayed back in school awhile dunnoe for what, so I went home myself first.
And I saw Chang Feng, who didn't know me, and was known as soft gay, in the MRT from Bukit Gombak till Boon Lay =O lolx.
Then now I suddenly remembered that I yesterday during speech day before going off, I saw Feng Can in the carpark, so as I passed, I shouted: "Feng Can you waiting for Sinyee isit?" Well I never look back so I didn't know his reaction, and he never call out also cos he dunnoe who me xD. Rofl. Ernest was having fun looking at Pei Jin and Yanyan too when some of the CO members had to stay back and play music for the speech day guests. Poor them, they had to stay until so late.
As I was walking home just now, I saw kindergarden/nursery kids, the entire 'school' with the teachers happily celebrating National Day o.0 Interesting. Wandered around to listen for awhile, before I made my way home.
Anyway I think I might not reformat my lappy. Kinda getting used to it, and so far it seems to be working all right already. So yea, kinda no point? And heh it's today. Maybe play The Way awhile then afternoon or at night then I go audi =). Must remember to invite my friends though, especially mummy =D and Zennies. Well see who online then invite bah =).
Now time to slack! The Way, Audition and dear <3 xD.
Oh yea, yesterday Mr Ngoh came up to class then said: "Oh I forgot to bring up the paper!". Then he went down to get it, and when he came up, he said" Oh I brought up the wrong paper!" But well this time he was joking haha. Good attempt! His lessons always rock!
And the first few enthusiastic ones, including me, Kok How,Jonathan and Eugene went first to the small circle then we decided to drag out all our classmates xD haha but it was fun overall nonetheless, and in the end our entire class who came today joined the circle.
I admit, today I kinda err...planned to stalk somebody to the MRT. But lolx couldn't find her, so in the end also nvr stalk. Ernest and friends all stayed back in school awhile dunnoe for what, so I went home myself first.
And I saw Chang Feng, who didn't know me, and was known as soft gay, in the MRT from Bukit Gombak till Boon Lay =O lolx.
Then now I suddenly remembered that I yesterday during speech day before going off, I saw Feng Can in the carpark, so as I passed, I shouted: "Feng Can you waiting for Sinyee isit?" Well I never look back so I didn't know his reaction, and he never call out also cos he dunnoe who me xD. Rofl. Ernest was having fun looking at Pei Jin and Yanyan too when some of the CO members had to stay back and play music for the speech day guests. Poor them, they had to stay until so late.
As I was walking home just now, I saw kindergarden/nursery kids, the entire 'school' with the teachers happily celebrating National Day o.0 Interesting. Wandered around to listen for awhile, before I made my way home.
Anyway I think I might not reformat my lappy. Kinda getting used to it, and so far it seems to be working all right already. So yea, kinda no point? And heh it's today. Maybe play The Way awhile then afternoon or at night then I go audi =). Must remember to invite my friends though, especially mummy =D and Zennies. Well see who online then invite bah =).
Now time to slack! The Way, Audition and dear <3 xD.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Tomorrow
Feel like pon-ing sch. Nth to do on ND celebrations anyway. I wan my sleep and The Way and dear =O.
Freak There's still a lot of work. I've barely touched them, as usual, over this entire week. Slow and steady =D (Steadily not doing homework at all rofl!)
Maybe I'll emo over this next time. But well, just let things flow naturally by themselves, yea? So, I'll not hesitate and take things as they come.
Today Speech Day lasted until 7pm. So tired!! But well, we all had fun cheering for our friends and Mr Ngoh! He's definitely the favorite teacher of all the classes that he teach xD.
And I'll purposely go back next year with a completed extremely overdue assignment and hand in to him since he keep saying "Huh?Come back to hand in the homework that you owe ah?" to our seniors who come back and see him. Purposely de xD haha.
The emcees were kinda green. I think they should let the emcess be sec 2s who have been to the Speech Day before to see how their senior emcees do their jobs. But nvm, good job nonetheless! Work harder guys! Hope to see as many of you back to receive prizes for Speech Day next year!
