Tired...

Very tired...the school timetable sucks, I feel like pon-ing school outright, I owe alot of homework, I keep having running nose, I don't have any appetite, I can't focus on doing homework, and I can't study. For me, if I take a few days off school to recover, I dead sure it'll be more effective than going to school to study.

Realised that I'm a sucker for sweet stuff, or donuts, or strawberries, or all of those just mentioned. Walked around Jurong Point searching for something that I feel like eating, but nothing. Walked to Old Chang Kee and BreadTalk, nothing too. Went to Thousand Deli which is on offer of $1/donut or cake, then finally felt like eating something a little. Mum fell sick too ._. stupid weather?

And I really wanna know when will the stupid PSLE end...currently it seems like it's gonna end when I'm having 'O's -.- damn sianx. Gonna rest and play Warriors Orochi now cos I havent even completed lvl 1 of my campaign -.- failed twice but leveled my characters only. Wanna at least pass it, besides not really in any condition to do homework. Very cold too...stupid weather.

P.S. Thanks to my running nose I took 2h 20min to finish the EM mock paper when Mr Kok finished it in 1h 40min. The disparity is just way too great. The best proof of how much it affects me, and my head was blur throughout the exam.

Crap...

haix still only finished some chem papers that I owe... alot still haven do >< gamed alot this weekend. Yesterday played audi awhile with Jul, den watch TV den play Warriors Orochi. Today went to relative house to celebrate September babies birthday. Quite bored, but still had some fun over this weekend =).

But more pressing now are the problems of my iicomplete homework!!! >< die liao haix.

Chiong

Got abit of mood to chiong recently, thanks to all the work that's piling up. Teachers all happily chiong-ing mock test papers and giving us homework and mock paper to do at home. The homework pile quite thick sia -.- If include those very long overdue one impossible to finish xD.

But will try to finish those that are more urgent ASAP. And my brother's home. After learning how to use ultimate attacks the battles are becoming slightly easier.

Audi's new mode dynamic crazy is rather fun actually haha.

Crapsters

We are, oh we are. Me Kok and Guang went to Kenneth's house after eating with Ernest,Victor and Eugene at Lot 1 Food Junction. Cant believe there's a Pepper Lunch Express there =O AND THE PEPPER LUNCH EXPRESS WAS SO MUCH CHEAPER THAN THE ONE AT IMM! CHEATS!

Anyway went to Kenneth's house and I was sort of envious, seeing how nice the condo was. Though on the downside, his condo actually was kind of small compared to my HDB I guess. Nicer on the outlook but not exactly that spacious on the inside. Then we explored Kenneth's stuff and played with them(Lolx I go there play Chinese Chess -.- & Kok play Rubik's Cube) And then Guang and Kok actually focus-ed and studied while I slacked. We talked about stuff, and damn it Kok refused to tell me who he likes zzz.

Saw GE, but apparently it seemed boring to me, a little like maple. The good part is it can 'afk-training' cos you just stand in the middle of the monster spawn map and the characters auto fight the monsters that auto attack you. Ernest and Victor also say what the girls inside very pretty whatever -.- then in the end so-so -.- it's not like that freaking nice also.

Then we bought sweets earlier so we ate and Kenneth's younger sister Valerie was at home and being playful she threw some ball thingy at Guang, who obviously retaliated from the top of Kenneth's bed(which was high up and needed to climb a ladder). Kok also took out his I.C. and EzLink Card cos he was showing to us how different he looked, which Kesin had said at first. Then I tried to be funny and said I've stolen his I.C wahaha now he's gonna be in trouble. Guang joined in and I passed the I.C. to him lolx.

I also played maplesea awhile on Kenneth's comp, and saw bear on9 haha. long time no see de fren seh~ sorta miss ex-Ezekiel. Ohana has pretty much screwed up so I don't really care anymore. In fact, the memories with ex-Ezekiel members were much fonder than that at Ohana's. But still, once an ohanian, always an ohanian =). Xyphoria? One heck of a messed up guild I suppose. Like I give a damn about it anymore, that pathetic split-off Ohana audition guild.

Then there was also some sort of fortune-telling thing and Kenneth seemed to be so freaking lucky each time! I asked about Ernest and Victor's love lives and both didn't really bode well haha. Actually, mine wasn't any better lolx. And when I asked who will bless me, Frankenstein came out -.- wtf? Not god, not witch, not angel, not devil, not dracula, but frankenstein!? omfg! well better than Pumpkin I suppose -.-

Kenneth is so rich ._. his house is full of manga,toys whatever. Better than mine -.- with only Chinese chess,International Chess, animal chess and some weird stuff while he has Game of Life, the fortune telling thing, Link Up, Roulette etc. haix~

Today never bring P.E. again! zzz then need to walk around basketball court and bounce basketball(which did not have enough air) zzz wah damn stupid sia. If only I remembered got P.E. zzz then can play basketball with them.

According to some funny ranking thing based on Guang's info from some girls in our class, the more handsome boys were Hubert,BangHao,Kenneth,Kok How and Guang(himself). Lolx as expected. But what was strange was the reverse rankings: Out of the 15 boys in class, Victor was 14th, Alvin was 13th and I was 12th???Jeffery and John were 10th and 11th. Shocked that I was supposedly better than Victor and Alvin o.0 Well that was what I could tell from the talk; After all we were all talking here and there, not exactly fixed on one topic whatsoever and can jump here jump there with alot of other chit-chat here&there. Then since Guang Kok and Kenneth were pretty 'popular' based on the ranking, then I say I'm so honoured to be with the 2 more popular boys lolx. I seriously thought that pretty much all the boys in our class except me are pretty good-looking.

Nowadays massive gaming. Stupid intensive training week =( haix gonna be very bored~ SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!! T_T

Spams~

Today Qiao Hui never come to school o.0 guess her sore throat got the better of her?

And today's Kok-ky's birthday! Damn! He never got his birthday rape xD. And he excused himself from his self rules for a day, which he used for playing basketball. You fking addict -.-

Noticed that many things are slowly changing over the years, just within the areas I pass by everyday I come home from school. It's sure been a long time since I've been at this school...it feels even longer than being at my primary school haha.

Mr Ang talked about some interesting stuff today. Those who are nearer to the C-F range grades are more willing to take risk and have a higher chance to be millionaires eh? Guess that makes me within the majority of the bell curve.

Explored my bro's stuff a little, checking those I wanted to. Maybe I should get Mizuki Nana's songs from my bro, since he has so many. They're nice~

Today was rather cold with the strong rain+aircon GG combo. Chinese is getting way too boring =(. Oh well.

Prelim =(

Scored very badly overall. Comparing to Midyear, most of my grades have deproved except for EM and Geography which both improved =). I cant believe my EM improved -.- my previous score was 94.875/100 which was like so difficult to surpass already. Now I got 95.5 =D.

Current Grades:(To hell with scores thx,will make me emo more)

CL-D7
EM-A1
AM-A1/2(unsure)
EL-B4
Humanities-D7(Hopefully can get 1 more mark from Mrs Sng to push it to a pass,C6!)
Physics-A2/B3
Chem-A1
Bio-C6

Some sort of mother fking results. gotta do a hell load better for 'O's.
L1R5(highest possible)=EM+AM+EL+Humanities+Chem+Physics=1+1+4+7+1+2=16
Well if it turns out this way, I'll at least beat my Midyear L1R5 by 1 point thx to my Physics increasing by 1 grade.

Then now recollection:
yesterday forgot to post that I had accidentally 'disturbed' a couple who was about to kiss privately at the lift lobby. lolx. The guy was about my height and the girl was about 1 head taller than him -.- dam weird. and yea sometimes when u chance upon sth like this, u just noe tat they're abt to kiss.

Today saw Louise and another of my primary schoolmate who are currently at Commonwealth Sec. Either they forgot who I am or they never notice me, highly possible the first choice. Well I've also forgotten the other girl's name, so I'm sort of at fault too. I never kept in touch with my primary schoolmates after leaving after all.

Then comehome and sleep again. These few days keep having running nose zzz Sleeping just doesnt get rid of it. Haix...But today I also played the ball thingy again =X and guess what? It was my first try and I got 5 in a column =O Tyco-ness! But then no use cos both thing that I get same as my friend which are pink tokens traded for the childhood thingy. Heck lazy to explain/describe =P

Hopefully tomorrow will be good >< will be getting back to last of the papers.(AMP2 and Physics Paper 2) and finalising the marks(probably). And Mr Ngoh said he minus my marks cos I go write "Mr Ngoh's Photo Theorem". He said he's shy and don't want his name up there so minus marks LOL! I think it's just because I made a mistake somewhere haha. The best crap teacher. Don't really regret coming to Swiss Cottage even though none of my primary school students came here. Sec 3&4 have been the best time of my life so far =).

How humans flirt

For people who are slow(like me):
Quoted(Copied) from QiaoZhen's blog:

HOW GUYS FLIRT:

1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder...
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,ect.)