Target for everyone of the Sec 4E/5N Cohort: L1R5 6 points! Everyone jy! Apparently there was a girl who scored 9 distinctions in our school though. Quite amazing =) But she's not the top scorer, probably because she got quite a number of A2s.
Tomorrow also signals the start of the Beijing Olympics, 8th August 2008! It marks the eve of the Singapore National Day, and many other events as well! Memorable, hopefully this year will be.
Today also took this gaming quiz, Nation Builder. We had to answer questions related to Singapore to get money and advance in eras, which the buildings that have been constructed can generate revenue as well! I scored 503k score, which was relatively well done in my opinion and also appears to be the 3rd highest in class. Well, some joker got 1.6mil score though. Amazing.
Maths Paper today was a killer! I made so many mistakes, damn!!! especially the sketching of the curve from 0 < x < 2pi. I was so very careless!!! Haix, I'm so very pathetic. Must practice more to score well! I wanna do a lot better than last year's cohort! I wanna change the flow of our school results, which is following a falling trend in recent years!Roar! Must focus and work harder!!!
Can't wait for tomorrow! Hopefully one day, I can be her him and she can be my her =). Even if not, we'll take the setbacks as they come eh? Motivate yourselves to achieve your goals!
Freak There's still a lot of work. I've barely touched them, as usual, over this entire week. Slow and steady =D (Steadily not doing homework at all rofl!)
Maybe I'll emo over this next time. But well, just let things flow naturally by themselves, yea? So, I'll not hesitate and take things as they come.
Today Speech Day lasted until 7pm. So tired!! But well, we all had fun cheering for our friends and Mr Ngoh! He's definitely the favorite teacher of all the classes that he teach xD.
And I'll purposely go back next year with a completed extremely overdue assignment and hand in to him since he keep saying "Huh?Come back to hand in the homework that you owe ah?" to our seniors who come back and see him. Purposely de xD haha.
The emcees were kinda green. I think they should let the emcess be sec 2s who have been to the Speech Day before to see how their senior emcees do their jobs. But nvm, good job nonetheless! Work harder guys! Hope to see as many of you back to receive prizes for Speech Day next year!
Target for everyone of the Sec 4E/5N Cohort: L1R5 6 points! Everyone jy! Apparently there was a girl who scored 9 distinctions in our school though. Quite amazing =) But she's not the top scorer, probably because she got quite a number of A2s.
Tomorrow also signals the start of the Beijing Olympics, 8th August 2008! It marks the eve of the Singapore National Day, and many other events as well! Memorable, hopefully this year will be.
Today also took this gaming quiz, Nation Builder. We had to answer questions related to Singapore to get money and advance in eras, which the buildings that have been constructed can generate revenue as well! I scored 503k score, which was relatively well done in my opinion and also appears to be the 3rd highest in class. Well, some joker got 1.6mil score though. Amazing.
Maths Paper today was a killer! I made so many mistakes, damn!!! especially the sketching of the curve from 0 < x < 2pi. I was so very careless!!! Haix, I'm so very pathetic. Must practice more to score well! I wanna do a lot better than last year's cohort! I wanna change the flow of our school results, which is following a falling trend in recent years!Roar! Must focus and work harder!!!
Can't wait for tomorrow! Hopefully one day, I can be her him and she can be my her =). Even if not, we'll take the setbacks as they come eh? Motivate yourselves to achieve your goals!
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
2 days
Countdown, 2 more days. But is it too rush-ed? For some reason, I'm hesitating. Wonders if what I'm doing is correct or not... then again there's no right and wrong.
Ethical issues and human-defined views and standards. Pathetic. And I'm following this pathetic rhythmic flow of life.
Downloaded The Way Episodes 1-5. Gonna start happily playing now =D just finished The Way Episode 1 cos it was short.
Can't go for Julien's school's carnival due to the need to attend Speech Day which lasts until 7pm tomorrow night. Just great... Gonna be freaking tired after that, probably. And indeed, I should get certain things settled in my head. We're all just 12-16. Just like what dinah and kiro's psychologist's friend said.
Perhaps now I've finally found an ambition/interest: Psychology Studies.
Though I'm only studying it out of interest and not as a career -.- though perhaps studying psychology can lead me to my dream career.
Something I need to tell myself:
-She's 12 dumbass.
-And I'm only 16 idiot.
Perhaps I should always remind myself how foolish I have been so far...If only that will stop myself from repeating my own mistakes. All I'm doing is self-slaughter.
Perhaps Psyche Corrosion is happening to me...One day I will erode so much psychologically until there is no way out but self-slaughter, aka suicide.
Perhaps one day, The Day after tomorrow and The Dolor will occur. It may just be interesting, to see the coming of that day, for the end of everything. 6 degree global temperature rise and it'll be global wipeout. Probably in another 50 years, we'll be dead.
There's never such a thing as Life expectancy eh? Life also hasn't done away with winners and losers. So many meaningful statements/messages from Bill Gates and Mr Adrian Tan. Then again, a lot are becoming philosophical bullshit. It's just like the crap I like to believe myself say.
So...is anyone ever for me and me ever for anyone? Perhaps It'll all just be an illusion, and a delusion. Complexity...I'm losing track of my own trail of thought as well. But one thing, I keep repeating the mistakes I myself keep trying to avoid making.
Especially in the situation of infatuation and 'unrequited love'. Facing a lot of contradictory thoughts over everything.
Ethical issues and human-defined views and standards. Pathetic. And I'm following this pathetic rhythmic flow of life.
Downloaded The Way Episodes 1-5. Gonna start happily playing now =D just finished The Way Episode 1 cos it was short.
Can't go for Julien's school's carnival due to the need to attend Speech Day which lasts until 7pm tomorrow night. Just great... Gonna be freaking tired after that, probably. And indeed, I should get certain things settled in my head. We're all just 12-16. Just like what dinah and kiro's psychologist's friend said.
Perhaps now I've finally found an ambition/interest: Psychology Studies.
Though I'm only studying it out of interest and not as a career -.- though perhaps studying psychology can lead me to my dream career.
Something I need to tell myself:
-She's 12 dumbass.
-And I'm only 16 idiot.
Perhaps I should always remind myself how foolish I have been so far...If only that will stop myself from repeating my own mistakes. All I'm doing is self-slaughter.
Perhaps Psyche Corrosion is happening to me...One day I will erode so much psychologically until there is no way out but self-slaughter, aka suicide.
Perhaps one day, The Day after tomorrow and The Dolor will occur. It may just be interesting, to see the coming of that day, for the end of everything. 6 degree global temperature rise and it'll be global wipeout. Probably in another 50 years, we'll be dead.
There's never such a thing as Life expectancy eh? Life also hasn't done away with winners and losers. So many meaningful statements/messages from Bill Gates and Mr Adrian Tan. Then again, a lot are becoming philosophical bullshit. It's just like the crap I like to believe myself say.
So...is anyone ever for me and me ever for anyone? Perhaps It'll all just be an illusion, and a delusion. Complexity...I'm losing track of my own trail of thought as well. But one thing, I keep repeating the mistakes I myself keep trying to avoid making.
Especially in the situation of infatuation and 'unrequited love'. Facing a lot of contradictory thoughts over everything.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Private Blogs
Now I know why people make their blogs private. And I had fun recalling the reason I kept my blog unknown to Ernest and most of my classmates.
I thought I was mentally prepared to let my blog be for everyone to see?
Good Point, I even put unkind comments about my teachers here.
Probably, I was just kidding when I meant this blog for all to see. It was a mistake right from the start huh? Or maybe I just reverted back to my old self over time. Incredibly pathetic, I am for sure.
Nvm. Anyway something fun happened today. We all were supposed to take a piece of paper, write our name on it and create 2 columns, one for Strengths and the other for Weaknesses. Then we pass around the class for others to write on them. There was a message on my paper at the top requesting for them to not write on the Strengths, since I know I hardly have any. In the end I realized, most of the things they all wrote, were stuff I already knew or plain bullshit. Constructive? Not really. I'll write exactly what they wrote here:
Strengths:
-Quite Clever
-Chess
-Interrupt my chess game
-Professional in logarithms and Differentiation
-Sociable
-Intelligent
-Interesting person to talk to
-jovial
-well-loved by miss tan :x
-responsible
-and you're not as bad as what some boys in the class think/tease you
-optimistic?haha
-Impactful! :D Powerful! :D
-You are really one strong and cheerful guy. You are good! Not like what they say of you.