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:

1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible

------------------------ENDDD---------------------------

Another crap but fun day

Today the group went to Lot 1, which consists of me,Ernest,Victor(yup quintsexual), Yunfeng, Guang Xue(Flying Cape!), Kenneth, Qiao Hui, Julia, Wan Kei. We went to eat at Pizza Hut, so called to celebrate(wtf celebrate failing Bio?-For Julia and Wan Kei).

Before we went Lot 1, there's those ball machine thingy where u slot 20cents into it and play, trying to hit 4 in a horizontal or vertical line, den got 5 slots. We were all playing then get all sorts of funny prizes lolx. Mostly were playing with the balloon blowing thing, the sticky gum thingy that can be blown into a balloon using a sort of a stick? Dunnoe how to describe >< but it's sort of a childhood thing, then some of us were like saying some of the others got deprived childhood never play with it before haha.

Then reach Lot 1, Pizza Hut, 9 seats ._. wow quite alot of ppl this time sia. Basically we mostly order group set so cheaper(I think?). Then we all keep spam cheese,pepper and chilli(not me). When I was adding cheese the cover feel out then the cheese flooded the table and pizza. Then I was like wtf? The cover never close properly!?? Then the whole container of cheese just ended up on my pizza just like that lolx but still very nice the pizza cheesy =D.

Then sometime after that I accidentally knocked down my glass of pepsi ._. damn crap. Luckily only table kena, never spill onto to ground or touch anyone lolx. After that I go play with food and drinks =D I go pour cheese pepper and pepsi together, then mix into something that tastes like crap, mostly due to the pepper. Then we all pretty much finished our food by that time, so we started playing the number game, where one person sets a number and the rest take turn to guess the number and the one who gets the number will be given a penalty which is to eat the crazy food we made(Julia,Wan Kei and Qiao Hui's side made some funny meat capsicum whatever with cheese chilli all sort of stuff lolx.) Then we played a few rounds in which Ernest tio once, I tio once,Victor tio twice, Julia tio once lolx. I sort of took pride in that Victor tio once because of the number I set xD.

Price of Pizza Hut lunch: *sound of cash system opening* $8.40. lolx. Well nevermind had a rather fun time =).

Time to mass spam songs and anime! <3 lolx. Anyway some nice stuff:

EXCUSES FOR FAILING AN EXAMINATION

It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because the year ONLY has 365 days.

Typical academic year for a student:
1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays, are for rest.
Days left 313.
2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.
3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.
4. 1 hour for daily playing - (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.
5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30days.
Days left 96.
6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) -> means 15 days.
Days left 81
7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.
8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.
9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.
10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.
11. That 1 day is your birthday. How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!
Balance = 0
" How can a student pass ?????"

Did anyone realise that the person who wrote the message above has failed Maths?

No time to rest

haix right after prelims Mr Ngoh gave us a worksheet to finish over the weekend, no rest =( oh well I never finished =( but did some. I couldn't do some of the questions, sort of brain lag? And some of the questions I abit lazy to do =P cos need to expand and do alot of crap which is sianx and time-consuming.

Finished HanaKimi! Very nice and touching, the characters cried at the end while bidding farewell to the main character Ashiya Mizuki. But very heartwarming.

I'm spamming the music playlist at Kok's blog on Yggdra Union lolx. Keep listening to Blazing Emperor Gulcasa's music. Very cool and he is damn strong. Brongaa Knight/Blazing Emperor Gulcasa! Ownage lolx. If my bro gets a PSP I'm probably gonna buy the PSP version of Yggdra Union.

Then today never audi ._. lolx. Gamed alot, had a fair share of slacking, watched Lu Ding Ji as usual. Sometimes it's amazing how well Wei Xiaobao can sweettalk.

Btw, actually I'm not so agitated or w/e, seeing how everyone keeps calling to me to relax. How to say, most of the time I'm always very calm even when my choice of words don't make me seem so. The only time I wasn't calm was probably the post mentioning how I was almost going to snap. Back then, yea I was very different from my usual self.

I think I tend to exaggerate my faults? Somehow, I think I'm doing it on purpose, lolx. Only Victor mentioned that I have attitude problem. I know I probably have, lolx. Guess I'm just weird, lolx.

Oh well~ but still like what the principal in HanaKimi said, live the present to the fullest and not have any regrets. That's what I do best =) That's why I'm a slacker.

Resilience

something i do not have. bored. xtremely.

today went to wu yi's housewarming party(fifth aunt,mother side). basically, eat and tok and drink. den sianx. den go back. stupid running nose screwed me over the entire day. den at nite, parents went out bought KFC n coffee bean, had a nice dinner, watched Lu Ding Ji(chn 8 7.30pm wkends) den went to audi, today had some fun time with everyone. especially floorball(spencer) and commy com com(darren) who were like crappin alot.

gotta do that dumb maths hw tomorrow.

but, quite irritated as well. And FYI, I wouldn't believe that I'd cry and I'd rather not admit that I've cried, cos it seems so pathetic. Dinah had a statement:"It takes courage to cry". who noes tat might be true. but I cant even cry when I wan to. stupid. It's not that I don't wan to.

why, u ask? no idea. gonna finish hanakimi 2moro left 2 episodes. very nice =) the guy finally realises he's not gay and asks the gal to be his gf. the manga was drawn nicer though, to me. drama's sometimes just feel weird compared to manga to me.

and yea, nth much. jus standard stuff, doing my daily bloggin. i wonder, who reads every single of my posts? lolx. I just don't know what to do anymore. Feels like I'm gonna snap, lolx. Kok said I was rebellious. haha. Interesting.

The day I break free of my slacking self and work hard will probably be the day I find a girlfriend who can change me 180 degrees. I've found out that nothing else works the hard way. Habits die hard. And I don't care if I break anymore hearts. Facts remain facts. History is always bias as it is recorded by the winners. The Da Vinci Code has told me this at least.

In shattered reprimand

This is endless...my results are plain ridiculous. I flung Humanities and barely scraped a pass for Bio. Not to mention my Chem which never reached 90% and my AM which I can jolly well say goodbye to an A1. Though, apparently it was 95% pass and 70% distinction for Chem zzz 4e4 scammer. lolx oh well.

Saw Yee Jeng & Glen walking towards Mac(haha, date seh) but never saw them go in. Then also saw Hui Ern(sec 3 CO head) and some of my juniors when I ate there after I played a few mins of basketball. Had to go early, cos I was really tired apparently and I needed fluids. I havent had lunch or breakfast too so I decided why not go Mac to eat. Though ended up still bringing the food back home cos didn't feel like eating it there and then.

Finished The Da Vinci Code today, and will finish HanaKimi this weekend. Interesting, The Da Vinci Code. It made me thought the main antagonist was someone else nearing the end. The riddles and cryptic analogies as well as the story ideas were rather well substaniated. The Holy Grail, eh? Indeed a story with interesting fictional ideas that are highly poisonous to Christian faith.

I think I nearly cried(or maybe I did) again today...the second time this year. 'Endless Sorrows' eh?

Tears flow down upon a road,
Like a lonely soul that walks endlessly
A scar in his heart, unable to heal
Towards destruction, alone he goes

Apparently there's something seriously screwed up with the quints3xual and the Maths God. Yee Jeng is the boss and pro in everything, expected to score high. But the quint aka Victor got 79/80 for AMP1, same as YJ and some1 in 4e1 got 80/80...wtf is wrong with them...Kok also got 36/40 for Bio MCQ...What's wrong with them all???

As expected, what is 76/80 for EMP1, even if it's highest in class? It's still pure crap! AMP1 also got ppl score full marks! Getting irritated. Mood getting worse and worse recently. HanaKimi and The Da Vinci Code helped though.

Mood:Down

Whole day was quite unhappy. Everything is screwed. I scored 68.5/140 for CL(D7), 38/75 for Geog section A and SS and 17/25 for EL summary. and of course my most retarded mark ever, even though I improved by 1mark compared to midyear, is 76/80, EMP1. If you think 76/80, "top of the class", is good, I'll only say, it's -'- ed up.

I'm scoring pathetic marks for everything. zzz sianx. bo mood. EMP1 everything too careless, I think highest in 4E is 77/80, which there are 3 from 4E6. Might have more, who knows.

Hoping that Chem gets 90
And chiong abt 1/3 of The Da Vinci Code today. Hopefully finishing it within this week. An intriguing story. And also HanaKimi by this week as well, since it's very nice and funny.

Today never audi, cos I slept during the afternoon lolx. but it seems like my classmates were all playin during the afternoon. And amazingly, I entered audi for like 5mins but dere was no1 on9 in fren list so I dam sianx den off9 liao, though I saw -ZEN-Punk on9 in fam. But then again, dun really noe him so...lolx. I'm just not so sociable I guess.

And Maths God Kok got 74/80 for EMP1, but we both were very very careless. The only mistake I sort of forgive myself is a 1m mistake, cos I thought too deeply until wrong. I din noe can jus use lower quartile x 4 to get the total...cheats.