-Miss Tan's favorite
-Knowledgeable, participate in class actively
-chess pro...
-smart
-observant
-(Shuai)s!!!I love you too! My man, give me more hugs!!
Improvements:
-Attitude Problem
-need to learn how to plan
-lazy
-Too Gay
-exercise more
-too crappy
-Don't interrupt my chess game.
-Too gay, must go to the 'bait'!
-A bit too slack...blog lesser!
-stop talking to yourself LOL. :x
-hmm. think before you talk? haha
-Don't be so bochup sometimes!
-Don't play too much computer
-Be more hygienic?
-DUN BE GAY!!
-Hardgay!!!Aarghh!
-None, I love you soo much I touch you :)
-<3 ya too!! :D
From the 2 list above, a lot are crap, you guys who know me well enough from my blog posts can filter out yourself, and those true comments a lot I admit are my own faults, mostly I know and find it hard to get rid of, e.g. attitude problem, lazy, need to learn how to plan, too crappy, stop talking to yourself, don't play too much computer etc.
"dydx,log pro",chess & well-loved by miss tan are all crap and bullshit, for the others to note. (A lot of others are better in chess)
Interesting person to talk to? I admit, it is true to some extent, just like how it is interesting to know any other person. Everyone have their own strengths and weaknesses and personalities, and for one, I am one who is not such a common individual you find on the streets.
And for one, based on my own understanding of myself, the best anyone knows of me is around 20-30%? I can show you more faults of mine. I am irritating, arrogant, show-off(you noe, tats part of the reason I interrupt chess games), like to force others to follow my way of doing things, Antisocial and a Schzoid, or commonly termed as 'loner'. At the same time, you can also say I am not realistic, a little stubborn to change. For some who say I am not like what they say of me, I admit, true, but not in your point of view. I am way more pathetic and weak than the words that are used to tease/criticise me.
Probably people whose comments I actually a little valued are Kok How's need to learn how to plan, lazy and Siew Yee's interesting person to talk to. There are some others, but forget it. lolx.
In fact, I'm one of the few people in class whom has many negative traits and barely any positive traits. I would also view myself in a sense, as a playboy. Shocking? Perhaps. That's why I was constantly reconsidering certain things in audition, and in life.
If there was a disease such as pessimism, anyone could tell I would have been a patient of that long ago. And that's a trait of mine no one in class pointed out. There are also certain things I've noticed regarding my classmate's comments. Yee Jeng is very optimistic of her classmates, and some others, which I'm not so sure of, are highly critical.
So indeed amanda, perhaps I would agree that you should listen to Ernest/'Bernelli'. For one, he's crappy, but sometimes I think that he is very smart. Or maybe it's just the way he appears to be from all his crap.
Might be posting about teachers next time.
I thought I was mentally prepared to let my blog be for everyone to see?
Good Point, I even put unkind comments about my teachers here.
Probably, I was just kidding when I meant this blog for all to see. It was a mistake right from the start huh? Or maybe I just reverted back to my old self over time. Incredibly pathetic, I am for sure.
Nvm. Anyway something fun happened today. We all were supposed to take a piece of paper, write our name on it and create 2 columns, one for Strengths and the other for Weaknesses. Then we pass around the class for others to write on them. There was a message on my paper at the top requesting for them to not write on the Strengths, since I know I hardly have any. In the end I realized, most of the things they all wrote, were stuff I already knew or plain bullshit. Constructive? Not really. I'll write exactly what they wrote here:
Strengths:
-Quite Clever
-Chess
-Interrupt my chess game
-Professional in logarithms and Differentiation
-Sociable
-Intelligent
-Interesting person to talk to
-jovial
-well-loved by miss tan :x
-responsible
-and you're not as bad as what some boys in the class think/tease you
-optimistic?haha
-Impactful! :D Powerful! :D
-You are really one strong and cheerful guy. You are good! Not like what they say of you.