Stuff

Bored with gaming, sort of, so now reading The Da Vinci Code and watching Hanazakari no Kimi Tachi E. Though also back to playing abit of Yggdra Union, following the guide. Still difficult though.

But I did audi awhile today lolx.

and Kok GL me by copying exactly my font and msn nick in msn -.- lolx. 'Copy-god' xD.

Anime & School

Massive Anime spamming today, watched finished VK season 1 in one shot. The manga was like so much better? Then also watched Slayers Revolution. Xellos is seriously zai sia. Then gamed a little lolx.

Screwed up AMP2 badly. I doubt I'll get A1 for A.Maths now. Sianx sia shld've studied. Haix and Kok-ky and even alien and Tay say the paper was easy just tricky. I sure die liao haix.

Tomorrow need to vacuum the floor while my bro mops the floor ._. sianx~

Yesterday forgotten to post that I went to Lot 1 with Ernest, Wan Kei, Julia and Qiaohui to eat at LJS lolx. Then we chatted about some interesting stuff, but mostly I forgot liao =X but still, sometimes such gatherings can be fun.

But nvm! Had fun in AMP2 using Mr Ngoh's Photo Theorem(our Maths Teacher). The story goes like this:

Mr Ngoh: I have a photo of my son ah, ppl see already some say your son looks like you and others say your son very handsome.
'Narrator': He is saying that Mr Ngoh himself is very handsome because his son is handsome and his son looks like him. And this is the founding of the Photo Theorem!
'Narrator': In Practical Maths usage, given a diagram and asked to prove PQRS is a paralleogram given that PQRS are the midpoints of AB,BC,CD,DA respectively. As PS=1/2 BD(Midpt Theorem) and QR=1/2 BD(Midpoint Theorem again), PS=QR(Photo Theorem!)
---end of story---

xD. Photo Theorem rocks xD Time to get our extra marks from him xD.(Actually everyone knows he's joking, but we play along xD) Gotta remember to finish one set of Maths homework then come back SCSS and hand it in to him when I go see him xD Since he always ask his ex-students if they came back to hand in homework.

Probably the most precious memories we take out of Swiss Cottage will be Mr Ngoh's jokes and all the crapping we did with our teachers, mostly Mr Ngoh, Mrs Wong and Mdm Tan. Probably some from our psychologist teacher Mr Ang too =). Though it's kinda sad that our class is not really united and we all never really did anything truly as a class together, ever since we entered the class of 3E5 and will remain so until we graduate and leave 4E5 and Swiss.

But still, I <3 4E5! Swiss 4E5 '08 forever!

Bored

Anyhow spam =D anyway audi-ed today den dear secretly play and I start 1 game den she gtg and alt tab haven start playin -.- lolx. Then at nite play ard bu awhile, den play cpl mode with GF n the room title was 'Finding CPL' or sth liddat again lolx.

Finished Enigma. A nice book, with very interesting ideas that are told at the end. Those cryptanalysis ppl are dam pro, breaking codes and think amazingly, also able to think out of the box. World War 1 was really a chaotic situation back then. And all the info are actually quite logical in thought...Robert Harris is a rather pro writer.

Physics was a killer today, majority of the students were exterminated by it. Well luckily AMP2 won't finish us off that easily.(I think?) And feels kinda sad that the exam periods are over. I like exam periods cos we are 'released' early, I don't need to study so jus go home and game. shuang.

And audition's laggy. zzz but audi-ing when it's not laggy is often fun.

Enigma

This is my 100th blog post! lolx. Anyway reading a rather old book called Enigma by Robert Harris. Interesting fictional book related to World War 1, Battle between Allied Forces and the Germans.

Then also got a few more anime pics from some webby and read manga at onemanga. Though I never studied for Physics so I'm ready to fail haha. And nth much =) and my parents came home after their trip to Ipoh today.(They left on Friday morning.)

Audi-ed

and it was nice enough to end of my day <3 =)

Fun stuff today

some bits and pieces of info I made into a word program to record it down earlier today in case I forgot about them. Kinda messy though but interesting =).

2008-09-13.Msn crapping day:

Ernest tells me what Kok How says:

Imagine running into a solid barrier and coming out the other side. That's what electrons do. O.o says:
humanities is in science because the aim of science is to improve the lives of humans

Operation GL kok:

Frozen Entity ; seems like humanities go well with science... says:
and the aim of science is not to improve the lives of humans
Frozen Entity ; seems like humanities go well with science... says:
it's to satisfy the fcking scientists who refuses to stop destroying earth to satisfy their curiosity


and

imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion
Like duh u imagined it so in reality you did not run through the solid barrier and come out on the other side. So everything is just an illusion that you imagined. LOL xD

Den kok said:

Imagine running into a solid barrier and coming out the other side. That's what electrons do. O.o says:
you guys all say I next time become a scientist and there you go saying scientist are f***ing
Imagine running into a solid barrier and coming out the other side. That's what electrons do. O.o says:
so by photo theorum
imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion says:
lol
imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion says:
so ur fking
imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion says:
ic

Interesting…Interesting…Zero Kiriyuu and Yuuki Kuran!<3 in my own way dun really like Kaname =X but I also not really caring who Yuuki ends up with.


And another point Ernest mentioned:

*crap.. humanities questions in my science papers..* {physicing..sianz..} says:
lol wad the hell is wrong with yisin and kesin
*crap.. humanities questions in my science papers..* {physicing..sianz..} says:
u see their nicks
imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion says:
i dunnoe kesin one
imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion says:
yisin one jus yisin wad
*crap.. humanities questions in my science papers..* {physicing..sianz..} says:
u know yisin is YISIN!
*crap.. humanities questions in my science papers..* {physicing..sianz..} says:
kesin one is KESIN!
*crap.. humanities questions in my science papers..* {physicing..sianz..} says:
wtf
imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion says:
LOL


My bro says “Science exists for humans.” Nice statement. Can mean a lot of things eh? Like a debate topic xD.

and then went to my cousin Tan Wei Lei's house today. Saw the drama serial "she diao ying xiong zhuan"(The Condor Hero) but an old version, in CD. The last time I watched it, made me wanna watch it again lolx they made it until so nice sia~. But in the end also never borrow it back to watch again since I still rmb the drama roughly haha. Then my brother was like spamming downloads at my cousin's house cos he couldn't download at home.

Never really audi much today =( but maybe going to play later =). Hopefully something fun happens =). Waiting patiently for Wednesday =) which is the day right after the last Prelim paper =) Get over this hell already! woot! actually it ain't even hell yet haha xD since I'm still like super-slack during Prelims.

Three sucky days straight

10/9/08. Descending numbers. 11/9/08. 911 incident anniversary. 12/9/08. My brother's 20th Birthday. 3 straight stupid days.

Anyway only Maths seems to be immune from involving other subjects. The paper was quite easy, so hopefully I scored 90<. Even better, 100 xD but probably won't happen. Seemed to have made some mistakes...oh well.

Made some dumbass stuff, and yea these words probably ain't real in any language's dictionary, and it doesnt really have much meaning, except that it's linked to my story blog.

Knights of Iretia:

Recon de etearal
For Sorlas en decrit
Esprit de corps
Never shall we fall

and another one...

Flightless sy knights of storm and wind
Intrigued, I must say, of lore and magic
Might we stand, fall of light, of entities
Elements in itself, of elements of themselves.

And saw Mark Lee and some other Mediacorp actresses at some chinese baby show thing at Jurong Point today at about 11am. Interestingly I heard some people said something about some things being different on TV and in real life. That's obvious, isn't it?

MGX

A new manga, interesting one: Mysterious Girlfriend X.
'Drool Connection', by tasting the other person's drool you can understand his/her feelings/thoughts. Well it only happens with the MGX and those who has 'Drool Connection' with her though. Very nice haha. No need for speech, just drool(saliva). lolx.

Happily gaming today too. There was a geography question in the Biology paper o.0 on Blue Revolution. Lolx. Then do until very 'shuang' the bio paper. But maybe can get B3 cos it seemed to went rather well on the whole.

Home sweet home

well that's what my bro's feeling today. He got this stupid passing out parade thingy den my parents take leave go watch, den they come back, since my bro is officially out of Basic Military Training Camp(BMTC) and well soon not a recruit lolx. still dunnoe where he posted to. Then we had an early celebration of my bro's bdae on 12/9 cos my parents going to Ipoh on 12/9 so early celebrate 1st. Went IMM eat Pepper Lunch, and I was freaking full ._. oh well. Then after that come home and game like mad xD dun wan study for bio =X.

Then today at chem I freaked out at chem paper 1, the first test tat I ever freaked out be4 in... dunnoe why lolx. Anyway den studied a little with Yeejeng (Her notes are probably the best in class o.0 well nth less to be expected from the top student?) Then did slightly better in Chem paper 2, I think. But the paper was like screwed. I messed up dam badly. But dere was a question, "wad are the effects of destroying the Amazon Basin for land". we all were like, WTF??!! WHY GOT GEOG QUESTION HERE! Then I go answer it the geography way. dam dumb sia a geog question in a chem paper lmao. den the 2 papers were set by Thomas Tan, who merely type dere: set by T.T which is like crying face lmao. and TT is funny sia he said 'have fun' at the start of the paper LOL. and guess what, I really had fun getting screwed by his dumb paper. sianx~

Tomorrow 100% screw up Bio. I suck at bio anyway.