-Miss Tan's favorite
-Knowledgeable, participate in class actively
-chess pro...
-smart
-observant
-(Shuai)s!!!I love you too! My man, give me more hugs!!
Improvements:
-Attitude Problem
-need to learn how to plan
-lazy
-Too Gay
-exercise more
-too crappy
-Don't interrupt my chess game.
-Too gay, must go to the 'bait'!
-A bit too slack...blog lesser!
-stop talking to yourself LOL. :x
-hmm. think before you talk? haha
-Don't be so bochup sometimes!
-Don't play too much computer
-Be more hygienic?
-DUN BE GAY!!
-Hardgay!!!Aarghh!
-None, I love you soo much I touch you :)
-<3 ya too!! :D
From the 2 list above, a lot are crap, you guys who know me well enough from my blog posts can filter out yourself, and those true comments a lot I admit are my own faults, mostly I know and find it hard to get rid of, e.g. attitude problem, lazy, need to learn how to plan, too crappy, stop talking to yourself, don't play too much computer etc.
"dydx,log pro",chess & well-loved by miss tan are all crap and bullshit, for the others to note. (A lot of others are better in chess)
Interesting person to talk to? I admit, it is true to some extent, just like how it is interesting to know any other person. Everyone have their own strengths and weaknesses and personalities, and for one, I am one who is not such a common individual you find on the streets.
And for one, based on my own understanding of myself, the best anyone knows of me is around 20-30%? I can show you more faults of mine. I am irritating, arrogant, show-off(you noe, tats part of the reason I interrupt chess games), like to force others to follow my way of doing things, Antisocial and a Schzoid, or commonly termed as 'loner'. At the same time, you can also say I am not realistic, a little stubborn to change. For some who say I am not like what they say of me, I admit, true, but not in your point of view. I am way more pathetic and weak than the words that are used to tease/criticise me.
Probably people whose comments I actually a little valued are Kok How's need to learn how to plan, lazy and Siew Yee's interesting person to talk to. There are some others, but forget it. lolx.
In fact, I'm one of the few people in class whom has many negative traits and barely any positive traits. I would also view myself in a sense, as a playboy. Shocking? Perhaps. That's why I was constantly reconsidering certain things in audition, and in life.
If there was a disease such as pessimism, anyone could tell I would have been a patient of that long ago. And that's a trait of mine no one in class pointed out. There are also certain things I've noticed regarding my classmate's comments. Yee Jeng is very optimistic of her classmates, and some others, which I'm not so sure of, are highly critical.
So indeed amanda, perhaps I would agree that you should listen to Ernest/'Bernelli'. For one, he's crappy, but sometimes I think that he is very smart. Or maybe it's just the way he appears to be from all his crap.
Might be posting about teachers next time.
Monday, August 4, 2008
Tests on me.
Personality Disorder Test
Intriguing...
Personality Test
A strange one...
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | High |
| Schizoid: | High |
| Schizotypal: | High |
| Antisocial: | High |
| Borderline: | Low |
| Histrionic: | Moderate |
| Narcissistic: | Moderate |
| Avoidant: | High |
| Dependent: | Moderate |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Moderate |
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information -- | |
Intriguing...
Personality Test
Your score on this personality test was 69%
Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural lead, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.
Personality Quiz
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A strange one...
Gahh
work work and more work. lolx i feel like giving up on studies. they sux! 10 yrs down the road and i'll be saying how i wish I was a student again. rofl.
nvm, having the habit of working in sch and slacking at home. balance is good for me =D. but overdose of hw T_T not balanced!!!
and wtf-ness mrs wong said my picture discussion sux. damit la I keep "ar/er" is cos I trying to bring my thoughts together zzz. damit. can she not be so 'jing jing ji jiao' anot =X
somemore wan us 24/7 speak EL. Singapore is speak Singlish one can?xD
haix EL oral exam on 18/8,mon. 2 more weeks. T_T
Luoning's blog music rox =D
nvm, having the habit of working in sch and slacking at home. balance is good for me =D. but overdose of hw T_T not balanced!!!
and wtf-ness mrs wong said my picture discussion sux. damit la I keep "ar/er" is cos I trying to bring my thoughts together zzz. damit. can she not be so 'jing jing ji jiao' anot =X
somemore wan us 24/7 speak EL. Singapore is speak Singlish one can?xD
haix EL oral exam on 18/8,mon. 2 more weeks. T_T
Luoning's blog music rox =D
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Lolx
As expected, I almost didn't do any homework today. Whatever is done is close to negligible -.- oh well.