Cried of Litez

Rite~ so I made 3 poems today during ELP2 heh xD. And guess what, I drew a toy rhino in front of Mr Ngoh who was one of the invigilators xD LOL sia then very weird and not myself. Anyway yea my drawing sucks haha xD I suck at art anyway so don't expect much. Then again you all nth to expect cos I not uploading a picture of the rhino xD.

Anyway I never finished CLP2 again T_T haix did so poorly as usual T_T A1 ah!!!~~~ fly fly fly away *poof*. Though, see if you can understand my poems and their titles =).

Habit/Mistake:

Once, yet another chance
Twice, it's hard to change
Thrice, will never stop
Time, will be my end

Reality and Illusion:

Hell, in its mimicry
Heaven, in its serenity
Forbidden, thought to be
Reality, naught to be.

Pencil:

A simple sketch, nothing more
Mind me, right what wrong?
Hold the light, brighten the way
Embrace thy, darkness and shadows.

And as Ernest has put it well, why is it that our Geography,SS and EL papers all have Globalisation in it!? Like, wtf sia. And just read finish up to the latest chapter of Pastel =) Interesting. Muji is a fking retard. And I finished my WBCII campaign the 2nd time on Sunday but forgot to blog about it =). But I lost my Vampiric Standard SOBS! T_T so now I'm back to 1 item each of 5 different ancient item sets. sianx won't be getting an entire set anytime soon. And I want Sirian's set! It rocks sia.

Pastel

Just wanted to talk about this manga I'm reading online recently at onemanga.com. Quite interesting, at least to me. Anyway tomorrow is ELP2 and CLP2 haix. Today did so-so for Geog and EMP1. Hope to score full marks for EMP1! =X cos really quite easy. Just hope no careless.

And I today never gamed! =D but nvr study also =X whole day manga-ing lolx.

Dread

Tomorrow's Geog, not sure if got Maths, then Tues is ELP2 CLP2, Wed is Chem, Thurs is Bio...or wadeva. lazy go see. Lets take it as it comes lolx. Never study...haha oh well. I'm so screwed anyway. Just no mood to do anything, almost.

sianx.

Snapping...

I don't know why, I just feel like I'm gonna snap. Feeling bloody fucked up right now, I wanna flame every single fucking person I know. Wonder if it's the pressure I'm feeling recently. After all, it's been so long since I've been stressed. This fucking Prelims...It's like a torchlight warning us of the 'O' Levels. Seriously...I can snap at any second now. It's tough, to keep holding myself back. Trying very badly to tolerate already...why...?What happened to me...? It's scary...facing the current me. It's almost like an entirely unknown region of me, something I didn't know that exists in me, and it's really freaking me out. Am I so damn weak...?

Though, found 2 very nice songs, Rinne-Rondo by ON/OFF and the other is an Audition song...Vampire Knight Guilty Trailer is also very nice, and Shoku-dan's translations are like so screwed compared to Yuurisan-Subs translations of Vampire Knight.

Massive gaming today as well, gotta focus on studying tomorrow...But can I? The stress is just too great...I think maybe this is just a little stress for others, but I just can't take it, because I'm not used to stress...I've never ever stressed myself so greatly before...Fuck this...And it's not everyday that I keep spamming 'Fuck' whether talking or in the cyber world...I really need something to release me from this burden...Really gonna snap soon...Nearly...wanted to just vent my frustrations out on...someone close to me...Damn...

Wow...

I actually studied a teeny weeny little bit of geography today lolx. but insignificant heh. Then...yea almost a standard boring day full of gaming. Strangely going out can make me feel a little better yet sometimes also boring and tiring. lolx. Have to admit(actually I never ever denied it and admitted it like long ago) that I'm a natural born lazy person =D 'ren2 zhi1 chu1, xing4 ben3 lan3' xD.

WBCII:Add-on

Just to add a little bit of info I forgot to post just now, I'm seriously becoming more and more sadistic. Before the campaign ends in WBCII, during the last few battles, the enemy will start begging you to have a ceasefire. They keep offering good stuff and there are a few funny stuff like offering you a royal marriage of your choice for the ceasefire,stop this unnecessary bloodshed and "desperately begs you to spare their lives." and er I was sadistic enough to choose the option like: Continue the blood shed =D wah den I feel shiok somemore really siao and sadistic liao sia. Damn funny sia see the enemy keep 'groveling' LOL! But well the item I get for completing the campaign without accepting any truces was the Orb of Etheria which is like a godly item which totally owned all the offers my enemies could offer me =D.