Slowly do in school bah...
Countdown: 5,6,25 days.
Parents today went to relative house to pray to the dead or something like that. Me & my bro slacked at home as usual, happily gaming/watching anime/manga. No Lifers =D
My throat still hurts damit. There's like a little spike in my throat happily poking me whenever I swallow zzz.
haix I miss my fast food T_T or do I? No idea. Either way maybe next week or next next week gonna reformat my lappy and get The Way 1-6 from my brother or the webby.
Anyway apparently a min booking for a room at The Park Hotel somewhere in Orchard costs $300 for a 2d/1n dam expensive. Probably not going liao lolx.
Slowly do in school bah...
Countdown: 5,6,25 days.
Parents today went to relative house to pray to the dead or something like that. Me & my bro slacked at home as usual, happily gaming/watching anime/manga. No Lifers =D
My throat still hurts damit. There's like a little spike in my throat happily poking me whenever I swallow zzz.
haix I miss my fast food T_T or do I? No idea. Either way maybe next week or next next week gonna reformat my lappy and get The Way 1-6 from my brother or the webby.
Anyway apparently a min booking for a room at The Park Hotel somewhere in Orchard costs $300 for a 2d/1n dam expensive. Probably not going liao lolx.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Countdown
dots...dear wan edit her posts jus to remove all the vulgar -.- wasting time lolx.
bored.very bored.extra bored.extremely bored.infinitely bored.lolx
nvr touched hw today. can i kill myself?
countdown: 6,7,26 days.
Fire away!
Completed The Way 6. Perhaps now I should get the whole set from my brother. fun, heh.
Then I can see my homework pile up even higher.
Overwhelming...seriously.
Specially for no one. Blood stains the truth...The Phantom Slasher...an anomaly. And it all began, at Landorin Stretch. Or did it? An anomaly...? Maybe not. A being that lived for 1000+ years.
bored.very bored.extra bored.extremely bored.infinitely bored.lolx
nvr touched hw today. can i kill myself?
countdown: 6,7,26 days.
Fire away!
Completed The Way 6. Perhaps now I should get the whole set from my brother. fun, heh.
Then I can see my homework pile up even higher.
Overwhelming...seriously.
Specially for no one. Blood stains the truth...The Phantom Slasher...an anomaly. And it all began, at Landorin Stretch. Or did it? An anomaly...? Maybe not. A being that lived for 1000+ years.
Friday, August 1, 2008
Dumb
This is dumb. Another full of crap msn discussion about the class video, and i got fed up and left.
Sianx staring at the pile of hw on the table, i dun feel like doing. overwhelming, lolx.
and feeling dam bloody tired after the bball game today, and also just now almost slept for like 40mins+... haven ate my dinner, but wad the heck!
currently very bored, lolx. maybe i shld start gaming. anyway today, 1st Aug. 7 more days, and today, are nice days. lolx.
Beijing Olympics starts in 7days I heard. I'm very lag in current affairs, so my GP sure fail, lolx.
Nvm...I need my rest. See how first...
Sianx staring at the pile of hw on the table, i dun feel like doing. overwhelming, lolx.
and feeling dam bloody tired after the bball game today, and also just now almost slept for like 40mins+... haven ate my dinner, but wad the heck!
currently very bored, lolx. maybe i shld start gaming. anyway today, 1st Aug. 7 more days, and today, are nice days. lolx.
Beijing Olympics starts in 7days I heard. I'm very lag in current affairs, so my GP sure fail, lolx.
Nvm...I need my rest. See how first...
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