Conclusion:I'm a sadist =D And I'll cheer when the End of Earth approaches =D.(I'm a crazy evil person =D. Oh and btw, mankind will probably be wiped out by 2100, probably earlier =D around 2060 for the world to be flooded by the melting of the polar ice caps. So yea well done mankind we reap what we sow eh?)

WBCII

Finished the campaign once for Warlords BattleCry II =D Orb of Etheria is cool. Then audi awhile today, saw and play with milo&milk awhile, but dear nvr on9 ._. den I was so bored i went to edit the couple registration license thing into something extremely crappy. Left 3 days to study...haix.

Slacking

more slacking today lolx. recently mum cooking =D get to eat home-cooked food again. Still cant maple and haven study lolx. the shortest post eva.

MS

Trying to get MS DLs to actually work zzz screw it. Then today addicted to new game(or rather, old) called WBC2,Warlords BattleCry 2. Strategy game, tats all not much to say lolx. Yggdra and Fire Emblem are still difficult and erm I sorta sianx cos when stuff gets too difficult they become irritating.

And nvr audi today lolx. I signed out from msn for the 2nd half of the day and keep playing WBC2 until over the limit den end up nvr see whether Ernest got audi or not lolx. oh well. n I nvr study again lolx.

Colours

By Cai Lin:(I copy & paste-d)

1. Alvin --- Red
2. Siew Yee --- Pink
3. Welon --- Dark Blue
4. Yun Feng --- White
5. (I skipped mine)
6. Pei Yi --- Orange
7. Dawn --- Sky Blue
8. Ernest --- Light Green/ Lime
9. Xue Li --- Brown
10. Ke Sin --- Lime
11. Da Wen --- Red
12. Wan Kei --- White
13. John --- Yellow
14. Kasturi --- Pink
15. Kenneth --- Green
16. Yi Sin --- Blue
17. Qin Xin --- Light pink
18. Yan Lam --- Orange/Yellow
19. Victor --- Black
20. Han Qi ---Yellow
21. Guang Xue --- Blue
22. Jana --- Chocolate Brown
23. Yee Jeng --- Black
24. Priyangha --- White
25. Sammini --- Dark Orange
26. Jeffery --- Ice Blue
27. Kok How --- Green
28. Christina --- Fluff White
29. Zi Ying --- Red
30. Jonathan --- Yellow
31. Eugene --- Light Blue
32. Chrisll --- Pink
33. Hubert --- Light Brown
34. Wan Ling --- Pink
35. Bang Hao --- Pale Yellow
36. Mandy --- White
37. Kai Ning --- Orange-Yellow
38. Cheau Fei --- Reddish Pink
39. Alexandra --- Red
40. Julia --- Baby Pink

Cai Lin got this result from somewhere. Interesting. Victor and YF are polar opposites? Weird though, and they're friends after all. I'm Blue yea, but varying tones of blue I guess, since I probably have a 'dark' and 'light' side. So sometimes light blue, sometimes dark blue. And I just realised White seems to be mostly those quiet type of people? Interestingly many girls contain red and white to certain proportions. lolx.

Teacher's Day

I'm trying to be funny, but yea today then is the actual official Teacher's Day. As expected, I gamed the ENTIRE day and I mean it. Almost 13-14h straight with onli a few breaks in between. Gone crazy playing Fire Emblem: The Sacred Stones. Temporary stopped Yggdra Union, but both games are equally crazily difficult. But at least Fire Emblem is only difficult at the end. It's irritating how I have to fight super strong monsters that only a few of my best 'tanks' can 'ram' through. But the Draco Zombie's are the most crazy, wiping out almost 80% of the hp of my units with each attack. Luckily it doesn't move and auto attack me, so basically I try to make use of it, use archers slowly take out their hp and send in my 'tanks' for some critical hits to finish it off. Takes a long time though, and I have to keep reloading to prevent losing units, since once they're dead it's forever gone.

Anyway gaming like mad like this means I never studied. How expected lolx. Then apparently Ernest's sister is starting to play Audition and he asking us to help him earn dens, which means via BP lolx. Wonder if my deproved skills is enough or not.

And this concludes today. Tomorrow night mum cooking dinner =D shiok very long never eat her cooking liao. The soup she makes rules =D *Drools* lolx.